To all my friends out there who know what’s really going on… To all my conspiracy theorist friends… Yes, sometimes it’s a curse and not always a blessing to be awake.

Awakening is the most liberating, alienating, excruciating, empowering, lonely, confusing, freeing, frightening, expansive journey.  If you find yourself struggling as you try to process all this insanity, you are not alone.

No one talks about the darkness that accompanies awakening, or the GRIEF. Not only grieving the life and illusions you once had but the realization that almost everything you thought you once knew, is a LIE. The beliefs you’ve held, people you’ve trusted, principles you were taught- ALL LIES. 

Shattering illusions is RARELY an enjoyable experience. There is a considerable amount of discomfort that comes with growth and the grieving process doesn’t stop there.  With these newfound realizations, you then find yourself grieving all over again.   Grieving the loss of many relationships with people who just don’t “get it”.

Feeling alone; being ridiculed and shamed, not only by the masses but for many of you, your very own family and friends too. Feeling like you no longer have much in common with the people you are surrounded by.   Struggling with carrying on bullshit, shallow conversations that lack substance with those who are still fast asleep.  Even feeling disconnected from your entire support system because they can’t see what you see.

Some even grieve the loss of their ignorance- because “ignorance is bliss” and reality is harsh.   Awakening can be a lonely road and you will often find yourself journeying alone.

There is no way to sugarcoat it- Awakening to the realities of this world is brutal. It will have you running through the entire gamut of human emotions.   You have to master the art of diving down the darkest of rabbit holes only to come out and still function in daily life, and that’s a skill people don’t talk about enough.

Some of you are struggling with feeling disconnected from family and friends, it’s as though they exist in another world.  Please know you are not alone, and not only are you not alone, you have an entire tribe standing with you. We may be separated by miles, but we are DEEPLY connected; in purpose and in spirit.

• Author unknown.

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Note to Readers:

So, how is the awakening process going for you?

Weekly I learn something that brings to mind all of the lies and disinformation I’ve been fed for decades about spirituality, about self-growth, about my connection to soul family, etc.

Yes, it can be painful to realize that you have been lied to, manipulated, fooled, even when you thought you were more open-minded than most.

For my family, I’ve been “out-there” for decades. None of those still living are connected to me any more. Still, as a star seed, I guess I was placed within a family that had issues. Many of us do this on purpose.

Not many normies understand my need for solitude. Where once I may have felt compelled to join with friends and acquaintenances to participate in activities, now I avoid most of it… and seek my own company, with a book or a walk in Nature.

It may be difficult to wake up to the lies we have all been fed, all of our lives, by our families, friends, acquaintenances, and various levels of authority figures. Yet, this is a necessary process, one of evolution, for this is what humanity is undergoing. From being perennial victims of circumstances, we are moving into self-determination, taking back our sovereignty and inner power, acknowledging that we are more than what we appear to the world, even if we don’t quite understand what that is.

Learning about the origin of the Terra Hu, Earth humanity has assisted me in understanding and honoring the amazing development of our Earth hu species. Our physical avatars allow for the attachment of highly developed souls to come here and incarnate, raising the frequency of the planet as they do so. We are truly multidimensional beings and if you don’t understand this concept, you will, eventually, in your own time.

Our brothers, sisters, and cousins, the benevolent Star Nations, are watching us pass through this painful process from being ignorant teenagers to becoming fully fledged galactic humans. Their cultures have already undergone this process long ago, but there are other cultures on other worlds that are still struggling, even as Earth humanity struggles to free themselves of the shackles placed upon their race hundreds of thousands of years ago by an illegal, disrespectful, hate-filled off-world faction of Anunnaki, aligned with their cohorts, the Ciakahrr Reptilians. No more… the control factors are breaking, disintegrating, and being exposed daily. This is the Great Awakening of the Terra Hu and you… and I… are a part of it. A part of HISTORY.

So, I will take heart in knowing that as a wayshower, I have performed my mission to the utmost. By enduring the ridicule and dislike of my extended family, I have prevailed over the ignorance of accepting the terms of the established and highly corrupt order.

As a starseed and envoy, I have been a part of bringing down forever the dark empire of the Nebu, in the final battles of the Orion Wars. The Black League (the Rebellion as portrayed in the Star Wars series) has finally prevailed and by acknowledging this as truth, I have acknowledged my own worth even though the rest of humanity doesn’t seem to at this moment.

I didn’t come here to be cheered and accepted. I came here to transform the darkness into Light, expose the corruption, and just be… sovereign and free within my own consciousness. In itself, this is quite an accomplishment. Self-acceptance, self-love… which will free my soul and allow me to return Home when this stage is complete, on to another adventure.

I am at Peace.

Eliza

P.S. Elena Danaan just explained the differences between “starseeds” and “envoys”. If you are curious about this, sign up for the replay of her latest webinar. You can sign up on her website: http://www.elenadanaan.org.

I know I’m going to listen to the replay, again, myself, as there was quite a bit of interference coming through the internet connection. The dark ones don’t want this sort of information coming out and revealing all their efforts to keep Earth humanity in ignorance about their true worth. And they certainly don’t want people to realize that other worlds exist, that ETs walk among us, and are watching over our progress with great interest.