A Recap of Our Awakening – The Bootcamp Nobody Remembers Signing Up For | Nordiqa

Let’s recap what we’ve actually been through – because Earth time has a funny way of making even the wildest experiences feel… oddly blurry.

With others finally joining the club, let’s take a moment to honor what we already endured.

• Season 1: The Surface Reality
• (This is fine. I’ll ignore the smoke.)

• You followed the rules.
• You were a good, righteous citizen.
• You watched the news and assumed they knew what they were talking about.
• No agenda – facts.

And at some point in your life, you genuinely believed that someone powerful must always have a plan. (At least in this one thing… you were technically right.)

• You said words like: Person, Bill Gates, Tom Hanks, Pope, dinosaurs, globe, Antarctica… – without flinching and in blissful innocence. You enjoyed movies with Whoopi Goldberg or Kevin Spacey
• without existential nausea or scanning the room for a discreet exit.

• You thought:
• “We’re living in the age of technology –
• it’s incredible how fast new smartphones come out.”
• Life was simple.
• And… understated.

• Season 2: Deconstruction
• (WAIT. NONE OF THIS ADDS UP.)

• You noticed that today’s truth quietly contradicted yesterday’s truth.
• You opened ten tabs “just to check something” and
• resurfaced seventeen hours later – furious, caffeinated, and changed forever.

You sent friends and family articles they did not ask for.

They thought you were nuts – mostly because you didn’t yet realize that most people were not meant to wake up through you.

You innerstood words like: Inner Earth, outer Earth, cloning, giants, multidimensionality, frequencies, quantum, QFS, RV, dragons, aliens…

• You saw the darkest dark.
• You cried.
• You screamed.
• You felt lonely.
• You lost a lot – including, at times, your mind and your belief in humanity.

• Season 3: Integration
• (Oh. This is about me.)

• You noticed that “just one more comment” was not, in fact, self-care.
• Any sense of relief lasted approximately six seconds.
• You stopped doom-scrolling …
• and suddenly your nervous system filed a formal apology.

• You realized the frequency field was less “external data” and more “surround sound.”
• So you adjusted your signal and lowered the static.

• You learned the spiritual power of saying:
• “I’m not engaging with that.”
• You learned that “No.” is a full sentence.
• You laughed at yourself –
• and knew you were healing.

• Season 4: Embodiment & Transmission
• (I don’t explain. I exist.)

• You became an emotional confession booth with legs.
• People left calmer and couldn’t explain it, which annoyed their ego slightly.
• You answered questions only when someone actually asked.

• You stopped trying to wake anyone up – and somehow, more people woke up around you.
• You developed a sudden allergy to nonsense and quietly stopped lingering out of politeness.
• No announcements.
• No debates.
• Just gone.

• Season 5: Re-Entry
• (I can play again if I choose to – but I’m not owned by the game.)

• You watch mass media like a field researcher: “Interesting. No awakening detected. Let’s check again next week.”
• You move through society like a time traveler who knows how this season ends but can’t spoil it.
• You do all the normal things… with the calm of someone who already read the fine print. You stay relaxed because you’re just visiting – and observing.
• Like a polite anthropologist.
• (It sounds weird. But it isn’t.)

Final Frequency Drop

• If you ever wonder whether you imagined all of this – the five seasons, the bootcamp, the quiet rewiring of your nervous system –
• just notice how calm you are now while the world begins losing its mind.

• You found your way, legend.
• You know when to laugh,
• when to leave,
• when to say nothing,
• and when to order dessert anyway.

• This is the part where you finally remember you’re here by choice.
• And somehow, that alone makes all five seasons worth it.

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Notes to Readers:

Nordiqa’s insightful observations parallel my own waking up process, at least somewhat. There are differences as we are all individuals with unique challenges, karma, trauma, and cultural backgrounds. Yet, waking up, which starts as an individual process eventually translates into a collective one, given we all influence each other through our personal frequency wordlessly.

Some of us have always known things, intuited things, without being told, despite the outer world not agreeing with the insight at all. This was a contradiction that gave us pause, wondering if we were crazy, and generally compelled to just go along with what was being presented to us… until that time came when compromise proved unacceptable.

I’ve come to realize and appreciate that I’m an empath, as I can generally feel when a topic of conversation is too controversial. And instead of feeling anxious about aiding other people to understand what’s going on in the world, I’ve stopped actively attempting to red pill anyone who I meet in the midst of daily life. Basically, I’ve retreated from active participation in most social obligations, certainly with my own family. Years ago they regarded me with suspicion due to some of my life’s choices and I let go of any regrets in leaving association or attempting to meet their unspoken expectations.

I’ve learned to be comfortable being alone. I read and observe.

I’ve changed during the past ten years. I feel a stronger sense of self-acceptance. I’m learning to heal from ancient trauma and letting go of over-planning or holding anxiety about what is going to happen as our entire world undergoes a profound life-changing transition from one form to another, both literally and figuratively.

Since my blog is a small one, I can still answer most emails sent. Sometimes people ask me to clarify a point I made in one of my notes. Please recognize I do not regard myself a teacher, more a student of Life here in third density. I encourage people to explore and ask questions on their own as we all have different perspectives, fears, and hopes.

Finding pieces like Nordiqa’s makes my job easier as she and others express what I have not yet found the words to share, some things, some processes just being too personal to share right now.

I hope y’all are holding it together as our world stands on the precipice of huge changes. And thank you all for having the courage to be here now in a moment of tremendous endings and beginnings.

Blessings to all,

Eliza Ayres

P.S. And yes, I’m up in the middle of the night. Whenever our dear star, Sol, pops off with another big burp I feel it often before the CME reaches our atmosphere. Being retired, I can always take a nap during the day. Be kind to your body. The cosmic rays being pumped through our sun are altering our physical avatars and waking up long forgotten memories and awareness. Welcome to the Great Awakening!