Sundeelia: The Other Side of Fear
What is fear? Can we arrive at a place where we can release the last remaining embers of fear? How will we feel once fear is faced down and released? Lighter? Freer?
Few people are aware that fear is the opposite of love. As love is all-encompassing and life-fulfilling, fear is a contracting energy that drives our consciousness into often denying our own humanity.
I am not condemning anyone for feeling fear. On a survival basis, fear is the signal received as your belly tightens and you know that something or someone is threatening your well-being. Anyone who has spent time out in the woods has felt this sensation, even if you do not see who or what is watching you from beyond the dark leaves.
Every warrior who has gone into battle has felt fear grip his/her stomach as they brace themselves against the unknown.
Everyone who has faced a change in their circumstances is confronted by the chimera of fear, as their entire body is seized with anxiety. Fear of the unknown is very real and understandable.
Sometimes we have fear for our loved ones, those whom we leave behind, especially when facing death at the hands of the enemy. What will happen to them when we’re gone? Will they be safe? Will I ever see them, again?
Sometimes we do not have time to process or move through our fears and so they are locked up in a sealed compartment and stored in our light body until such time when we are ready to deal with and to face our fears. Such a time arrived for me this past week. It was time to release my fears.
As a Pleiadian walk-in from 6-7th density, I was given an extraordinary opportunity when it was apparent that my elder sister, Tazjma, was about to complete her final ascension and return Home. Her physical vehicle was still viable, rather like a used car with a few nicks, bangs, and some needed work under the hood, but relatively healthy. So, it was with some concern that I felt yet another wave of illness start to overcome this older body, wondering if perhaps I didn’t have much time here after all. In other words, I was facing a conscious opportunity to release my fears, those stemming from my present circumstances and those which have been locked away for thousands of lifetimes.
Indeed, I was also fortunate to be in the presence of a talented psychic and healer. After a few days of light fevers, my cough began to worsen. While I attempted to sleep, I called in healing angels and masters. The next day, my friend looked at me as I struggled with another cough. I actually felt better, but not quite myself. There was more to release. The healer sat down near my feet, tuned in and began to draw sticky energy from my light body.
As she tuned into the substance, she noted that the energies of long-suppressed fear stemming from my four lifetimes spent during the course of the galactic star wars were now releasing. It was this same suppressed core of energy that had, apparently, prevented the expansion of my soul evolution in the higher worlds. It had to be dealt with NOW in order that I might expand my Light presence here and above.
The fears that came to the surface were an assorted lot… the typical fears felt by warriors as they go up against an unknown and powerful enemy; fear for those who are left behind, and even fear of now going forward while living on a strange world in the midst of a chaotic transitional period. However, the most interesting of all was the fear of living, the fear of letting go and embracing life.
It seems that within I was still stuck in survival mode, still in a state of alarm, still involved in worrying about my loved ones, still concerned about the viability of battle strategies and the various possible outcomes. These concerns and fears stemmed from my first two lifetimes during the course of the great star wars, as Lord Delos, son of Lord Chananda, from Sirius A. In both of these lifetimes, I was a warrior and leader, trained to defend our people. It was a shock when my then brother, Lord Tazo, our crew and I went down in blazing glory when attacked by a new enemy on the outskirts of Sirian-claimed space.
In the second lifetime, I spent a long time battling the now well-known enemies, again within the Sirian star cluster and alongside our Pleiadian allies as more and more of their isles came under attack and infiltration. It was long ago that our people fought these wars together. It was long ago that we learned the necessity of working as a collective consciousness. Eventually, the people of Sirius learned how to protect themselves from the enemy, by creating a forcefield that encompassed the entirety of the Sirian system, which was uncomfortable for anyone not having Sirian blood. However, I died again in the midst of battle before our people were cut free from engaging in a defensive and destructive war.
In the third lifetime, I was born into the Pleiades, on the Isle of Morova, a tribal isle. Our people were primarily artisans and traders and traveled across our isle in great camel trains and across space in trading vessels. When I was around six, the caravan of my extended family was attacked and I along all the other children were taken captive on slave ships. About five of us were saved by a Pleiadian warship. Later in this short life, I was killed by slavers whose attack on yet another caravan was interrupted by a Pleiadian patrol.
In the fourth lifetime, I was born again on the Isle of Morova. This time, my father was implanted by the enemy with a device that took over his consciousness, making him subject to the commands of those who controlled him. Due to my father being aware of my past life as Delos, a name the enemy still feared, I was kidnapped and kept captive for an entire decade. Finally freed at age 14, I had to be tutored, educated and eventually entered into the Pleiadian command as Communications Technician. This story is being written in book form as it is a lengthy tale. During the course of that particular life, I was on hand at the dramatic ending of the Pleiadian phase of the Orion Wars as the five enemy’s fleets were taken down on one fiery day. Then, I was also involved in the healing of our isles and people that took place after the ending of the great wars that had lasted more than five centuries of Pleiadian time (which varies from Earth time).
Our enemy, the Belials, came from another quadrant of creation; they are not and have never been native to this part of creation. They are not meant to be here and have much disturbed the natural flow of evolution within this quadrant. This is being dealt with even as your planet is being freed from their influence. It is from their presence here, along with their allies, the negative Reptilians, and other races, that your world has suffered long. And when I came to be in charge of this physical vehicle I recognized the energy signature of the enemy, those who were responsible for the death of worlds and billions of lives. So, yes, it was natural to feel a resurgence of the ancient fears.
And yet, it was also time to release these fears, to transmute them with the Violet Flame, and to realize that my soul consciousness and frequency levels now far surpass those of the enemy, for our people, both Sirian and Pleiadian have evolved beyond the frequency levels wherein the enemy found them vulnerable to attack and possible subjugation. We are not what we once were. Our worlds now resonate at 5D and higher depending on the isle. Our people are peaceful, loving, and hard-working as individuals and as a collective. We have joined with our allies, the Sirians, the Pleiadians, the Ashtarians and many other worlds and systems to create the Galactic Federation of Light with its motto, “We Are One”. In other words, we have moved beyond fear and into joy and love. And it is with that love that we will free those worlds that are still affected by the presence of the enemy, the Belials and all of their 4D cohorts.
When I had released the majority of the ancient fears, I immediately felt better even physically. This is just a personal example of what can happen when one is willing to work on their old “stuff”.
During this transitional period on Earth, given there is so much assistance, so many dispensations allowing for the quick release of ancient karmic debris and other layers of emotional trauma. You are bound to feel most especially the emotional trauma coming up as you live on a water world and move through the planet’s emotional body. This energy is coming up for everyone now with the onslaught of photonic and cosmic light moving through our lower bodies. Everyone, without exception, is being affected even if they do not understand what is happening. Those who refuse to clear their “stuff” will act out or project their unbalanced emotions upon others. Without self-mastery, there will be no going forward for those souls in their current soul evolution. As a consequence, they will be removed to other worlds to continue on with their soul lessons. The Universe acts out of love. Each individual upon Earth is given a free will choice and their choices are honored.
Since I will only be present on this planet for a relatively short time, I have chosen to release this ancient core of trauma, pain, and unresolved emotions. I wasn’t given the time to process or grieve long ago. Now, I have been handed the opportunity to heal my old wounds and to move forward in my soul evolution and the expansion of my Light and ability to Love all Life Free. I am so grateful to my mentors and my Family who fully support and love me through this process of recovering and remembering who I AM truly.
I also thank Lord El Morya for personally coming forward to assist me in releasing Taz from a bit of old karma engendered during her last lifetime spent here. Now Tazjma will not be compelled to return and balance a bit of outstanding karma between herself and a prominent false teacher. I will leave this story for now as it is personal and has been touched upon in earlier writings by Eliza Ayres, the human pen name of Lady Taz.
Know that as my heart and emotional body clears, I am more capable of letting go of the ancient warrior and embracing my femininity. I fully intend to aid in bringing forth much of the knowledge of the higher worlds, worlds that we know and live within even NOW, at least as it is downloaded to me via Higher Self.
Go in peace. Go in wonder. Discover for yourself the divine Calm that exists within your own heart. In gaining remembrance of your own star lineage, you will expand your horizons and understanding of our wonderful Creation that we all share together as brothers and sisters. Be the Light that you are. Be the Love that you are, but always in balance and grounded within the Presence of the world on which you live. She is your Mother. Defend her by expanding your Light here and guiding her people with love. This is a collective effort on all of our parts. Someday we will share the story of how Earth came to be here in this Solar System. And wonder where she first came from.
Now, I go. I have much healing still to do within my present borrowed physical vehicle. I chuckle at the winces that might engender in some who do not understand the concept of being a walk-in soul. May your consciousness expand and mature, dear ones. It will in the course of the flow and spiral of time.
I, Sundeelia have stepped to the other side of fear, to joy and love. You can, too. Join me there in the warmth of the Love of our Creator, our Father/Mother God. Until next time, blessings and joy to all.
I AM Sundeelia VaCoupe Mathdis
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