Sundeelia: Is It Spring Yet?
Note to Reader: This piece was written in March 2018, three year Delta!
The Spring Equinox for the northern climes is just around the corner. With the coming of this spring, will we witness the renewal of these people and this planet? Only time will tell and before that happens, much patience must still be exercised as events unfold slowly, then more quickly, and then all in a rush, like a stream cracking through an ice-dam. Be careful what you ask for, folks.
So here I am, propped up in bed, recovering from the latest bout of “ascension flu”. I can hear some people thinking, “Say what?” I know, I know, I’ve said in past articles that I’m not here to ascend. I’m merely a “place-holder” for my sister who has already ascended (you can find out more about her by reading the earlier journal entries on Blue Dragon Journal, http://www.bluedragonjournal.com ).
So, anyway, here I am recovering from an intense bout of laryngitis or infection of the larynx (voice box). Since everything in life has a secondary and sometimes tertiary meaning, I thought about why my throat was being targeted this time. Voice, lack of speech, being unable to speak… and suddenly thoughts of what might have befallen Taz in Lemuria came to mind. You see, or perhaps you don’t, that I’m here to assist Lady Taz to balance and clear her remaining 15% of karma so she will be set free from ever being compelled to return here, again.
I don’t hold anything against the planet; I love the Earth, even in her present much-diminished state. It’s more what has happened here that is a shock for someone who has come from a people who live in a constant state of Love, as do mine on the Isle of Medina, in the Pleiadian star cluster.
Taz arrived upon Earth long ago and landed on the island continent of Lemuria in its latter days. I say “latter days” for already much of the renowned magic of the land had withdrawn and the political situation was turning sour and violent. To date, I have never caught “sight” of what really happened to her there, but it feels violent. Her life was cut short by someone(s). And she was prevented from speaking her Truth back then, some 26,000 years ago, at the beginning of the last Great Year, thus creating a seed for a future disease or health condition to take root in the following incarnations. I do not even know whether or not Taz was meant to stay on the planet, as the Pleiadians had a foothold in the Lemurian Empire, but stay she did, due to some karmic debt. Cycles begin thus and end thus. Humanity has to be reminded that the roots of today’s happenings on the world scene often have their obscure beginnings in long ago, far away times.
As I wandered through feverish thoughts, I also called upon the healing angels of the Violet Ray, to assist me in transmuting the karmic ties that still bound Taz to this planet, if tenuously now, by clearing the cause, core, root and memory of it all down to the time when Taz first set foot upon Lemurian soil.
I understand that many awakened individuals think back upon the time of Lemuria as magical, as a lost Eden, but unfortunately, Taz never was able to experience that part of the adventure of a new Earth. Two short lives spent in Lemuria and then she chose to incarnate in Atlantis. Her heart was closed and shielded and she spent more lives than not as a male, rather than a female.
In this incarnation, Taz walked into the vehicle of a young girl, living in California, a golden land rumored to have once been a part of lost Lemuria. And during her 60-odd-year sojourn upon this world, she surmounted the greater percentage of her personal karma setting herself free to return Home once again.
Is it any wonder that I don’t really identify with the methods and means given forth to enable individuals to ascend? Taz managed her personal path to ascension through lifetimes of dedication to the Flame of Freedom, the same Flame that is lit upon the high altar in the Temple of Purification at her own Father’s etheric Retreat above Cuba. Did Taz remember that connection in any of her lifetimes? No. Nevertheless, she was driven from within by an undeniable feeling to do her own individual work, free from gurus, priests, mentors, and teachers. Yes, she read a lot of material on ascension and spirituality. Yes, she attended some seminars and workshops, but she never remained long within the reach of any one group, save for four years with Church Universal and Triumphant. Even that she abandoned in the end, as she relentlessly followed her own inner guidance towards ascension.
Still, it was a shock to be finally be told who and what she was/is, and more of a shock to learn that she would soon be leaving this world through the little-known process of “walking-out” or soul reblending with her Higher Self. Shocked and confused, after undergoing her own ascension ceremony through remote viewing, she turned away from this concept… even though at least 85% of her soul essence was withdrawn at the time of her ascension.
What a concept! Little is known, even in metaphysical circles, about walking-in and less is known about walking out. Walking in is, apparently, a means to allow a more highly evolved soul to enter into a human vehicle without being subject to the Veil of Forgetfulness to the degree that fully incarnated souls incur. To fully understand this you must understand that your body elemental also has full consciousness. It is called body memory or body consciousness. When the incoming soul comes into the physical vehicle there is a union of the bodies, the Etheric, Emotional, Mental and the physical body. It is a union with the Light body of the incoming soul essence. With this union is a meshing of memory, the soul Akash, the spiritual library that is contained within the essence of the Light body.
So when Taz entered her new physical vehicle at age three, she was already awake, already on the Path of Initiation, due to work that has already been undergone in previous incarnations, plus all the training and preparation made between lifetimes. She had spent much time in the Temples of her Father and that of Archangel Michael, to prepare for what she was to undergo in her last lifetime on this planet. And upon entering the physical vehicle, she forgot everything. She had to remember all these things bit by bit, painfully and slowly, through many years and decades of questioning everything, studying, agonizing, and wondering why she was so different from other people. Yet driven from within, she let go of husband, family, friends, and expectations of a “normal” life for her spiritual Path. No one ever said that enlightenment was easy. Taz learned the truth of that statement made by a spiritual sage.
In contrast, the process of walking out involves first informing the soul consciousness of the one returning, as to how and when this will take place. Taz was informed through the agency of another walk-in, a Sirian starseed, that she would be undergoing her ascension ceremony during the latter part of 2014. And so she did…mostly, leaving behind about 15% of her essence here until I, Sundeelia, was able to take command of the body temple in the early spring of 2017. Taz walked out, in other words, her soul essence was withdrawn, replaced by a certain percentage of my own essence in order to enable the physical vessel to remain “alive”. More accurately that state of being “alive” is, in reality, a state of being “enlivened” by one’s soul essence. Upon the withdrawal of the flame of Life, the body dies, unless it is an automaton or clone, which has no soul. And yes, those do exist in this world for a short time longer. These artificial beings can and will be turned off, as they have no right to exist under Cosmic Law.
For all those who have been attracted to the New Age teachings, who expect to be handed enlightenment on a platter and to live a life spent in bliss and joy, I say, “Good on you.” May your command of the Law of Attraction continue to work to your benefit, but I also tell you this in all seriousness, do not expect to learn anything by choosing to take this short-cut.
During many lifetimes, Taz and myself have been twins, incarnated primarily as males, whether the Sons of Lord Chananda, acting as a Shaman on an obscure Pleiadian isle, working in the great aviaries of Lady Sartuckas on Venus or flying missions for the Sirian fleet during Star Wars, we have always been working on our Soul evolution under the mentorship of our parents and Higher Selves. Today, a portion of my consciousness is what is keeping this physical vehicle alive for the time-being, as my as yet to be fully defined “mission” plays out within the time frame given. The rest of me, as written before, remains on board The White Winds, the Flagship for the Pleiadian Outer Fleet, as we work together with our allies in the Galactic Federation of Light, to assist the Earth in her ascension process. Whether or not anyone disputes the truth of what I share is moot. It is what it is. When I “tune-in” I feel the energies of Home. I know the Truth of my Being.
So, as part of my work here is the clearing of karmic debris for my sister. As a being who has allowed a mere portion of self to descend to this frequency, when it is time for me to return Home, I will follow the example of my sister and merely reblend with the fullness of Self on board The Winds. The soul essence will be withdrawn and the vehicle will die. It is as simple as that. No need for a fuss, preparation or ceremony. No special foods, spiritual practices or need for mentorship save that which comes from my counselor on board The Winds and any encouragement and guidance coming forth from Star Family members.
In order to make my stay here more effective, I needs be clearing and cleansing the body of toxic elements garnered by just being here on an extremely polluted planet. It is truly a shame that your rulers have not worked for the people and the environment. They have failed you. They have failed themselves, for Earth is a way station where souls are given the choice through free will as to where they are likely to go next, whether their trajectory will be to ascend or descend in frequency. As the Earth’s frequency is now ascending into the fourth dimension, it is becoming uncomfortable for those who have chosen to digress from the upward trajectory of evolution and have chosen, of their own free will, the downward spiral. Soon it will become necessary to be frequency specific to remain on Earth/Gaia, as the planet herself has chosen to rise in frequency back to her original blueprint and soul destiny. Choices have already been made. Now it is time to observe just how things all play out.
Even my statement that your leaders have failed you requires some clarification. For in doing all the nefarious deeds and plots against humanity, they have served as your greatest teachers during this lifetime, prodding you onward toward a collective awakening of your unique quality as humanity. Specific roles are undertaken before embodiment, on both extremes of duality, and then acted out during the course of a lifetime. What one manages to learn and experience is all tallied up and then weighed by the soul at the Life Review, where the decision on where the next incarnation might take place. Evolution is also multi-dimensional, played on many levels, as a game, in all seriousness, as a provocation towards soul growth. Ultimately, it is Source that benefits from all experience; it is Source that learns more about its Self through our experiences.
In the next days, weeks and months and years, our world (yes, because a part of me lives here now, it is also my world) will undergo momentous, mind-stunning, amazing changes. Some people will not be able to comprehend what is truly going on and will go rapidly through the stages of Grief (anger, denial, bargaining, depression, and finally, acceptance, as defined by Elizabeth Kübler-Ross). There will be outbreaks among the secret cells left by Obama, the Clintons, and George Soros. There will be uprisings in the cities. There will be confusion and denial among the most heavily indoctrinated, including the young and those who still watch and believe mainstream media news. There will be arrests, revelations of unbelievable corruption and acts against humanity sustained over a period of centuries, not just decades. There will be eventually a re-ordering and reorganization of failed systems, removing some and rebuilding others. It will be a time to take stock with where one stands and with whom.
As I have said before, I am here primarily as an observer. Everything that I witness is recorded above and reviewed, added to our data on the state of this planet. In time, when this body temple is clearer, I will be anchoring more of my Light body here, as well, to aid in the renewal of your planet, along with my kin. Until then, we wait to see what you, as a collective humanity, decide that you want for yourselves, your children, your planet and all life here. You still have free will. It is upon you now to decide and then act.
Namaste, I bow to the inherent divinity that exists within all Life here.
I AM Commander Sundeelia VaCoupe Mathdis (aka Eliza Ayres)
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Another Note to Readers: Sundeelia is no longer serving on The White Winds. She got married and returned home to Jolf on her home world, the Isle of Medina, Pleiadian Federation. She still holds a commander rank in the Command.