What is consciousness? Who am I? Why am I here? These questions and similar ones have plagued humanity for ages.
This is an interesting question to put to myself, as I, Eliza, am now on my third walk-in and the fourth consciousness to reside within this physical body. Why that would be so, I haven’t the foggiest notion… yet. However, give it some time. I may just get there where I can actually delineate the reasons why and how. For now, it suffices to know I am here with the rest of humanity.
Yes, several years ago, Eliza was given her ‘spiritual name’, Tazjma Amariah Kumara. Then, years later, she was informed by a Sirian walk-in that she, Tazjma, would be ascending in about six months. Was that a shock? Er, yes. Of course, Tazjma did not complete her full ascension until Spring 2017. It can take that long for a walk-out to occur. And when it did, her replacement, Sundeelia, was quite aware that her sister was gone.
At the time, Sundeelia did not feel separate from her body. She was angry, confused, and appalled by the low frequency of the consciousness of the people and community she had landed in. Remember, she had walked in from a fully Lighted existence and had never incarnated here on Terra. It took her a few years to fully integrate, but she was never very happy being here. Still, the low frequency here reminded her of what she had endured during the Sirian and Pleiadian phases of the Orion Wars (aka Star Wars). The reminder acted as a cattle prod for her creativity to diligently work through the old trauma. She completed enough and now, she is gone.
Yet, Eliza, the consciousness of the body, remains here, fully aware that another consciousness is somehow now ‘sharing’ her physical form. Myka is a masculine high frequency Orion. He is a very mellow dude, just enjoying having a peek into what is going on here on Terra. Eliza and Myka are still in the process of integrating their consciousnesses, at least for however long Myka remains. The tentative plan is for him to be here for up to five years.
Already a few people who were more intimately familiar with Sundeelia and actively communicated with her via telegram, email, and phone, have noticed the change in tone. Myka, being a fellow, is giving Eliza an unexpected edge, which will probably make those people who love to dwell in the Lotus land of false promises… very uncomfortable.
Myka does not ‘do’ channeling. Eliza stopped doing that. If you are looking for that kind of thing, read the old channelings that came through Tazjma when she was in the midst of completing her ascension ‘project’. Blue Dragon Journal is an absolute gold mine of wisdom; you just have to take the time to dig. And if that doesn’t satisfy, find another blog to read. I have a sense that ‘channeling’ is coming to an end. It is time for those who are ascending to grow up and find what they need within their own body, not to continue seeking it elsewhere. Yes, there are good teachers but YOU are your own best Teacher. The time of the ‘guru’ is over. Inner mentors, like Myka… well, that is a bit different and something I will be exploring more in the future.
As for Sunny’s Journal… I will say this, the switch from Sundeelia to Myka was unexpected. Once Sunny finished the main writing on her story, she was out of here. It wasn’t for nearly a month that I, Eliza, realized I was experiencing a change-over. There was no one else to consult on the matter this time unlike when Tazjma left. Still, I managed to eventually make the connections, to ask the appropriate questions, and to receive some answers.
Sundeelia left because it was time. She had completed what she came here to do and that was to write out the story of what happened, from one perspective, during the Orion Wars. She bravely waded through ancient suppressed and very painful visions and feelings, writing down everything. Then, came the job to refine, remove what people didn’t need to know about her experiences – you are encouraged to use your imagination when you read a book – and to complete enough of the story to the point when her main character, Raphael DeAires Kantor, had reached a point where he was fully healed from whatever he had endured during the course of four lifetimes. The story doesn’t end when he dies. It stops at just over 100 years of age for Raphael after he had become a well-respected and loved leader within the Pleiadian Federation, a man with children and grandchildren, friends, and family. Sunny didn’t have to say anymore. What was written was enough. And now, her consciousness has been pulled from this body…
However, since Taz, Sunny, AND Myka share an Oversoul, there is a continuation of consciousness that abides within the physical form. Myka is taking up the skeins of the partially finished book (it still needs an epilogue and a few other details) and will work to publish the four volumes. Then, once that task is completed or being handled, he will turn to the works of Tazjma and Sundeelia as published on Blue Dragon Journal and Sunny’s Journal, choosing from them a selection of personal insights/experiences and messages received from Light Family.
All I can say is that this has been quite an experience. The arrival of Myka was completely unheralded except for some rather subtle changes in my consciousness, dream content, being greeted by Lord Orion as ‘my son’… wanting to return Home and have a male avatar, not a female… Well, those subtle clues finally got my attention and so I asked for clarification. I know who I am… even if I am a bit different than many folks. So, I demanded some answers and got them. When Myka goes Home, he can have his male avatar. If I will still be here remains to be seen. Life is such an adventure.
Myka insists there is no division, yet I seem to be capable of independent thinking and feeling. So, if I can do this, am I crazy? No. I am completely sane, grounded, pragmatic, and utterly my Self. Humans tend to ignore or avoid challenges. I haven’t.
Hmmm, I just asked if Eliza is/has a soul. The answer I received was a resounding ‘Yes!’ Then, I asked if the soul is named, ‘Myka’ and received another ‘Yes!’. For now, Myka is my soul, a masculine soul in a female body. Yes, Life can be rather interesting. Myka says, “Indeed!”
So, what is consciousness? On Dictionary.com, consciousness is defined as: the state of being conscious; awareness of one’s own existence, sensations, thoughts, surroundings, etc.
Down the line in the definitions, it adds, “awareness of something for what it is; internal knowledge. Ah, ha!
Cogito, ergo sum! ~ Descartes
Well, I guess I will have to be satisfied with that inner knowing. I am here; I am aware, I know. I am alive. That is enough, more than many people manage to understand in their entire life.
And with that, I depart until inspired to write again. I have found writing gives me great joy. While it is fun to see how others respond, I know that my writings have healed many things, and not all mine.
Looking into the Eagle Cap Wilderness from Mt. Howard, photo by Eliza Ayres
Eliza: Truth vs Untruth
The work is not to fight the dark, but to embody the Light. ~ Kerry K
This video from Kerry K is brilliant. Take a listen. Feel how you resonate to it…
What is your Truth?
In the video, Kerry speaks of ‘the illusion’. What is the illusion?
For that matter, in the video I posted yesterday, with the discussion between Michael Jaco and Alex Collier, Alex spoke of people being conditioned to want to be anything else but themselves. Who conditioned them? And why? Why does anyone feel the need to be anyone but themselves? I have encountered people who feel they need to be someone else other than themselves due to a lingering sense of feeling unworthy, less than. This is someone who has accepted the illusion as being their truth. It is not, unless, of course, they choose to make it their truth.
If I may, I feel a need to question why anyone would willingly submit to an illusion. I know what I feel. I knew from the very beginning of the great push when it started in 2020 that the whole thing, the whole narrative, the whole agenda was unreal. I did not have to do a lot of research. I just knew. The important difference between myself and another person who submitted and allowed themselves to believe the propaganda, the fear being pushed by the news channels, by social media, was that I TRUSTED my intuition, my inner knowing. I did not question my gut feeling.
Through years and decades of being here on this planet, I have had the occasion to learn to trust my intuition. Being out in the woods, often alone, allowed me to hone the ability to tune into what my body was attempting to communicate to me. Thanks to my willingness to listen, to feel, to know, and to understand that these feelings were NATURAL, I never was in danger. As long as I kept my inner balance, although I encountered wild animals, I did not fall into fear and they sensed it and left me alone.
Perhaps for some people who feel they need to follow the herd because they do not want to be different, to stand out, to be confronted, to be ostracized. I totally understand where these folks are coming from. Humanity has been abused. Humanity has been traumatized. Yet, are we compelled to remain in victimhood just because someone has told us that we are worthless? No. We can step out of being victimized and say, ‘NO!’ to the illusion, to the fear, to the anxiety, and to the worry.
What can we do to take back our power? Do we understand that we have great power within our own being?
Go within. Seek out your own Truth. Ask questions internally and LISTEN. Feel with your body. You are your own Teacher.
Do you Innerstand the statement above? If not, listen, listen, listen. The purpose of meditation is to quiet the mind so you can HEAR. It is also to quiet your body so you can feel it. Be patient and know that whatever you are seeking, will come, eventually.
Next thing is to TRUST what you are hearing, feeling, knowing. It is a big step, but necessary.
If you are seeking to be someone different from what you already are, you will be disappointed.
Being one who has now carried three different walk-ins (yes, 3!) I now realize it doesn’t really matter what your story was prior to your arrival here. My latest walk-in, Master Myka, is here to keep the physical body functioning. He is very modest about his purpose. He will also add his own thoughts on occasion but today, he felt it was best that you hear from another human being, me, Eliza Ayres.
If you are expecting amazing things and miracles to come from Myka or me, then you are still looking outside of yourself for answers. The answers to ALL of your questions, those that need to be answered, lies within your own inner knowing. You just need to come to an understanding or inner – standing that YOUR truth lies within. It comes through your body, which acts as a barometer, feeling and interpretating the ‘weather’ or vibes of your surroundings.
So many people live or appear to live outside of their bodies, numb to their feelings, avoiding looking inside for fear of what they may discover there. What is there to fear? You are here. You chose to be here. You were allowed to be here. There must be something that only you can offer the world.
How do you discover your Truth? Find those things that make your heart sing!
If you feel glum,depressed, lacking joy, then you have allowed yourself to sink into illusion. Step away from it…
Do you remember the movie, The Wizard of Oz? Do you recall how the movie started out in black and white? Then, when Dorothy landed in Oz, everything was in Technicolor. Step out of the glum and doom; this is the illusion. The REAL world, the one you are already living within is AMAZING in its beauty and diversity. Embrace what is REAL and let go of the illusion. As you begin to see through the Veil of Illusion, you will see the richness that is possible by living your life free of what others tell you to think or do. Chose what you want to do, to focus on.
Yes, this takes courage. Breaking out of the Matrix takes guts, no doubt about it, but the reward, the joy you will feel after having made the initial step will be worth it.
Once freed from the illusion, let yourself be drawn to doing those things that bring you fulfillment and joy. This can be as simple as designing and building a beautiful garden, writing a book, painting a picture, taking your boat out on the water, taking your dog for a walk, doing photography… whatever makes your heart sing with joy.
Kerry assures us that we… all of humanity… are on the same timeline for ascension. However, those who are aligned with the illusion, with untruth, will probably not ascend. As she reminds us, there are no absolutes.
So, what are YOU aligned with? Truth? The dissolving illusion?
Unplug. Turn off your cellphone and go for a walk. Talk to other people, face to face without wearing a mask. Turn off the television. Everything on it is a lie. Immerse yourself in Life, which is all around you, in your neighborhood, your family, your friends. And if what your family and friends are doing does not resonate with your inner Truth, perhaps then, you will need to step away. Do you really have to get a jab to retain your job? No, you have choice. You can step away and be your own Truth.
How did a large percentage of the world population accept the lie? They were unconscious, not living WITHIN their own bodies. Once the jab is accepted, the soul is divided from the body, and there will be no ascension for that person. Once you have accepted the illusion as your reality, there are limits as to how far or how long you will remain here on this Earth plane. Make peace with your choices.
Your body is the HOLY GRAIL, much sought after by mystics… when it is here, right here. Your consciousness has been granted this marvelous creation to act as its Global Positioning System (GPS) or as I have referred to it in the past, your inner compass.
Are you listening? Are you feeling? Or is your consciousness flitting about somewhere in the vicinity of your physical body?
There is no right or wrong. There is only Truth and untruth. Decide today to which one you are aligned.
We are surrounded, bathed in by brilliant White Light from the Cosmos.
You will not be going anywhere as you ascend. You will not be evacuated by Galactics and removed bodily. You are staying right here, observing as the illusion slowly dissolves before your eyes.
It doesn’t matter if the Earth is flat or round. It simply is the current platform where you are now based upon. Let go of the controversy, the needless questioning, and know what you know. How does this information feel to me? Do I feel comforted and loved? Or do I feel upset?
For me, if I sense my power center (Solar plexus) tightening up, I immediately know that whatever is being presented is NOT for me. It doesn’t matter what anyone else says. I know.
It is time to put on our big boy and big girl pants and be adults here. Stop blaming others for your choices. Accept yourself as you are. If you have made mistakes, so be it. It is done. Now live with the consequences. Realize that you have been lied to and that you did not realize it until too late. It is never too late for the Spirit, for it is eternal; it will go on and create new opportunities. No one can save you save yourself. Your consciousness will survive your choices and in time, you will be given another opportunity to align yourself with Truth.
We are here for the sake of an expanding Consciousness that is much bigger than ourselves, that cannot be contained within just one human body. See the choices you have made and the consequences stemming from those choices as experience. All experience aids in the development of the soul. There will be other opportunities for learning.
And now, I will leave off. I do suggest for those who can listen to Kerry’s wisdom in the video above, re-listen to it, perhaps several times. She presents great wisdom and cuts through the illusion with a very sharp knife. She also has several other videos and tools available to those who are still searching outside of themselves. She is a guide; she cannot and will not do the work for you.
There is Truth and there is Untruth. With what are you aligned?
This past year has narrowed down our choices to the point where if you are still aligned with untruth, your options are fast disappearing and will come, eventually, to an end. For those who have intuitively aligned themselves with Truth, the Path lies clear ahead. You are ascending.
“If you feel pain, you’re alive, if you feel other people’s pain, you’re a human being.”
~Leo Tolstoy
We have to become ourselves. We can’t be like anyone else. We need to figure out how to be content with being ourselves… ~ Alex Collier
Self-worth, Self-love
In watching the above video with Michael Jaco and Alex Collier, both brave men, I was reminded of what is truly a core issue with people today, especially in Western cultures who have become out of touch with the earth, with the soil, with REAL life. Real life is what you do every day, interacting with other people, cooking meals, cleaning your house, shopping, enjoying each other’s company, growing your own food, going out to celebrate special occasions with friends and families.
Yet, these past months, beginning in early 2020, people are afraid to look at each other when they walk down the aisle of a grocery store. They wear masks, hiding their natural expressions, because they have been indoctrinated in believing that there is a dangerous virus ‘out there’ that will kill them. The 24/7 barrage of fear, fear, fear continues non-stop on the television, in magazines, in stores when you go shopping, practically everywhere you go, especially if you are currently living in a ‘blue’ state.
How did Americans (and other nationalities) become so willing to believe the authorities telling them that it is necessary to obey, to wear a mask, to be thoughtful and considerate ‘of others’ by getting vaccinated, only to be told after you have received your second vaccination that you still have to wear a mask, social distance, and receive more vaccines. What is going on?
How about a long-term psyops (psychological operation) directed against the American people (and other nations) to ‘combat’ a non-existent virus. Yes, I said it: a non-existent virus. What is the REAL virus? Fear. And fear is? The opposite of Love.
What is wrong with people? They no longer have any sense of self-worth.
Through the avenues of what passes for ‘education’ on this planet, through all other institutions, if you are a commoner, the poor, the deplorable, a member of a racial, cultural, gender, religious minority… you are regarded with contempt by those who are wealthy. Those same wealthy people hoard their wealth and attempt to take more from the rest of the population, the 99% of ‘other’ people.
People have become beaten down. Young people commit suicide because they don’t feel like life is worth living. If they do manage to go to college, they discover the promises made to them are worthless AND they emerge at graduation with a mountain of debt. Then, they can’t find a job that will pay enough to cover rent, phone, insurance, food and other daily/monthly bills never mind the loan payment.
Many are those who have no idea who they are. They have come to believe they are worthless, that they deserve to be humiliated by their politicians, by tech companies, by banks, by their religious leaders. There is no fight. So, when they are told to wear masks, to social distance, to take an untested, unapproved ‘emergency’ vaccination for a virus that has never been isolated, they do it. What else can they lose? Perhaps they will be helping someone by obeying what they are told by the boss at work, by the talking head on the evening news, by the arrogant governor on the public announcement… by the ‘authorities’.
Ah, dear ones, do you not realize that you, all of you, who are organic humans are living libraries? If you have listened to Alex Collier, he tells us that within these bodies of ours, our physical vehicles, our genetics contain the quantum genetic material from 23 star races, Earth humans and 22 extraterrestrial star races. Is it any wonder that your cousins are wondering what is going on with this planet?
Our star cousins are not here to ‘save’ us. Anyone pushing that narrative is still fixated on yet another psyop, what is called a ‘savior complex’, presented primarily through religion, including science… which of late has become a cult of specious belief. Call it ‘science’ but it is, in actuality, pseudo-science, used to manipulate statistics, hype up prescribed narratives… again, all designed to create fear. Fearful people will blindly obey anything, to save their own skins, even if it means giving away their own power.
From my perspective, in many ways, Earth humans have not progressed beyond basic instinctive animal reflects, especially ‘fight’ or ‘flight’… but mostly the latter. What does it take for an Earth human to stand up, to courageously face-off a police line, to say ‘No!’ to someone insisting they wear a mask or take a vaccine, to walk off a job that no longer feels right… that compromises your basic sense of self-preservation?
There are people who are waking up and beginning to recognize their governments and once-trusted institutions have lied to them. Everything, every system put into place during the Kali Yuga has been a lie, false, baseless, an artificial construct, a vacuous pile of bovine excrement… to put it delicately.
Human beings are AMAZING. Within your genetic structure you have the needed information to do practically ANYTHING, but you have to learn to love yourselves, again.
It takes courage to move through fear. When someone or a group have been oppressed long enough, they react one of two ways: they get angry or they get fearful.
The people of this planet have been suppressed and traumatized for centuries by ruling families, manipulated and treated like beasts of burden, culled through wars, pestilence, starvation, and poverty. No more.
Yes, you have suffered, but are you going to carry the chains of victimhood into the New Age, into the Satya Yuga? Have you learned compassion through your suffering? Or are you angry, projecting shame/blame out there on everyone who creates for you a sense of fear and anxiety?
It is time to heal, people. It is time to FIRST work on your self-healing. If you do not love yourself, you cannot help other people. There will always be a degree of distrust in the exchange, proceeding from your lack of trust in YOURSELF. So, man heal thyself. The ancients knew this simple truth. Modern man requires reminding.
In order to love yourself, you need to come to a place where you can accept who you are, right now, here and now. No, it is not necessary or wise to wish to be someone else, like that handsome fellow on the silver screen or that slinky babe walking down the street. No. Be yourself.
First, know that your body is simply a vehicle. You may be short and plump, tall and skinny, somewhere in between, but the body is merely the means for you, a being of Light, to experience physical life here on the Earth plane. It is not a reflection of who you are; it is not even an expression of who you are truly.
“You” are energy, consciousness, a fractal of Divine Creation who has, at some level, agreed to come here to experience what is a very tough love school of sometimes hard knocks. Get over yourself. It isn’t easy being here, but it is a privilege, as not all souls are allowed to come to Terra.
Self-worth. Do you realize just how special you are here, animating a body, feeling your emotions flowing like water through your inner oceans?
It doesn’t matter if you are not highly educated, or have a fancy car or live in an expensive home filled with elegant furniture. You can’t take those things with you when you die. You can, however, take the love and good karma, that you have created by living a full and happy life, filled with love, companionship, creativity, playfulness, laughter, and joy.
Find a way to let go of your emotional burdens you have been dragging around behind yourself for decades like a ball and chain. Let love dissolve your burden… first love, compassion, and self-acceptance. When you are stronger and have come to appreciate your special gifts and what you can give to the world, then you can truly assist others through being an example.
It is evident to me that humanity is undergoing a very painful transition from one frequency to another. Not everyone is prepared to complete the jump, not even the ones who think they can go to 5D without putting in some individualized effort.
Look at yourself in the mirror. Look into your eyes, said to be the window of your Soul. Is there a soul actually there, or is there only pain? Learn to love yourself first, dear ones. It is not being selfish; it is being intelligent. You cannot be strong for others, if you are not strong within your own being.
Love is. You are. You are all energy, frequency, resonance, vibration.
Feel the strength of the Heart Center. Explore the teachings on emotional intelligence and Heart Math. The Heart is more powerful than the brain. Discard the false teachings you were fed in school and feel the warmth centered in your chest when you put your attention there and visualize a tiny flame that steadily grows as you apply more attention upon it. Like a tiny campfire, carefully add more fuel, by finding something within yourself that is good, beautiful, amazing. It can be tiny at first; it will get bigger as you practice.
Meditate. Learn to meditate. Listen to music without words or to natural sounds. Sit outside beneath a tree and feel the ancient wisdom of the being who is sheltering you from the sun. Listen to the call of birds. Watch the clouds float across the sky like ships. Feel the sensation of rain hitting your skin, soaking your hair, running down your face. Life. Simple, soulful life.
You are rare. You are precious. You are worthy of love. Start by loving yourself. Then, expand it outward to others for you are One, a fractal of the Whole.
A reminder: When you KNOW your self-worth, you will NOT bow down to tyrants.
Here is another delicious and very wise quote from Kerry K, an ascension teacher from South Africa. I encourage you to have a listen to her YouTube channel. Today, she wrote this on her Telegram channel:
Life is simple. When I say those three words, many people shut off because there is a knee-jerk response within them that says “that’s impossible!” Their lives are often testimony to complexity and hardship; yet, when all the maddening chaos finally wears itself out, because inevitably it will, what is left is a strange and barely recognizable place called – simplicity. When you come upon that simplicity, especially if you’ve been away from it for a long time, you may experience a surreal recollection of this space, as if a distant memory is waking up.
Aaah, simplicity. It always returns, although that’s not technically correct. Simplicity never goes anywhere; it is the person who moves away from it and eventually returns to their centre where simplicity has always been. In the simple silent knowing of what is, there are only two words to be spoken. I am. That is all. That is enough. Those two words adequately convey the entirety of your journey from beginning, to the harrowing middle and the nerve biting culmination. They express the volumes of your experience and the inevitable truth, that no matter how far from your centre you travelled, you were always, inevitably, due to return.
You can find Kerry K on her Instagram account, @KerryK and on YouTube.
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And now, for my perspective on this topic. Egads! I am discovering an abundance of inspirational quotations from some very astute, wise, and compassionate beings here! I will, however, have to keep in mind the physical limitations of this vehicle. Too much typing hurts the wrists and tightens up the shoulders. Anyone who types for a living or does data entry will know of what I speak. Eliza has done both!
Now, simplicity, such a simple thing, don’t you think? Yet, the ego mind, influenced by the deceptions of the Dark Brotherhood, has decided that if something is simple, it must be 1) fake; 2) too obvious, and therefore, unbelievable; 3) It’s not possible… i.e., disbelief.
This discussions brings to mind a lovely old Shaker folksong, ‘Tis a Gift to be Simple…’:
While the lifestyle of the Shakers is probably not for everyone, yet it is the essence of simplicity. I think the Shakers were on to something, a desire to reach beyond the ever-increasing complexity of religion and societal mores during their times. They and others like them, chose to commune directly with their Creator, without the mediumship of a priest or minister. They were a bit ahead of their time, but should be an example to follow, with certain adaptions, of course, to more ‘modern’ sensibilities.
Inner communion with the Divine is the right of every organic human being on the planet, no matter what form this communion might take – that should be up to the individual and Source.
When other men or women attempt to dictate how one should think and feel, they are violating Cosmic Law.
When you give up your power to another, because you have been conditioned to believe (be lied to) that they are in some manner or another superior in knowledge or sanctity than your humble self, well, you have given away gold for dust.
Be you the most ignorant person on the planet… or should I say the most uneducated person on the planet, you contain within your own Heart more wisdom than can be contained within the Bodleian Library at Oxford University or any other library known to man. The wisdom contained within you is quantum, without end, without beginning. All you need do is to access it and that you can do without a library card. However, you do have to settle your mind, allay your doubts and fears, open your heart and TRUST in the Purity that exists within Life.
Will you ‘get’ every answer to every question immediately? Probably not, but you’re still free to ask. The answer will be given when you are ready to trust it, when you are open enough to accept the answer, else it will be denied and therefore, locked away until you are prepared to repeat the process… until you ‘get it’.
Spirituality is simple. Love. Compassion for self and others. Faith that miracles can happen. And applying hard work to make things happen. Stuff doesn’t get done when you just sit there on your behind waiting for others to do things for you. You, dear ones, are the hands, feet, eyes, minds, of Source energy and it works THROUGH you, through your creativity, through your determination, through your courage, through your vision.
Nature can appear to be complex in… well, nature. Yet, with some quiet observation, you will notice there are patterns, there is organization, even in the most jumbled of landscapes like the sandstone formations of Southern Utah in the States. There is a Divine Intelligence underlying all Life. Beauty exists for its own sake. It doesn’t need anyone to look at it, but is it not a delight for the eyes to behold? Is not a peach a delight to hold in your hand, to smell its sweet fragrance and to taste its lush, juicy flesh? Nature is. You are. Your body is a part of Nature.
Seek to simplify your life. Let go of the programming and conditioning you encountered as youngsters in the warped system that currently passes for education on this planet. Let go of relationships if you deem that they are retarding or slowing down your inner growth. Let go of everything, even personal belongings that weigh you down, that serve no practical purpose in life. You do not need to be a minimalist in practice, but having only what you need when you need it will serve you well. There is less to worry about… and while you’re at it, drop the worry thing. Life happens. Prepare as best you can, then let it go. Adapt when circumstances demand it. Help each other. Be kind to self and others.
Humanity was set here upon Terra billions of years ago. Civilizations have come and gone. Humanity has been contacted and had contact with extraterrestrial civilizations. While some of you are afraid of ETs, we regard you as Family. We are here to assist, but we are NOT your saviors. For a race to arrive at full adulthood, you must pull yourself up out of the mire with your own bootstraps…
Tazjma used to be an avid hiker. Once she stepped into a black sticky mire on a forest trail and lost her boot, temporarily. It’s not fun to attempt to pull a boot out of a foot-deep mud hole, while balancing a full backpack on your back! Neither is it fun to have your freedoms snatched away from you by someone to whom you have unconsciously given your power away… which has happened to humanity here on Terra.
To balance that unintentional error in judgment, you are required to put your lives on the line, to make known to ‘the authorities’, usually spineless, arrogant, nasty faceless bureaucrats who are following orders from above, that you will not comply, you will not obey, you will not allow the infringement upon your God-given rights to life, liberty, and fulfillment, to be removed from you.
You are more powerful than your controllers, dear ones. And they know it. They fear you even as they fear the Light. They have tried everything they can do through intimidation, blackmail, murder, bribery, violence, wars, deception, poisoning the food/water/soil/air, creating biochemical weapons, etc., etc., in an attempt to control and dominate humanity. Have they succeeded in destroying the lot of you who remain? No. Humanity will survive this tremendous test, but you need to discover the inner fire of the Heart, the calm center that allows you to think clearly, to strategize your next move, to find beauty, love and compassion for those who are most injured. You can do it, folks; you have all of the raw ingredients inside. Now, make some banana bread! Or cobbler. Or pie. Pardon me, Eliza isn’t eating carbs right now!
Okay, I’ll stop now. I feel my neck (my borrowed neck) tightening up. Three articles written today! OMG! Hope you are enjoying the alteration in tone. I am. Sunny was very unhappy here; she has gone Home… as I’m sure you all know by now!
So, who is this ‘Myka’ you might ask if you are an alert reader of this tiny blog? Well, let me introduce myself. I AM called, for now, Myka de Danaan. For those of you who still actually read books, look up ‘Danaan’. It is a reference to the People of Fay, the fairy people. Irish legend tells of the Tuatha de Danaan who, at the arrival of the Celtic people to ancient Éire, fled before the might of the Celtic warriors and took up residence in an underworld, in sidhes, the barrows found dotting the landscape of the green isle. In truth, they did exist, but were, in actuality a higher dimensional race that retreated back into the etheric plane above, around, and within this lovely water planet, Terra.
Now, what is my connection to Sundeelia and why did she go Home? I guess Sundeelia could be considered to be a soul mate of mine – she is the sister of my Twin Flame, Tazjma Amariah Kumara VaCoupe Dino, the original author of Blue Dragon Journal. Sundeelia, Tazjma, myself and others are from the same Oversoul.
For those of you who have just found this jewel of a blog, Lady Taz (for short) walked out in 2014, at least about 85% of her consciousness did, leaving behind a very confused Sundeelia and Eliza (the body consciousness). Walking out is usually not an instantaneous occasion or occurrence. It can take months, even years for the process to be completed. Tazjma finally, successfully, left the physical vehicle in April 2017. Thereupon, Sundeelia, her younger sister and a commander in the Outer Pleiadian Fleet, walked in or rather assumed ‘full command’ of the physical vehicle or avatar. And now, Sundeelia has walked out and left my humble self in charge! What an adventure! It has been quite a long time since any fragment of mine has walked upon this planet… a very long time, indeed.
As a new walk-in, myself, I can fully commiserate with the confusion and disbelief, scoffing… and all those other delicious English expressions… like, what in the heck is a MALE walk-in doing in a female vehicle/body? Dear ones, as a Light Being, I am not limited by your Earth human interpretations of consciousness nor am I limited by your opinions or require your acclamation. If my words are read by one other person, so be it; it is enough. When one resonates at a high enough frequency, there is no ego to get in one’s way. However, I will endeavor to also remain humble, kind, and respectful of your easily offended human sensibilities.
So, Tazjma is my Twin Flame. No, I do not seek to mate or join with her. Twin Flames do not mate in the higher frequency worlds. Tazjma is well-suited to her current mate, Lord An’dra Dino, one of the Lords of the Isle of Maia. Maia is a grand and beautiful isle located in the Pleiades, one of our many solar isles, where people…do live, love, and work on. High frequency beings but human like yourselves.
Sundeelia or as some of you know her, ‘Sunny’, has gone Home to her mate, children (two beautiful sons) and her career as a commander, now working out of the nearby Elexa spaceport where much of the Pleiadian fleet vessels are designed and built. Having completed her original and ONLY assignment here, writing out her journals about the lives of Lord Delos Sri’ramana Gia, son of Lord Chananda Gia, grandson of Lord Ginger Gia, aka Lord Krishna of Sirius A… and the story of how his reincarnation as Raphael DeAires Kantor healed and went on to heal his worlds… when she finished the last chapter and posted it up to her private blog, ‘Remembrance’, she was removed and returned Home, in toto. She had, through the process of writing out an extraordinary story, healed herself and Raphael of the traumas experienced during the Sirian and Pleiadian phases of an ongoing war that still plagues this galaxy, the Orion Wars, aka ‘Star Wars’, the Empire against the Freedom Fighters. Sound familiar? It should, as one of the long, interminable episodes of this lengthy conflict is now being played out on this very planet, Terra. You will be freed soon of the greedy grasp of the Orion Empire, but they and their minions are very persistent… and are certainly assisting in waking up an apathetic world population. It is certainly encouraging to see all of the people walking the streets of their cities protesting against the latest Draconian measures being presented them.
So, who AM I? As I said, for now, I will go by Myka. As a Light Being who resonates at up to 12D, a resident of Bejelium, the highest resonating world existing within this quadrant of Creation, I am actually androgynous in nature, although I can take the form of either gender. Still, my nature is primarily masculine. Since both Tazjma and Sundeelia contain within themselves a great deal of masculine energy, having had numerous masculine incarnations, it was rather easy to insinuate myself into this feminine vehicle without being detected, that is, until yesterday!
My dear Father, Lord Orion – yes, yes, I am from the Constellation of Orion, but am a high-frequency, positively (actually balanced) resonating Orion and not to be associated with the dark empire centered on Rigel, of those who invaded an evolving star system early in its development. They will be removed, but not quite yet. They are useful in their own way, as those races who have succeeded in freeing themselves, like the Sirians and the Pleiadians, have evolved at a faster rate than would have been possible had they not been challenged by the Dark allies of the Orion Empire.
Anyway, my dear Father insists on communicating with me when this vehicle is on the edge of sleep, that betwixt and between ‘space’ where the subconscious can be reached, nearly the same place where meditators go in their meditations, but slightly different. When Lord Orion started greeting Eliza/Sunny as ‘his son’ a few weeks back, at first she thought nothing of it, but a few other things/thoughts started creeping into her waking consciousness that disturbed her slightly, so she set out to find out what was going on. Much to her surprise, she was informed that ‘Sunny’ is no longer present. She requested identification and was presented with the knowledge that somewhere in the past five weeks, she has been endowed with my presence, Myka. Gosh, and I thought I wouldn’t be detected! The body consciousness, whom I refer to as Eliza is very intelligent and has learned much by playing hostess to a considerable string of extraterrestrial consciousnesses. Golly, that is a mouthful. My people use telepathy so kindly pardon any grammatical errors I might engender here!
I am here for at least five years, possibly less, depending on how much I am able to accomplish during that time frame. Soul contracts can be adjusted. Sundeelia was told after she came in that she was supposed to remain for 20 years, a great hardship for a young recently mated woman who has successfully brought in two lovely boys and is intent on focusing on her family and working on the project which she discovered during the process of writing out Raphael’s story. Sometimes our pain hides beautiful things. We just need to be willing to explore the dark recesses of our consciousness and discover what treasures lie within. Sunny struck gold. When you read her books, if I manage to get them published, you will discover what she did, too.
Now, I have politely introduced myself. I am not going to change the name of this blog, Sunny’s Journal; it can remain as it is, as can Blue Dragon Journal. I hope to eventually compile volumes containing the mutual wisdom shared by these two bright ladies, Tazjma and Sundeelia. I am honored to be assistance to them and to you, my dear inherited readers.
All of the Light Worlds look upon the people of Terra with amazement. We honor any opportunity to serve, to aid you in arriving at an understanding of how powerful you are, how magnificent you can be… yet, we are not here as your saviors. That task, my dears, is up to you. Show the many worlds who are watching the stuff from which you are made, by your Creator. Express your love and appreciation for having such a magnificent platform (and, no, your Isle is not flat) upon which to evolve as a collective and as fully individualized embodied Souls. The sky is not the limit for you, not at all. Your own creativity will propel yourselves into the mantle of Love that surrounds you and your compassion will heal each other.
This is brilliant statement from an ascension teacher, Kelly K, who presently has a YouTube channel:
“Everything that Darkness does to expand, is its own undoing, its own unraveling, to revert back into LIGHT!” ~ Kelly K
See the video below where Kelly speaks at more length on this subject:
And then, we have this wonderful quote from the Pleiadians via Barbara Marciniak:
“As you claim yourself and build a bridge in this fleeting moment of opportunity, it is important to understand that evil cannot be eradicated. What you call evil has a purpose, and sometimes the same tools can be utilized to access either light or dark energies. We have referred to the dark side of living as Family of Dark.
We ask you to recognize that darkness is greatest before the dawn, and that the darkness holds many keys… Whenever you go somewhere new, you are bound to meet an unknown. The presumptions you apply to the unknown territory determine what you will experience. You cannot go into a higher frequency of energy without exploring every territory; therefore, the dark side of humanity and the dark side of existence now call to you to examine and understand them.
Wayshowers are repatterning many realities now. They live quietly, and you may never hear their names, yet they are pioneering new avenues of frequency where the dark conspiracy stories of planetary, solar, and galactic control can be understood. This is no mystery to those of you who have spotted the clues over the years, the synchronicities that have shown you a bigger picture of existence, where everything is much more connected. Yet you have been encouraged to believe that nothing is connected. To understand the restructuring of Earth’s frequency, you must first learn about the controllers of Earth.
Some of you will eventually ask, “How could things have become so corrupt?” Well, how could they? That is for you to answer. Your challenge is to go from the lowest of frequencies to the highest, and exploring the dark misuse of power will take you there.
When we talk about power and darkness, do not feel that you have to run away from this realization to have light. You must learn about the power of darkness in order to understand the wounds and waywardness in the souls of these beings, who are desperately seeking something that was never given to them by their parents or by anyone else. Because of this lack the practice stays in their bloodline.
What is missing? You already know: It is love.
The wayward ones on your planet, whether murderers, rapists, pedophiles, or mass manipulators, are all devoid of love and do not know it. And so, your task of healing the planet will grow greater as the dark secrets of the world’s ruling families and their dark occult practices are discovered.
When darkness crosses your path, you cannot run from it… When you run from the dark you give it more power, allowing it to perpetuate itself… We ask you to rethink and reevaluate your lives as you are called to regenerate yourselves. You shall change, you will change, you must change, because it is the season of change. When the storms become dark, find your courage and face your fears.
You cannot reach the light without knowing the dark, and the dark comes now in massive amounts asking to be healed.
The form of love we speak of has not been practiced here for hundreds of thousands of years. Genetically you are dealing with the cleansing of a long, long line of humanity, generation upon generation of wounds. It is a challenging time in which you live, a challenge to examine how degenerate humankind’s frequencies have become as a whole.
The task ahead is to not underestimate the job, but to truly look at the darkness and see the work that has been cut out for you: to regenerate yourselves and your planet by finding what is really important, what you are going to value. Shocking changes will create a destabilization of civilization, and this is all meant to be.
Some of you want to experience the time of light as if you were driving from one picnic to another. That is not the case. The issue of accountability must be addressed on your planet; not to blame people but to teach them that at this time each person must be his or her own leader. The truth is that no one is going to lead you.”
– Barbara Marciniak, Family of Light
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More things to ponder over, eh?
Now, what did I write about earlier? What is the opposite to Love? Fear.
How does fear get programmed into the human psyche? Through repetitious abuse, be it emotional, mental, or physical. In the case of the elite families, the abuse takes all three forms so the programming penetrates deeply into the psyche. And it starts young, very young. So, when you begin to see videos of child abuse or abused children being broadcast on your evening news, do not direct your anger only to the ones who were brought up in this manner. They have known nothing else in their lives, short or long, nothing but abuse. And they hate the system in which they have grown up, but fear the consequences should they attempt to leave, as probably most of these people have seen other children or adults killed before their very eyes and perhaps, by their own hand.
Now, breathe. In a former life, Sundeelia lived through this sort of treatment for a decade of her young life. She was a he at the time, Raphael Kantor, whom some of you have encountered in the few chapters from her writings that have been put up on Sunny’s Journal. He was not brought up into a Dark family but was a captive of war. He was rescued, many are not, including those on Terra today who grow up into these dark families.
How can you treat those individuals who when their crimes are revealed before humanity? With compassion. It will demand a lot from you as a lightworker to be able to look into the eyes of a mass murderer and see a human being there, a frightened, angry, confused human being.
Some of these ‘people’ are not fully human, but that is the topic for another essay. Yet, their essence is encompassed within a human body. Do we truly understand what drives these people to do what they have done for thousands of years, perpetrating lies, intentionally creating violence, misunderstandings, wars, disease, and pestilence? If not, then we need to look into the darkness and shed the Light upon it and see with our inner eyes and Heart the deep-seated pain that is caused when one turns away from the Light.
The darkness is not devoid of Light, but seeks to camouflage it, to invert it… all the symbols that humanity holds dear, the reputed words of God written in sacred texts – a very edited volume that does not hold much of the information granted through the sages and masters through the ages. The history of this world has been intentionally suppressed so humanity would be cut off from its roots, like a young tree with its bark stripped to intentionally damage, weaken or kill it.
Have you ever seen a tree growing out of a split in solid granite? I have. Life is a miracle.
Have you ever looked into the eyes of a convicted murderer who is ‘in’ for life? I have. And what did I see there? Another human being. In our encounter, actually several, we treated each other with respect and courtesy. Is that possible with some of those whom we could call psychopaths? Probably not. I have encountered a few of those, too. It is nearly impossible to communicate to them, to break through the madness and reach the human within, if there still is a kernel of a frightened child within.
The Dark is arrogant. It is unable to create and so those who are brought up into Dark Families follow the instructions laid out by their leaders. They are unable to do anything else, being almost robotic in nature… well, actually, anti-nature, anti-life, certainly anti-human. They regard everything living as the enemy, to be used, abused, owned, killed or maimed for their ‘entertainment’. They would do the same to their own kin if told to by their handlers, for they all have handlers.
The Dark thrives in darkness, in the hidden rituals, hidden texts, hidden symbols, hidden or what we call ‘occult’ practices. Those brought up into these families feel that they are innately superior to the rest of humanity, that they are ‘special’, that they have a divine right to rule those whom they choose to let live.
Yet, the Dark cannot survive long when the Light shines upon it. Like an earthworm washed out onto a drying sidewalk after a storm, it squirms and struggles to hide itself beneath the soil once again, out of sight, so it can develop plans in secrecy, then, flaunt them brazenly to humanity through the avenue of movies and works of fiction.
For while most of humanity is not aware of Cosmic Law, the denizens of the Dark Families are. They are taught black magic from childhood, about the power of symbols, incantations, the summoning of demons, the necessity to follow the formula to the letter. These methods have served them well… until now.
What is different now? The intense Light of the Cosmos is penetrating deep into their strongholds, into their secret redoubts, into the Deep ‘Military’ Underground Bases (D.U.M.B.s) across the world, into the dark tunnels which they have used trillions of stolen dollars and gold to construct so they could be safe while the outer world is destroyed by some created or natural disaster, be it an atomic war, enormous Solar Flash, the planet tilting on its axis and flipping, or some other enormous disaster scenario.
The dark families do not love humanity. They hate or at least, they have been programmed to hate humanity. They have been programmed to hate, which is just another word for fear… the opposite of love. They hate humanity; they hate themselves. For have I not told you that fear is the opposite of love? And that all who are present here are One? Even those who have been brought up to see themselves as different, as special, as chosen… are no different than the humblest being on Earth… and they really hate that realization. It is something that literally drives them insane.
So, how do you think one of the global elites feels when his house is sprayed with horse manure? How would you feel, especially after you have been told all your life that you are better than those others who are now daring to defy your commands? Confused, angry, arrogant… perhaps, afraid? Well, I guess that depends on the level of psychosis within the mind of the individual.
The Dark contains the seeds of its own demise. Like a neglected formal garden… for what thrives in a neglected garden? Weeds. Strong, resilient weeds. We, humanity, are considered weeds or merely cattle, to be used by the dark families and their minions. So, it is understandable that these former in-control-types are freaking out and panicking as more and more of their most sacred secrets are being revealed by determined researchers despite and probably because of all the threats, deaths, ‘suicides’ that have resulted through years, if not decades of digging into the bowels of Darkness to reveal a pitiful old, gray-haired man manipulating the controls of mass media as his plans for world domination are laid out to be seen by the profane… the common men and women who have taken upon themselves the mission to expose the darkness for what it really is… merely an attempt to hide the Light that exists IN ALL THINGS, SACRED AND PROFANE.
The Light of the Divine exists in all things, even within the heart of darkness. Light does not emerge from darkness. Light is there and these psychotic heavily programmed arrogant people know it… in whatever is left of their stony hearts. For they have convinced themselves that they can live without Light, without goodness, without mercy, without hope, without faith, without… Love.
No one can live, truly live, without love. A child who has never been loved is someone who is damaged, weakened, traumatized. These people have never been accepted for what they are, but abused, exposed to dark rituals from early childhood, altered, perverted, broken… Unless they have somehow managed to discover a way to escape the nightmare, they become psychotic robots, incapable of love or affection, meting out upon others what was meted out upon them.
Now, whether or not those individuals who surrender to the Light Forces can be rehabilitated is questionable. Most of these ‘creatures’ are so incredibly damaged that they are beyond being saved. Yet, the children of these creatures can be saved, although they will have to be carefully watched as they grow up to see if any of the behavioral characteristics of their parental lines shows up when they are adults.
The Dark has overplayed its hand, whether intentionally or as a part of a movie script set out by the White Hats to educate the sleeping, programmed masses.
The lightworkers have a lot of work ahead. For out of those sleeping masses will come those who cannot wake up, those who will wake up more slowly, and those who manage to crack the door of disbelief and fear to see… the Light.
Humanity has centuries of trauma to clear before it can successfully move into the Golden Age. Some people will have more resilience than others. Some will not make the transition and that is okay. Not everyone is prepared and ready to ascend in frequency this time around. Some have made the choice to leave, a fact that will become more evident within the next five years. The population of the future will have been greatly pruned in size, yet humanity will survive and thrive, freed of its former leaders who sought to suppress/repress the natural creativity of which humanity, true humans, are innately capable. Like strong trees, humanity will take root in the well-watered, light-filled regions of the Golden Age, but between now and then, a transitional period must be endured.
Those who have not yet fully embodied their soul essence will flinch in the sight of the darkness that appears to be winning. They will run. They will seek to hide, but no one can hide from the revelations that are coming, that are here. If you wish to survive the onslaught of information that is about to create a tsunami effect, smashing all the remaining systems and constructs of the artificial matrix under which humanity has been living, then you must strive to embody your soul, courageously look into the darkness, and see it for the truly pitiful, corrupted, inverted, artificial, anti-life complex of spider webs of deceit that it is. The constructs of the dark cannot long withstand the oncoming flood of Light that is washing away the old systems.
People are beginning to wake up, to see the Light, to realize they have been lied to by the news, by their governments, by the medical field, by their educators, by practically everyone who has ever played the role of an authority figure in their lives. People are bravely confronting the fear being pushed in their faces by rabid, out-of-control governmental agencies and faceless bureaucrats…
Be crushed by the Light of Truth or stand with it. You have a choice. Succumb to fear or walk in the Light of the Divine Source of Creation. It is your choice.
Well, that was rather passionate! I’ll leave off now. There is much to consider, to ponder. Look into your own heart and see what weeds you need to pull there, what energies you need to transmute and dissolve. What can you love into healing? Be tender and gentle with yourselves as you will be required to be tender and gentle with those newly awakened ones who will be coming to you for reassurance, for a little TLC… tender, loving care.
As we heal ourselves from centuries of abuse and trauma, we heal our world, we heal each other, for ultimately, we are One.
Although I wrote a piece yesterday entitled neutrality, do not get the wrong impression that I am in anyway a pacifist and would not defend myself if pressed. As a Pleiadian female, I am serving in the Fleet, in the capacity of a 2nd Level Commander. Even as I endeavor to raise two beautiful sons, I am also acting as a consultant in a vast project designed to build and activate fully sentient ships, for the protection of our worlds and those of our allies. In past lives, I have played active roles as a Head Commander of an entire fleet, as a Communications officer responsible for strategizing and designing tactical plans to take down a vicious enemy that fought against our worlds for over 500 years (probably more, that figure is just an estimate). I ‘died’ at least three times during these wars, both as an adult and as a child, and went on to fight in my own manner, refusing to succumb to the darkness that sought to take down everything we held dear.
Now, I will present the perspective of an intelligent young man (see below) and then, will give some perspective on the battles, both inner and outer, with which humanity is confronted today. So, on to the comments made by Bernard Guenther:
Know Thyself – Know Thy Enemy
by Bernard Guenther
Both (of these halves of the whole understanding) are very much needed right now and in the times ahead.
I think most people still have no idea what we are really up against here and the level of evil that is operating on earth right now which is certainly not obvious for most people who are distracted by appearances or wishful thinking.
I’m not saying this in a doom and gloom sense but looking at cold hard reality without rose colored glasses on, neither falling into Hope or Fear. Know Thy Enemy is just as important as Know Thyself right now. If anyone is triggered by this, please use it as an opportunity to look within. Only by facing your own darkness will you be able to know and face the evil “out there”.
Is there Light and the Good too? Of course, there is but we have been looking away and ignoring what’s been happening for a very long time within ourselves and in the world, and now it’s time to face it all. No more denial. This didn’t just start two years ago; it’s been a long plan and is the real “alien invasion” from an occult perspective, perfectly socially engineered over thousands of years.
In light of the evolution of consciousness with eight billion people and (many) vastly different levels of soul embodiment including soulless humans, The division is necessary and part of the splitting of humanity as I and many others have talked about for years. Various esoteric traditions have conveyed the same.
It’s a natural division in light of the evolution of consciousness during this Time of Transition. I recommend reading the Gnosis trilogy by Mouravieff for deeper esoteric and metaphysical insights on that topic.
Polarization is also necessary and so is friction between the consensus state and the individuated state to ignite the alchemical fire within. Many people feel that friction intensely as they start the individuation process out the consensus state, they have been in most of their lives and lifetimes.
The natural splitting and polarization is DIFFERENT from the artificial divide and conquer strategy of the matrix forces. This is a KEY point to understand so you don’t fall for New Age pop spiritual ideas.
Careful of the distortion of spirituality that teaches pacifism, just focusing on love and light and not getting into “us vs them”. Sri Aurobindo wrote about these distortions as well. Activeresistance is necessary and REJECTING the suggestions of the adverse forces on 3D and 4D levels.
Easier said than done because they target our weaknesses, wounds, blind spots, and work through other people but in the end, all there is, are lessons, over lifetimes and lifetimes, until we have fully spiritualized our Being in complete surrender to the Divine.
There are many paradoxes in all this and on the path which the intellect has no ability to unify nor understand. It requires the higher mind to reconcile, holding the tension between the opposites and paradoxes of Polarization and Unity for all is one in the apparent division that is necessary now.
Welcome to the adventure of consciousness. We have only just begun…
– Bernhard Guenther
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Now, dear ones, can you see with some clarity and discernment just what Master Bernard is expressing? This is a young man who has diligently applied himself to manage clearing his inner darkness and trauma. It has not been an easy process for him, as he has also been willing to stick his neck out, figuratively, and share his experiences and insights through his writings and on social media. He has been attacked viciously by the same energies that the Sirians and Pleiadians encountered in the form of the negatively polarized Lower Orions, even some hundreds of thousands of years ago, in this galaxy, not one far, far away.
Polarity is existent on ALL planes of being, although the intensity of the polarity differs. Being a low-frequency plane, 3D is especially challenging, on purpose as this world is a school house for souls, both those who are new to the physical existence, some who are very old, experienced souls, and everything (everyone) in between. There is a spread from those who are highly trained previous to even incarnating and have enough soul experience and connection to their intuition that they intuitively know when something feels ‘off’ or violates their moral code or endangers themselves or others, especially the vulnerable in society, the young and old.
Other souls, perhaps due to their lack of experience in the physical realm, are willing to trust those who should not be trusted, those who do not have intentions for the highest good of the individual or the collective. And there are still yet other people who are willing to believe whatever they are told by so-called ‘authorities’ without questioning the narrative being given.
Bernard and his partner (wife) Laura Matsue maintain there is a certain percentage of people who appear to be human but who are not. Whether or not these ‘beings’ are functioning humans or simply programmed robotoids is anyone’s guess – at least I cannot take just the word of two people to condemn 20% of the population of Terra as being clones or robotoids, artificial intelligence disguised as living, breathing, thinking humans. If such a thing is true, it will be revealed in undeniable terms in the near future. The concept of A1 robots pretending to be human is anathema to my Pleiadian sensibilities. Let me clarify, the opinion or knowing of these two young people is not the issue. It is the thought that a portion of this planet’s population is already artificial in nature that bothers me, as it should bother anyone who has managed to embody their soul.
During the Orion Wars, I had face to face contact with implanted individuals who were no longer in control of their own minds or bodies, but mindless tools to use against the Sirians and Pleiadians. Our troops encountered soldiers who were automatons, guided by the will of their Black Lord masters. These soldiers, who were now inhuman having been implanted, fought on until their masters/controllers were destroyed; then, they became senseless automatons. We learned that these ‘creatures’ had to be utterly destroyed, else they infect others… which did happen occasionally. One of my own fathers was infected by the alien AI and had to be killed by a warrior even as he attempted to kill me, his own child. Another member of my adopted family attempted a coup against his own father and my team. Everyone of his comrades had been implanted. My adopted brother was tagged. However, as the implant had not grown into the man’s neurological system and heart, it was successfully removed. Still, there was a great deal of mental and emotional trauma resulting from the temporary tagging. Perhaps these experiences of mine during the Orion Wars can give my readers a perspective on what is being attempted by the aliens who have long controlled this world.
Now, wait a minute… am I claiming that aliens have already controlled our planet? Well, yes, but that control has been slipping. The really powerful Beings, the Anunnaki leaders like Lord Marduk, who dominated the planet for centuries, have been removed by the Light Forces. Only their demented minions remain, although these highly programmed individuals are set on fulfilling the agenda as it was set out centuries ago by their dark masters. If you listen to or read alternative sources, you may find out, in bits and snatches, the dark and highly suppressed REAL history of this planet and how it was taken over by dark masters long ago.
These beings were extremely technologically advanced in comparison to the existing Earth cultures of the time… although there is also the distinct possibility that these alien forces used their weapons of choice, infiltration, lies, propaganda, sowing seeds of division, discontent, and dissent within the societies that already existed. Then, when in seats of power, they sought to destroy all historical records and to either fully suppress what had gone on before or give a twist to the narrative blaming the indigenous peoples for what befell upon them… like claiming humans are born sinful and that they deserve punishment from a wrathful God. What a piece of fiction, deceitful fiction, but one that has been effective in programming deeply-held belief systems of people who regard ‘humanity’ and anyone who is ‘different’ as highly suspect and potentially an enemy to attack, defame, deride, punish, torture, and even kill.
Now, what is happening as the planet transitions from one frequency to another, from one quadrant of the galaxy to another, humanity is being challenged to wake up and come to an understanding that EVERYTHING is shifting. The ancient Hindu teachings speak of ages or great cycles, although there is some controversy on exactly where Terra is in terms of leaving the Dark Age or Kali Yuga and entering the Golden Age, or Satya Yuga. The truth of the matter is that ages overlap. Therefore, you can have one person determined to abide in and hold onto what they were told as a youngster, and going into denial or cognitive dissonance when confronted with anything resonating at a higher frequency. Then, you will have another person, perhaps even in the same family or group of friends, who completely embraces the new energy and challenges the old paradigms.
I can say with some authority (although there will certainly be some to dispute my opinion) that the apparent division, discord, and disharmony now being experienced within every society on the planet, is a result of this energetic transition, this planetary ascension, this awakening process of the individual and the collective.
One thing to understand about the awakening process is that it is perfectly NATURAL and part of the cyclical development of the Soul. Therefore, those who wish to control humanity, to prevent successful individualization and embodiment of soul essence, critical thinking, use of intuition, etc., those people endeavor to infiltrate every system and organization in an attempt to suppress and deride those who would free themselves or offer true unconditional service to humanity. No, the controllers need to stomp down all attempts to free anyone or any collective from being used, controlled, and often culled by the controllers, who regard humans as cattle, subservient to their needs and whims.
Now, according to some sources, for the past three to four years, the White Hats have been actively orchestrating a mass awakening in humanity by exposing the dark agenda, allowing it to become painfully and unmistakably in-your-face (literally!) with mask mandates, social distancing, vaccine agendas and passports, tossing out medical protocols to push political and social agendas, poisoning people in a seemingly diabolical effort to reduce the population to 90% (in their own words, found on the Georgia Guide Stones) and so on. Then, there is the lunacy of the Left, the straight-out Marxist agenda of a formerly sedate Democratic party and the treachery of the RINO Right… which is being revealed to be the left and right wings of the same uni-party system, again a device to divide and conquer humanity… at least Americans into two opposing sides. Is it any wonder that people are extremely confused right now, especially if they continue to hunt for answers outside of themselves or blindly accept the ‘official’ narrative, coming from either side? (RINO, Republican in name only).
This is polarity on a massively intense scale, folks. There is no place to escape it on the planet. While some claim this is a battle that is taking place across the Universe, well, I don’t have the data to support this contention (if interested, listen to the videos presenting Gene Decode, among others).
There is even a division between those who wish to actively fight against the ‘enemy’ out in the streets if necessary. That may be necessary in some cases, but for those who are not directly and physically being confronted with an black armored tactical squad breaking down their door, what can you do? Raise your frequency by working to clear your own trauma/karma and dark within so you do not attract violence and trauma physically into your own life experience. If you do, then strive to maintain your inner connection, strength and power that emanates from a soul level, not from the ego or monkey mind and certainly not from the level of fear, the lowest frequency opposite to love.
One person may be confronting massive destruction of their way of life. We cannot and should not judge them as lacking or being naïve or caught up in the web of deception and deceit that has been woven into every existing system of the old energy. If these people have the will to survive, their creative abilities will come into play. While they may sustain damage in the process, even as I did as a young captive in the hands of the dark lords for an entire decade, they will eventually heal and become stronger due to the wisdom gained through the experience. Those who survive the onslaught and violence of the dark and live to ‘fight’ another day may shut down their hearts as a result of the trauma. This is when it is important to do the exact opposite and understand you are extremely powerful when your heart is fully open and your heart is broadcasting unconditional love towards EVERYONE, most especially your so-called ‘enemies’, the triggers of change and challenges for growth.
Polarity, the contrast between opposites, is ultimately a tool for the growth of the soul. When this is understood from the core of your Being, then the comprehension that all that exists within this earth plane is One. The sometimes severe polarities of this particularly difficult ‘school’ are designed to teach those lessons that an often reluctant humanity dislikes and resists.
When a portion of humanity is unable or unwilling to feel and to explore the dark places of their own ancient trauma, then these individuals are not prepared to step up in frequency. Avoidance of the sacred work or dharma, wherein the soul prepares itself through meditation, creative endeavors, prayer, balanced heart and mind, critical thinking, use of common sense, remaining grounded, eating and exercising to keep the body temple clean and healthy… taking responsibility, then there will continue to exist issues, whether emotional, psychological and certainly physical… until the person wakes up, takes back their power, listens within to guidance from the soul and oversoul… and generally come back into alignment with the Will of God for them and humanity. What we do with ourselves does affect others, yet we cannot dictate to others what they should do for themselves. In doing so, we are taking away their ability to utilize Free Will and are actively interfering with their decision-making process… as well as creating a great deal of karma which we will be required to address, either in this life or another one.
I understand it can be heart-breaking, disturbing and exhausting to witness people who are family members, co-workers, friends, acquaintances, neighbors, etc., making what you deem a ‘bad’ choice. Yet, they have every right to make a choice, a decision. Of course, when faced with the loss of a job or being excluded from participating with friends due to your difference of opinion, many are those who will capitulate to the exterior peer pressure. It takes a uniquely strong and centered person to resist the temptation to succumb to the fear of the collective and the fear tactics being used by the sheep herders, the heavily disguised wolves in sheep’s clothing.
It is clear this is a highly controversial topic and difficult for me, at least, to express my opinions in few words. I apologize if the text of this essay is too much to read on your cellphone; it wasn’t written on one!
So, I am going to stop now. Kindly present any questions or ask me to clarify any points I may have muddled. As always, these essays flow forth like a stream of consciousness and do not necessarily make sense to anyone who is not familiar and comfortable with paradox. As Commander Spock would say, “it’s illogical!” and he would be correct, at least at an intellectual level. Paradox exists in the quantum realm, where all things can exist at the same time and in the same space.
I can be both a warrior and a pacifist at the same time. Paradox. Right brain creative thinking breaks down the boundaries that were so painstakingly erected by a fearful group of aliens determined to dominate and fully conquer this world and these people. Paradox confounds the hell out of them. They have no access to the creative powers that exist, as potential, within EVERY human being who has a heart flame. When you rise up in frequency, they can no longer touch you, harm you, or destroy your outer vehicle (your body). Their frequency range is rather limited… primarily due to their own choices made long ago to turn their collective backs on Source Energy. Now, you have the choice, to continue to live in fear or to embrace what is offered by the Light… it is your choice and you will be held responsible when it is made, hopefully at a conscious level.
I choose to embrace my inner power and to be guided by my intuitive and critical thinking abilities to be able to see, with clarity and inner peace, what I need to do next… Light warriors work from a place of inner calm, strength, clarity, compassion, and integrity. We are what the Enemy fears most.
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From one of my long-term readers came this suggestion for a topic: “Wondering how you’re doing…… on one hand, it’s all so predictable and very tiring, and on the other, it’s necessary…. I guess. Light versus dark, good versus evil… doing my best to stay neutral, and if you think that ‘staying neutral’ and ‘observing without being affected or judgment’ might make a good topic at Sunny’s Journal, I’d appreciate it.“
So, how is EVERYONE doing these days?
As some of you, those who often check my blogs, may have noticed, I have not written anything new for two or three weeks. Due to the tension, I have been dealing with, emanating from the human collective, my physical vessel has been quite exhausted. I have also been continuing my editing of my entire ‘book’ (four volumes) and will probably have to rewrite a portion of the fourth volume in order to reflect what was written in the first three books.
As I have mentioned before, this endeavor has been largely emerging from a deeply intuitive level as I have remote viewed one of my past lives in the Pleiades during and after the Orion Wars in the Pleiades… which are still continuing elsewhere, including here on Terra. Some of the flow of the story gets lost in translation and requires me to come back in and realign the purpose. The whole purpose behind this exercise was to aid me, my Oversoul, to be able to finally release some really ancient trauma that I was unable to do while ‘alive’ due to my responsibilities at the time. This sort of thing pertains to all people who have suffered, especially those souls currently incarnated on this 3D earth plane. Terra is an intense school and not everyone is going to graduate, even some starseeds who came here to assist but got lost in the process due to being unwilling to tackle the personal clearing of their emotional and mental bodies. Until that is done, no matter the origin of the individual, whether starseed or indigenous, the Earth fragment will be required to continue learning lessons at the level of 3D, whether here on Terra or yet another planet suitable to the particular frequency of the individual.
Now, for those who think it ‘unfair’ that anyone who has incarnated here is required to take more lessons in order to ascend in a future life, keep in mind, I am NOT judging these individuals as having appeared to have ‘failed’. Cosmic Law dictates the outcome for anyone who is incarnated on any dimension or frequency. And each soul, without exception, has lessons to undergo and can fall in frequency if the lessons are ignored. AND each soul has their own particular timing and wake-up call. It all depends on the original soul contracts agreed upon by the soul BEFORE incarnation.
So, the question submitted above is an interesting one. Basically, it is: “How does one remain neutral during a time of apparent chaos?”
There is another aspect to the same line of inquiry: “How does one maintain their inner balance so as not to be affected by the chaos… and at the same time, is able to remain neutral and without judgment?”
Well, folks, the answer is quite simple: GAIN SELF-MASTERY.
There is no magic pill that one can swallow and suddenly become an Ascended Master. No one, guru, ascension teacher, spiritual coach, etc., can grant you a rise in frequency to the point where you are going to magically float away on a cloud and play a harp for eternity. No, the earth plane is a far grittier school house. It takes guts and courage to win through the lessons here. It takes patience and honesty… an ability to look into those places within that many people fear the most.
During the course of the past nearly three years, I have been endeavoring to dig deep into my past traumas and have, unintentionally, unveiled things that others have attempted to suppress… for what reasons, well, I can’t really address that for others; they have their own reasons and traumas to clear. I can not do it for them, only for myself. However, as I clear my own inner pain and heal the wounded child within for my own self, I am, in effect, changing the timeline of the past for those who are now a part of my current incarnation… in the Pleiades and on Venus. Remember, the part of ‘me’ here is but a fragment of my present incarnation… never mind the ‘rest’ of Self that is every where outside my present awareness.
Okay, I’m getting a bit ‘out there’ for some people. Sorry, that’s how my mind here works. I am an intuitive; so naturally, I think out of the box, including the Pleiadian and Venusian boxes into which I incarnated as the daughter of two leading Houses of those worlds. I challenge a lot of assumptions made by those who have allowed themselves to become complacent through the ages. I have a tendency to tweak a few aristocratic noses in the process including now former members of my own Family.
Now… what is self-mastery? One must do the shadow work, clearing the trauma, shame/blame, self-judgment and finally, arrive at a place of self-acceptance. Then, one must learn to love oneself without judgment, and with compassion, meaning you have arrived at a place where you can accept yourself for what you are now and what you can be… and every act of omission or commission ever committed by any of your incarnations or present self, here incarnated on the Earth plane.
Then, you learn to balance the energies of the Divine Masculine (mental body/plane) and the energies of the Divine Feminine (emotional body/plane) within. The ultimate sacred union occurs when balance is attained and then culminates in the Sacred Union within the Heart Chakra. Mind becomes balanced with Heart and work as one unit through the Sun/Son, or Christ Consciousness, a truly balanced state of Being. This is the true meaning behind the Life of Jesus which he reiterated for all of us to learn from. He told us that what he did, we would do greater…
So, when the outside world appears to be chaotic… and frankly, in my humble opinion (IMHO) there has not been a moment when it has been anything but chaotic here… you must discover the inward place of peace, calm, and compassion within your own Heart Center. If you are balanced and have done the work, it is a simple matter of returning to center even if you get momentarily pushed off-center by being triggered by one event or another ‘out there’. You can by watching too much ‘news’, whether MSM or alternative, also be triggered, by something that you are reacting to, judging as ‘bad’. When this happens, endeavor to arrive at an understanding as to why you were triggered. Does this event or happening somehow affect you immediately or not? If it does, then you have to deal with it as best you can. If not, then why were you triggered? Are you in fear of losing your life or livelihood, losing friends, relatives, your old beliefs and programming? Are you being challenged to expand or do you feel you need to withdraw, to contract, to hate everything that is different and outside your present comfort zone? Only you can determine these things. Each person will react or not in a different fashion depending on their own level of self-mastery or programming.
Certainly, today’s news channels, media, music, etc., is all designed to keep you unbalanced, fearful, in victim consciousness, feeling angry, resentful, ungrateful… a whole litany of low-frequency emotions and feelings. How do you combat this sort of barrage effectively? Number One… numero uno… TURN OFF THAT STINKING TELEVISION AND TURN OFF YOUR CELL PHONE!!!
Unplug, go into Nature, meditate, do something creative…
Still, to manage to keep balanced within, you need to KNOW yourself. What is your frequency? What are your hopes, thoughts, wishes, fears; what do you want to be? Who are you now? Can you tell the difference between your energy/frequency and that of the human collective around you? What is ‘yours’ and what is ‘other’… even as you manage to comprehend that you are both. Paradox, something that is beyond the capacity for the ego mind to presently understand.
Remember, dear ones, unless you are a robot and have been programmed by the Matrix, you are a spiritual Being experiencing a ‘human’ life. Your body, your physical Avatar, is NOT you. It is simply a vehicle, a ‘space suit’ to assist you in navigating the challenging waters (emotions) of this low-frequency plane of existence.
Although the vehicle is a space suit, the body is also a marvel of natural creation, with its own form of consciousness or Body Consciousness. If you are in tune with the feelings that flow through your body, you will begin to be able to discern what is ‘you’ and what is coming from the ‘collective’. While incarnated here, your consciousness is a part of the Collective; you cannot help but be affected by events and happenings that occur halfway around the planet, yet, your daily life is not necessarily affected physically by those events. Look around you now… has a flood torn through your house? Has an earthquake or tsunami flattened your town? Are you dying from the aftereffects of an untested ‘emergency’ jab?
Breathe, dear ones. Breathe. This life is but a brief moment in the time continuum, the great cycles through which the stars move in grand circles. What you do not manage to accomplish now in this life; you will manage to complete in another.
Many people have come to the Earth plane now, in this incarnation, for their own soul journeys here, whether of short or long duration. We cannot know, looking from the outside, what is the purpose of someone’s else’s suffering. Sometimes an empath or remote viewer can look into the cause and core of the origin of the trauma, but even then, it is the individual who is directly involved in any situation to discover a way to move out, to rise above what has negatively impacted this and other lifetimes. People come; people go.
As long as one is incarnated here on the Earth plane, make the best of it. You have the opportunity to rise in frequency if you actively and willingly commit to the inner work that is necessary to come to an internal balance. When you arrive at this inner balance, your outer circumstances will NOT affect your inner peace. You might be incarcerated in a high-security prison or even be killed, but if you maintain your balance, neutrality and inner peace, it will not affect your future incarnations in a negative fashion, requiring a karmic balance from you. Look upon the sacrificial death of Jesus. Did he complain and claim to be a victim? No, he maintained his Truth to the end and rose in frequency (in His Light Body) beyond the requirement to retain his physical vessel here on the Earth plane. So can you, perhaps in not quite so dramatic a fashion, but I hope you get the gist of the matter.
As you judge others, you judge yourself… you recreate karma (action) that requires balancing through good works, good intentions, good thoughts, and good service (dharma). If you have arrived at a place where you are no longer playing victim but accept responsibility for your actions, intentions, and thoughts… have now learned to accept yourself, and to be grateful for the lessons presented by Source as opportunities to learn… then you will progress to a place, a frequency where you can expand beyond ‘self’ into ‘unity consciousness’. Once unity or Christ consciousness is attained, your Self will be unmoved by what it observes in the outer world and remain without judgment.
When you judge others, you judge yourself. When you hate others, you hate yourself.
Source energy uses souls as a means to know itself better, to explore the worlds it has created. Everything physical will eventually return to Spirit, formlessness, but before arriving at the edge of the Void, kindly attempt to appreciate the beauty, diversity and amazing mysteries that the Divine Mother has set before us. Our bodies have been designed to help us to enjoy physical life.
As each of us takes responsibility to do the inner work, to come into balance, that inner balance and higher frequency resonance will flow out into the environment and be reflected back to us through the people we meet and the circumstances we encounter. It all starts within for in the end, there is only ONE BEING here.
I hope this little essay has given everyone some food for thought. I hope the people in the northern latitudes are enjoying summer, a challenging one to be sure with floods, storms, earthquakes (political and physical), and heat waves… and the ones in the southern latitudes are dealing with the challenges being presented to wake up to reality. Everyone is being challenged now. Meet those challenges with courage, equanimity, use your intuition, listen to your feelings, observe your world, use your common sense and discernment and do not judge anyone as being good or evil. Energy… we are all energy, frequency and resonance. Become the Still Point and rest in the comforting hands of your Divine Father/Mother despite whatever is being telegraphed as being ‘real’ around you. It isn’t; it is an illusion, a very real appearing illusion, but an illusion. And right now, the illusion is being very LOUD, demanding your attention, trying to get you to succumb to fear. It is up to you, each one of you, whether or not you will fall or rise. We all have Free Will. Whether or not we exercise that Will depends on individual choice. Stand or fall. And while that sounds like a judgment, it isn’t. Evolution or devolution. Cycles. It is bigger than all of us. What is playing out on the Earth plane today is Biblical, one that wasn’t edited by men with a negative agenda. I hope you enjoy the ending which will be the Beginning of a New Earth, one here and NOW.
Much love and hugs to all my readers. Again, send your suggestions to me via email if you have any topics for general essays, nothing personal. And thanks for your support of this creative endeavor, Sunny’s Journal.
Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. ~Carl Jung~
First, one needs to look at what ‘love’ is to figure out what is its opposite in terms of archetypes.
From my perspective, Love is. Still, the simplicity of that statement is certain to have some skeptics asking for something more substantial than just my opinion.
Well, from my experience Love is what binds humans together. No matter what our appearance, gender, religion, culture, place of origin, nationality, species… love brings us together. Love unites. So, what divides us?
Fear.
What is the favorite tool or methodology currently being used against bringing people together? Fear.
Scary scenarios, scenes of violence and destruction, degradation, twisting and perverting natural laws and behavior, violating moral codes, casting aspersions on truth-tellers… all of these things are currently being used to create division between people.
Why?
The tiny minority of those who are descendants or minions of an alien race are losing their grip on society, on humanity, so they use the same tools they have always used in any world they have attempted to control and/or conquer. The intentional creation of fear in people is what is utilized.
How is this done?
Through the promulgation of an incessant din of repetitious lies put forth on the airwaves, in newspapers, magazines, movies, music videos, any and all media sources. One might ask, is this a new thing?
No, it is not, although this method of using propaganda is actually more subtle than attacking a planet outright as also been done in the past.
Propaganda and lies have been used against humanity ever since the alien race arrived on the scene and took command of the evolutionary process of the human race here on the third planet from Sol. The how, when, where, and why of this interference can be discovered if one is willing to put in the time to study, expose, and explore the secrets that have intentionally been kept from the people. That is not the intent of this article.
The positively-aligned extraterrestrial races that are supporting the ascension of humanity on Earth regard this world as the ‘Planet of Lies’, acknowledging the grim fact that nearly everything taught to the children, pushed in the media, repeated in the colleges and universities, cited by the authorities… all of this ‘information’ is, ultimately, based on lies and constructs with an agenda. So, what is this agenda?
The ultimate agenda is to control humanity, a much reduced humanity, a humanity that has been tagged like sheep, connected up to artificial intelligence networks designed to control and surveil every thought, action, intent. And whose intent is behind this Orwellian wet dream? About 3,000 people world-wide. And why? They regard themselves as superior beings than the remainder of humanity.
It has been suggested by some alternative sources that some of these ‘people’ are reptilian hybrids. Perhaps they are, but is that yet another lie? I can’t answer that question from this perspective. One would have to be a pathologist and study the physical bodies of these beings… which would probably just prove that they are wearing human vehicles or bodies. What is clear, is that these people or the consciousness currently housed in some human bodies fear humanity. Bottom line, folks; these erstwhile controllers fear humanity. Why is that? What is so special about Earth humans?
Other sources who have studied human DNA claim that there is within the genetic make-up of Earth humans at least 22 unknown, potentially off-world or extraterrestrial influences. Why else would there be such an incredible diversity of humanity?
Being from the Pleiades… and yes, I know, at this point I can hardly prove that claim since I appear to be no different than anyone else here on Earth… Anyway, each one of our Isles (as we call our planets) contains a rather distinctive culture, race, and sometimes even species of human. From the general appearance of a Pleiadian, I would be able to tell their planet of origin or if they are a blended being, their genetic ancestry. Of course, as a telepath, empath, and one who can discern the frequency of a person, I would know them as friend or foe almost instantaneously.
Earth is different. There are many races of humans here. Did they all come from the same place? I would venture to say, ‘No, it’s not possible.’ So, where do they come from? Well, the ones who will eventually have to answer that particular question are our distant cousins, the extraterrestrial races who all contributed a bit of their genetics in order to create this test species of humans, a rather unique blend with great potential.
How can we learn about such things? By using two methods, physical research and meditation, going within to receive information, Light, illumination, clarity, wisdom.
Frankly, anyone on this planet can use their inner senses to great benefit if done with purity and humility. God is not mocked. Powerful gifts are not granted to those who intend to abuse them.
So, how have the erstwhile controllers managed to remain in power for so long? Smoke and mirrors. Intimidation. Blackmail. Blood rites. Invocation of dark energies. Superstition. Deliberate censoring of information. Constant wars and annihilation of indigenous cultures, peoples, and their beliefs. Degradation of the sacred Feminine and sacred Masculine. Book burning. Censorship and attacks against creative individuals. Deliberate destruction of the environment to create climate change, starvation, drought, fires, floods, and earthquakes.
Fear and the creation of fear has been used for centuries against the people, the common people, who are regarded as being ‘useless’ eaters, less than cattle, to those who would keep and hold this beautiful planet as their own private hunting ground.
So, what can those who are awake and aware, or are becoming aware of these insidious and diabolical measures being initiated by the erstwhile controllers… what can we do? Do we fight, flee, ignore these threats, fall into fantasies of love and light, give in or do we stand up, proclaim our sovereignty and declare, individually and together, our intention to be FREE? Well, we do have a choice whether or not we are actually cognizant of that point.
Some ascension teachers claim that all of humanity will ascend. I beg to differ. In my humble opinion… and remember, this is simply my opinion, only a part of humanity will survive to fully ascend into the Fifth dimension.
What is the Fifth Dimension and why should we want to go there? For one thing, it is a frequency and not a place. The ‘dimensions’ overlap each other like Russian dolls. A person who vibrates and holds a frequency of high 5D will not be visible to those who are still resonating at 3D. Only someone who resonates at a slightly higher level and has clairvoyance can possibly see another being that is 4D or higher. I might stress that 4D beings can be negatively polarized and are well known to be tricksters. Those who are naïve about frequency and resonance, and who might be open to ego manipulation might think they are communicating with angels, when in fact, they are communicating with demons and malicious spirits. Then, are all 4D beings negative and ‘of the Devil’ as some Bible-thumping Christians would claim? Well, no.
In another article, I already went through how religion has been used as yet another weapon against humanity. About 800 books were intentionally deleted from today’s Bible as these Apocrypha volumes did not ‘fit’ the narrative of those who commanded the early church from Rome. Mankind was to be taught that they were ‘sinners’ and could only find salvation through following the dictates and teachings of the Church. If they were discovered to be outside the accepted authority of the Church, then they were considered fair game, to be attacked, slandered, tortured, their possessions seized, their families destroyed, their countries annihilated from existence. Those who were in obedience were still considered lesser beings unless they gave their power entirely to the authorities, whether religious or temporal. Just have a good gander… through ‘history’ at least as it has been told. It is a constant sorry tale of one man against another, group against group, rape, pillage, destruction. Is all of this violence due to man’s ‘sinful’ nature? No. It is a false judgment placed upon humanity by those who wish to retain their control over this planet. We live in a false, artificial matrix designed to suppress, limit, and control humanity. Why? That is a topic for further discussion.
So, who benefits from all of this violence and the fear engendered by wars, destruction, and suppression? Well, that would be the ultimate controllers of the planet, who have now been removed physically and energetically from this world. All that is left now are their minions, those who were the lower managers of the agenda put in place long ago by their Draconian and negatively-polarized Orion overlords, the so-called ‘gods’ or extraterrestrials who manipulated human genetics in order to create a slave race here on Earth.
If you didn’t know it yet, fear is food to negatively polarized beings. That simple fact should be enough for an individual to determine not to continue to fall into fear for in doing so you are consciously allowing yourself to be manipulated. Just look at how a large percentage of Americans (nearly 32%) have willingly allowed themselves to be jabbed by an untested, unapproved ‘vaccine’ for a virus that has a 99% survival rate. What? Where’s the common sense? Where’s the critical thinking? Why did these people submit to the general hysteria being perpetrated by an out-of-control media? Why did these people believe that by wearing a mask or accepting being vaccinated would be helping others? Pardon me? How does that help anyone? IMHO, it is simply a cop-out, to put it bluntly.
Humanity is being sorted. The division is artificial, but also very real and painful. Some will survive as fully conscious beings, while others will not. Those individuals who have managed to ensoul their true beings are resisting the draconian measures being forced upon the people. This is not an easy fight. This is not the daisies, butterflies, and unicorns advertised by the infiltrated New Age philosophy. This is real, a fight for the continuance of humanity as organic, creative beings. This is a battle for the salvation of humanity, “for we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places… (Ephesians, 6.12, King James version).
The spiritual wickedness in high places is now being clearly demonstrated, for those with eyes to see and ears to hear, by the current crop of global elite, with their insistence on rules for their behavior and rules for the commoners, those deplorables whom the wealthy and powerful regard anyone outside their carefully crafted bubbles. Only problem is, people are finally waking up and taking offense that someone could possibly consider themselves as superior to their fellow man. People have yet to understand that the elite are, on one hand, amused to see the reactions and continue to stir the pot of division. As long as we continue to react, they continue in power.
So, now we return to what is the opposite of Love and know it to be fear. How do we overcome fear? By realizing that each one of us is more than what we seem, more than our body, more than our current dreams and yearnings, more than the labels that have been placed upon us by various sources.
What is humanity? For one thing, humanity is not and has never been relegated to just one planet located within a tiny solar system. Humanity exists throughout this universe and beyond, at many different frequency levels. Humans here on Earth, at least ones without reference to older and wiser wisdom have been indoctrinated to believe a lie, that they are alone in the Universe. We are not alone or the only species who are sentient. And most Earth humans are certainly not the highest form of life since they resonate as a collective barely into lower 4D at this time. Many are the extraterrestrial races that resonate far beyond 4D.
There is much to learn. So, how do you go about it? Do your research. Ask internal questions and expect answers. Who are you addressing when you go within and begin to expand your awareness that your current physical world is actually quite limited in its scope, at least that which you believe is the totality of existence? Initially, you will be contacting your own innate Divinity, the energies of the greater portion of Self that is not incarnated upon Earth. The Allness of you cannot be contained within one human vessel for ‘you’ are a fractal, a fragment of the Source energy from which you were originally created and brought forth into physicality.
Humanity is like an orphaned child, feeling abandoned, left outside in the cold, seemingly devoid of any means to save themselves except by prostituting themselves to a cruel master… oh, sorry, been there, done that, not doing that again.
Take your power back. Your power as a human being is Love. It is your ability to exude love, to send your powerful love energy out into the world, to bring people together, into harmony, into attunement with each other. No, this won’t happen instantaneously because everyone needs to clean up their own act, clear their own inner darkness, release outdated beliefs relating to every type of system that has existed within the old energy… the old 3D energy. Everyone of us needs to ‘lighten’ up the load, the load of garbage that we have taken in as children, the indoctrination given often by well-meaning adults… and some not so well-meaning adults and authorities. We need to learn to quiet our monkey minds that continually chatter and distract and listen to the still quiet voice within, our intuition, our inner knowing, and relax, knowing that the Divine has infinite patience as we struggle to release every burden we no longer require to cling to, whether that is a relationship, a formerly deeply-held belief, a job, a place we no longer resonate to… anything that weighs you down.
Love has been mistaken for fantasy… oh, if only he loved me; if only I could find my twin flame, then everything would be fine… It’s not a fantasy. It takes work to slough off the detritus of the ages, however long your particular soul has reincarnated upon this blue-green sphere. The process takes work, concentration, humility, focus, determination, honesty, and above all, courage.
Frankly, many of Earth humanity are either too traumatized to succeed in the short amount of time still available or they are simply ‘new’ souls, inexperienced and naïve, easily manipulated because they haven’t managed to ensoul their higher energies into their physical form. Whatever the cause, humanity is now being divided by frequency and resonance. Those whose frequency is in alignment with that of the planet’s consciousness will ascend. Whether or not that will be an actual physical ascension or transformation remains to be seen and experienced.
Having been a part of a race that was resonating at various levels of 4D many hundreds of thousands, if not millions of years ago (in Earth time), I know it takes a long ‘time’ for humans to evolve their consciousness. The promised New Age will not just magically appear on this planet because of someone’s fantasies. Bringing heaven to earth will take a concerted effort due to the simple fact that Ages overlap. While the ‘dark’ or previous age or cycle is in the process of crumpling under its own process of entropy, simultaneously, the new cycle is beginning to surface. The new cycle, known as the Golden Age or the Satya Yuga, will continue to unfold, to grow and blossom, if those who are awake and aware of energies place their focus on the New World, not upon the crumbling systems of the old. The old is dust, unusable, infertile. The new is fertile soil. Plant a seed in the new fertile soil and let it grow into a strong vision for the return to balance, harmony, abundance, and prosperity for all, not just a few. Focus on forgiveness of what is past and do not forget the lessons learned. Focus on self-acceptance and acceptance of anyone else’s right to make their own decisions. Release the need to correct others and make them believe what you do. Let each individual decide for themselves their own direction in accordance to what they are feeling or not. We were granted free will when we came here, the freedom to make ‘mistakes’ and to hopefully learn from them; that is what constitutes ‘experience’.
Now… perhaps my readers have more questions, not personal questions, but ones relating to the content of this or any of the other articles I have written. If I have an answer, I will reply. If I do not know any pertinent answer, I will say, I don’t know. I am not omniscient here or even at Home (here in my own heart or in the Pleiades). I know what I know when it is time or there is a need for me to know it. This is trust in the Divinity that exists within the Heart when you make a conscious connection with Source Energy. It is a frequency, a resonance, an energetic connection, rather like a lifeline to the one who might feel out of place here on Earth. It is a way to eventually arrive at zero point neutrality, the ability to observe the world but not to be in it. Not all people are even close to approaching that degree of self-mastery so do not panic. It is a process that takes lifetimes to complete. Those who awaken in this life will awaken, once again, in others. Those who require further experience to get to the place where they want to awaken, will receive the necessary lessons to arrive at that place of understanding, of inner knowing of what to do when the need arises. One cannot force growth without weakening the plant. Creator has all the ‘time’ in the world; you… the REAL you, is an eternal soul and rest in the energetic hands of your Creator. Trust. Faith. Hope. Place your humble trust in the internal guidance that you will receive if you are open to receiving. Most are not. Meanwhile, test the spirits, for not all are kind.
This article is getting quite lengthy and I am not sure if I have actually made a coherent point, but like I have said before, these writings tend to flow out of some undefined place within… like spring waters. Take what resonates, leave the rest. If you do not understand what has been shared here, leave it and perhaps come back later when you are nudged. Perhaps what is meant for you is hidden behind the words; you never know.
Blessings and hugs to all my readers, old and new.
Whether or not the consciousness residing within this physical vehicle has been either my sister, Tazjma, or myself, Sundeelia, I have learned to walk my own path without the benefit or need for much input from other people. This has, of course, led to the consternation, confusion, and rejection of ‘me’ by many former friends, acquaintances, and blood family relatives. Have I been bothered by this? Yes, at times, but eventually, in all cases, have released any self-condemnation and persevered, as I strove to follow my own inner guidance. So, my decisions do not make ‘sense’ to others; that is not my concern. Although I have been subjected to criticism and even libel from afar by some who would claim me as ‘family’, it has not stuck on my consciousness. I am aware of such dealings. I do not ignore them, but work on releasing whatever triggers arise from such knowledge. I do not allow the judgments of others to knock me from my path, my determination to listen to and follow the voiceless guidance from within. Nor do I judge these individuals for their lack of understanding. Resonating at a different frequency, they are incapable of understanding. They cannot understand the paradox that I have surrendered to on a daily basis. An individual cannot comprehend such experiences as I have, unless they, too, have lived it.
It may seem to some of the uninformed that I can be somewhat cold, detached, reserved, neutral. I am an observer of life here, not necessarily a full participant. My nature is somewhat introverted, hidden away from the public eye, a non-participant in the activities of humanity that seem to me to be shallow and predictable. I see certain behaviors in others as obvious patterns ingrained in a very damaged humanity through centuries of abuse and self-abuse. Therefore, I have refused to participate in these activities and instead, choose more solitary occupations, like writing, painting, and long walks.
Since losing contact with one who claimed to be another walk-in from star family, I have been very much physically alone, yet I have not faltered from completing my writing assignment. There is still much to write, to observe, but the time for many changes is fast approaching. So, of necessity, the writing may be put on hold or this blog may take yet another direction, as yet not quite revealed even to me.
I know I am not alone here. I can feel the attention of my mentors and guides and occasionally, when quiet, can overhear their comments and answers to questions I voice aloud. Yes, I talk to myself and yes, sometimes I am answered by the still small voice within. Whatever people might think about this and me, I really do not care. I did not come here to ‘fit’ into what passes for ‘society’ or its rules of engagement. I am not here to ‘be nice’ to those who do not comprehend or hear my inner voice.
I do take responsibility for my decisions and actions. My choices are made often quite slowly. Deemed a rebel in some quarters by former acquaintances and ‘strange’ by former family members, I shrug it off. Their feelings, their hurt, their rejection no longer hurts; it just is a state of being that I comprehend. I resonate at an entirely different level of consciousness than these others, including those who claim to be fragments or walk-ins of star family. There are a few who have endeavored to listen, to comprehend, and they are admitted cautiously into the inner sanctum, but still I am ever vigilant as the ways of the betrayer are many and this world has been under alien domination for a long time. All living here, including myself, have been affected in some manner or another, so I continue to shield and go deeper within for direction.
I am a female, yet I think like a male in some ways, without sympathy to the plight of those who complain about their circumstances. Currently, my own circumstances are not what you call luxurious, but I deal with it. I practice conservatively and cautiously, studying things at length until I am ready to make a decision. Still waters are deep, sometimes, but the inner currents are not always obvious to the onlooker.
Despite my overt neutrality, there is love within for humanity as a collective, else I would not be here in the first place. Why else would someone who was a successful member of the Pleiadian Outer Fleet want to walk-in to a somewhat disagreeable existence on the Planet of Lies? Out of a desire to assist in some manner that is still not fully comprehensible to me, either. I have faith that my purpose in being here, beyond my writing assignment, will eventually be made plain even to me, but that day has not yet arrived.
So, where am I going with this babble? Self-healing. Self-healing is or should be the priority of all those who are currently claiming to be ‘awake’. From my observations, it is not yet apparent even to those who have recently woken up from the dreamspell of the Matrix that they are still somewhat caught up within its skeins while they continue to criticize what they are seeing clearly for the first time in perhaps lifetimes. Being critical of others is yet another symptom of someone who has not yet tackled their own inner work of transmuting all thoughts, triggers, reactions, traumas related to ‘other’, those who are different, who oppose, who confront, who inhibit their innate freedoms.
Divorcing yourself from the Matrix takes courage. Stepping out beyond the comfortable expectations of ‘society’ and its spurious rules is frightening to many. They rather be miserable than be different. Why? It is the result of centuries of abuse by the people who have controlled various cultures, who have interfered with, programmed, maimed, killed, and destroyed entire cultures that were ‘different’. People have been intimidated and threatened to where they would rather embrace conformity even to false doctrines because they are fearful of dying. This tendency to identify with the abuser has been called Stockholm Syndrome. Everything taught to them by their mentors, parents, and leaders has indoctrinated them to the point where they actually would rather cling to the Lie than embrace the Truth as it is being revealed everyday if you know where to look.
Even those who claim to be starseeds, wayshowers, walk-ins can suddenly be overcome by the same fears that stalk humanity daily. It takes a strong individual to resist the siren call and fall in frequency, taking on the collective trauma of humanity as their own and complaining about being a victim of something that did not even occur to them personally. I have observed this tendency, this negation of purpose, this dereliction of duty in keeping the neutral perspective of one who is different and is meant to be different by purpose. Fear is the mind-killer and it can effectively trap even the well-prepared if not confronted and dissolved consciously and with sure knowledge of the power that can be channeled through the neutral co-creator with Divinity.
When an individual, whatever their origin, undertakes the determination to be responsible for their actions, thoughts, and interactions with others, their life begins to change. The waking individual will be challenged and confronted by those who are uncomfortable with the seemingly sudden change in direction, in thinking, in comprehending the world around them. They will be confronted, criticized, pressured, deemed ‘crazy’, subjected to libel, threats, and lies. Whether or not they can withstand this sort of treatment will determine whether or not they can handle the Light that will enter into their bodies as they determinedly take on the task of self-healing.
This is not an endeavor to be taken lightly, for although it involves Light, intelligence, as this step will initially divorce an individual from all they have come to know, accept and believe in the past. They will not know what to believe. They will be forced, compelled beyond reason to look within for answers. They will have to learn to see life with their inner eye rather than what appears to be real and isn’t. They will have to take responsibility for how they feel, act, think, and communicate to others. They will have to work on their own issues, not ignore what is happening to others, but to focus on understanding why certain things happen and repeat in life until one determines to react in a different manner.
‘You create your own life’ has become a mantra of the New Age religion. It is true in some respects, but is a shallow and rather pointless exercise designed to shame others because their life is not as fulfilling and wonderful as your own… at least until your life falls apart unexpectedly and you are suddenly unable to run away from the inner demons you have sought to suppress so assiduously in the deep recesses of your own subconscious. Did you create the catastrophe that has overtaken your shallow existence? If so, why?
Judgment of self or anyone else is self-defeating. What you throw out as mud hoping to strike down your opponent will return like a boomerang unto yourself. It’s called karma, energy, action. For every action there is a reaction. Your lies about someone will come back to haunt you, not the subject of your criticism.
So, taking responsibility and being observant of your own thoughts is vital during the process of returning to Self. It is the letting go of the common mindless practices ingrained into human behavior through traumatic abuse. Sensitive people often turn that outer abuse and direct it towards themselves, claiming to be a victim of someone else’s actions rather than determining how or why whatever happened can teach them on how to change their perspective or way of seeing something.
It took decades for my sister, Tazjma, to overcome the effects of being abused by her father. The why of what occurred took longer to understand, but some insight into the family background gave me some ideas although now it will never be quite brought to light… my blood father has been dead for over two decades now, but trauma lingers in the Light Body until it is confronted, dissolved, and released. And so, I have taken on this task which was completed, in main, by Tazjma herself before she left here. For those who are followers of ‘Q’ or alternative intel, both sides of the family were Masons of some sort or another. Tazjma refused to go there, to join the organization in its form as the Eastern Star, and I am left to learn more about the sordid history of masonic involvement in pedophilia and violence against humanity. I begin to comprehend Taz’s innate rejection of the energy behind and intentionally hidden from even the organization’s general membership below the fateful 33th rank, its dark Satanic, inhuman agenda that is active in the world today.
Humanity has been conditioned to hate itself, to belittle those who utilize very human creative traits, who think for themselves. It will take a lot of strength, determination, and courage to be able to stand up to the outer pressures in the face of so much thoughtless reactions from programmed people who have abdicated their power and have succumbed to the social expectations of others. Just look at the whole rigmarole surrounding a common cold (which is the body’s way of naturally shedding built-up toxins due to unhealthy habits) and the resulting push to vaccinate everyone for a non-existent ‘virus’. This whole year plus long ordeal has managed to wake up more people than any other event or occurrence in modern history, even the tragedy of 9/11… a tragedy designed by the erstwhile controllers to drive their cattle, humanity, into the trap they have been carefully planning for over centuries.
In order to understand what is going on in the world today, you have to first understand yourself and where you stand in terms of your beliefs, thoughts, actions/inactions, values, and how you wish to help, defend or confound others. It is up to the individual to make the changes, not to succumb to some outer force. Many people are unwilling to go to take that step towards giving ones allegiance to a higher calling. Only those who have felt the yearning to see a world different than the one they seem to see around them now; only those who have felt the fire within their heart center can step forward and be counted. Yet, even then, it is only those who work to clear out the inner trauma and pain, to release it, to cease blaming others for their circumstances, who are willing to release all they have known for all that is possible if one is in alignment with the unseen but felt eternal Cosmic Laws of Creation. When one acts in obedience to these laws, the Divine takes your hand and guides you through whatever the world attempts to throw your way. Obstacles become opportunities. Fear becomes love. Darkness fades in the dawning of enlightenment.
And you step forth to complete the mission for which you have come here as a volunteer soul.
I send my blessings to all,
I AM Sundeelia
P.S. I still struggle with this language to convey what is in my Heart. Feel the resonance behind the words and interpret them in your own way. Take what resonates and makes sense and leave the rest.
