Tazjma: Wrestling with Inner Darkness


Tazjma:  On Wrestling with Inner Darkness

Note to Reader: It is nearly five years ago when ‘I’ (Taz) was summarily told to leave the house I had just moved into with a friend and was later dumped at a motel on the Saturday of a three-day holiday. Things are different. Now, I’m ‘in charge’ and still doing some clearing work for Taz… which I agreed to do before arriving ‘on the scene’ as it were… I swear clearing work is a full-time occupation when on this Earth plane of existence. Or downloading. Or feeling the existential despair and confusion from fellow inhabitants of this strange planet. Anyway, this story of Taz’s might be useful for some:

Taz: For the past couple of months I’ve been wrestling with a bit of reactionary energy that has kept manifesting as a deep-seated anger.  Any anger is ultimately self-directed, whether or not there appears to be, as in this case, a trigger involving a now dissolved personal relationship.  And knowing that this anger is mine to deal with, no matter how any other person treated me in the near or distant past, I will deal with it in my own way.  And I deal with this sort of thing by writing.  If this bothers people, then read another blog; I make no apologies for airing my internal issues here on my personal blog.


I’ve never been one to deny my “dark” side. Although many people when first engaging with me would think me as being rather introverted, I do have an intense fiery side, stemming from a natal Aries moon.

Anger, depression and self-hatred arise when we don’t listen to our inner needs and clearly communicate our boundaries to others.  We are, unintentionally, wounding our inner child when we succumb to anger, as I did in the past few weeks due to some difficult circumstances that arose suddenly, adversely affecting my former plans.

As many of us are discovering, it isn’t wise to attempt to plan anything in these days of rapid cleansing.  Our bodies and the planet are undergoing rapid changes, both outer and inner.  Intense emotions are just another reflection of old dark energies arising from deep within our cellular structure, for release and transmutation.  Anything coming to the surface or being felt, comfortable or uncomfortable, is designed for our benefit, so that we can release.  Of course, only those individuals who are awake to the process really know what is going on; the rest of the population is confused, bewildered and even terrified of a world that appears to have suddenly gone crazy.

While directing compassion and unconditional love to self might seem contradictory, especially when someone else is involved in a conflict or misunderstanding, but it is the self that must first be healed.  The other person is responsible for their own healing.  This is the paradox of ascension… to master ascension, which is the descension (or embodiment) of the Higher Self into the physical vessel (at least during this present cycle) we must focus on self.  In mastering our own emotions and thoughts, we rise in frequency, i.e., we enhance the ability of our bodies to hold more “light”.  And in so doing, this higher vibration is translated through the entire human collective, as we are all interconnected and part of the whole, the ALL THAT IS, Source energy.  As one rises, so does the collective.  It takes pioneers to break the first steps so others may find their way forward and upward with more ease and grace.

I have also been in the process of reading Kaia Ra’s book, The Sophia Code, and just activated the sixth Sophia Code, as outlined in the text, of the Karuna Compassion of Ascended Master Quan Yin.  This compassion is directed towards the healing of the Inner Child, which in turn, heals the outer expression of self in all the bodies (physical, mental, emotional, astral/etheric).

So, realizing that this latest bout of dealing with inner “stuff” is yet another step in cutting myself free from the bonds that bind me to the artificial matrix of our erstwhile controllers, I can express my gratitude for the one who acted as a trigger and succeeded in acting in the capacity of one of my latest mentors and catalysts in moving towards complete soul liberation and integration.

If you are still around people who are unable, for any reason, to accept and love you as you are, you might consider moving on.  While I am alone right now most of the time, I have the ability to entertain myself for hours quite happily with my wanderings, photography, art work and writing, as well as copious amounts of reading… and studying the occasional map to acquaint myself with my new surroundings.  I’ve been playing Mozart all day as a means to calm myself.  Each of us is unique in our manner of coping with change.  Allow yourself to simply discover what pleases you and gives you joy and delight in unexpected moments.

Each one of us is an entirely unique individual.  Our point of view regarding our experiences will be different than those who are relatives to an individual with whom we are nominally acquainted.  Yet, you can know a person even on a relatively short exposure, as portions of that individual reflect some of your own weaknesses and strengths.  And there are some people with whom it is just too difficult or uncomfortable to be around for any length of time, due to a deep underlying incompatibility.  This is not a criticism; people are simply different, even though, ultimately we are One.  As each of us is willing to undergo our own purification and raise our own frequency through intense inner work, it will benefit the whole, reaching far beyond the individual who is making the effort.

As we strive to move beyond duality, light and dark, male and female, etc., we move gradually into Unity consciousness.  This is not an instantaneous process.

As a First Waver, born in the early 1950’s, I have been awake for a long time.  I didn’t experience a sudden spiritual awakening, but have trudged through a more gradual and lengthy process.  I have experienced many ups and downs along the way, but am glad to be here, finally able to witness the coming of real and lasting change to this world.  It makes all my efforts and those of my generation worthwhile.


Each of us is activated by different methods.  Some require the presence of a physical mentor or guide.  I prefer working with non-physical guides for personal reasons.  It just works better for me.  Even though I can be rather soft-spoken and appear to be passive on the exterior, I am not that way within, as reflected by my Aries Moon.

Allowing someone else to be a mentor or guide is okay, as long as you are allowed to come to your own conclusions without criticism and judgment AND you realize that you need to do the work yourself.  No one can do it for you, not an human guru or teacher, an Ascended Master or Archangel. Also, if you feel that you are being targeted by undeserved criticisms and the energies are less than unconditional and accepting, you might have the wrong mentor.  Decide whether or not you need to move on.  I have done this so many times, although not because of criticisms being directed towards me, but due to a deep inner feeling that it was time for me to move on.  And I have responded thus.  However, this last time I failed to do so. It took the action of someone else to get me to realize that things were not working out and that change was needed.  Whether or not planned, the fall-out of my leaving a relationship ended up on a positive note for my own well-being as I am becoming physically stronger and more creative as the days go on.

Now is the time to get real with self.  Any reaction to an experience, either recent or long in the past, which we deem as being “negative”, needs to be scrutinized and not buried under self-recrimination.  We’re human beings, emotional beings, as well as creator gods re-discovering our power to create our own world.

Many people lack the understanding about the need to integrate ALL levels of being, bringing heaven to earth by INTEGRATING Higher Self into the human vessel.  Instead, they would prefer to escape and return “home”.  Home is where your consciousness abides, wherever that might be and it is different for every initiate on the Path of Return…or The Way, as it is described in the book, The Sophia Code (author, Kaia Ra).  By being willing to surrender to Higher Self, we allow Heaven to come to Earth, through the descension of Higher Self into the physical vessel.

As we’ve been reminded frequently, ascension is NOT about escaping your humanity, but accepting it in its entirety, spots and all.  We cannot possibly be “light and love” all the time.  To pretend that you can is to deny the power of your full nature.  Now that I am endeavoring to listen to my own needs I feel more centered and relaxed, able to set my own agenda and expectations… or not.  Some days, I simply don’t do much beyond a morning walk and resting, but that is okay.

If anything can be learned from this sharing, it is to follow your own inner promptings, even if you fear in doing so you will “hurt” someone.  It is better to hurt someone so you can be free to listen and respond to your own inner voice and guidance.  We cannot live our lives through other people’s dreams or continually attempt to please another person… especially one who is dealing with their own unprocessed issues.


Ascension is not instantaneous and it isn’t an easy process.  It takes work and commitment and a willingness to resort to continual self-examination, all the while allowing for the flow of constant intuition guidance and knowing.  We have been told numerous times through channeled pieces and from experienced spiritual teachers, that everything we need in order to evolve is already contained within the divine center of our being, the ATMA (our eight original cells) located within our High Heart Center.  We all have the library card to our own Akashic records, which are stored within our own crystalline DNA.  The information garnered from thousands of lifetimes is all there; everything that we might need or use in this present embodiment.  This DNA can be activated by others, or by simply doing the activations yourself as presented in such written material as The Sophia Code.  There are many ways to participate in your own physical ascension, but it is necessary to have the willingness and commitment to do the work, no matter what arises… such as uncomfortable emotions.  It is all for a good cause and the reason we’re here now working with Gaia.

The key point is to remember to use your own discernment in determining which information resonates with you… or “feels” right, in the moment.  You may not be able to integrate information given to you by another because you haven’t reached the frequency level where it begins to make sense or gives you an “aha” moment of inner knowing and acknowledgement.  That’s okay; we each are making small steps towards integrating knowledge and knowingness, received from both inner and outer sources, but only YOU can determine what is useful NOW for you, not someone else.

And although some one may advertise themselves as a spiritual healer, but anything and everything they have to offer may not suit you at all… and that’s okay.  Do not judge yourself against the lauded accomplishments of another person, especially when they make a point to constantly announce to the world or those who care to listen just how evolved they are.  A truly powerful person doesn’t need to advertise their accomplishments; they simply are present, quietly and without fanfare.

You will know through your own dealings with your “team” and inner knowing, that the process towards integration of Higher Self is a continuing process, one that never lets up.

This morning I woke up and realized that kundalini energy was running through my spine so I went immediately into a meditation, utilizing the energy and requesting a download from Metatron for the integration and release of any stuck energy in my bodies.  Our guides are there for us and will respond instantly to our requests, but it takes awareness and commitment to keep the work up even when our physical bodies are weary from all the demands that this adjustment entails.

Ascension and the integration of Higher Self is designed to take some time as the intense energies of the higher frequency levels would blow your circuits if taken too quickly.  In the past, individuals have been injured by unexpected intense kundalini flows.  Now, these flows can be monitored by self and adjusted by your mentors if you are consciously working with one… such as an Archangel or Ascended Master.


Most of us have actually moved beyond the need for a physical guru, teacher or mentor and are now ready to work with our own higher essence, for the highest and best good for all concerned.  If you are not already aware of this… the Archangels and Ascended Masters ARE your Higher Self, so, in effect, you are working with you while working with these heavenly collective essences.

Lastly, I am aware that significant persons who enter my life can be, at times, mirroring for me an aspect of self that requires healing or resolution.  Many times, a person may be acting as a trigger that allows for the revelation of an ancient wound that requires healing, as has been the case for me in the recent past.  I have now become aware of this ancient anger (which has little to do with what is taking place in my present lifetime) and can now work with to further integrate that essence within.  I honor all persons who enter my life thusly for the purpose of being a teacher on my path towards self-discovery.  It is not always possible or desirable to keep such persons in your life, but as you evolve, the sort of person that is attracted will depend on the level of frequency that you, yourself, have attained.  As you change, your companions will change.  It is simply the way of these intense energies and nothing to be ashamed or angry about.  Release the shame and dismay as these sometimes unexpected changes in direction come about; it is the new way of being… being willing to adjust and surrender to the needs of the Higher Self that doesn’t always agree with the conditioned responses of our human egos.

The ability to change, adapt and adjust to the rapidly intensifying energies is now a must…for survival.  Only those who can make such an effort to undergo rapid transformation will be able to manage the changes with some degree of grace and ease and even then there will still be some physical discomfort involved, as our bodies are undergoing a radical stage of evolution and it is no simple matter to undergo.  So, be kind to yourself and to others.  Direct your compassion and unconditional love to self and as your bodies fill with these heavenly energies, the energy will overflow to those who are around you, bringing blessings and healings to all.



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Photo Credits:  from Princess Place Preserve and Washington Oaks Gardens State Park, Flagler County, Florida, photos by Eliza Ayres

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A representation of Lady Sundeelia Kumara VaCoupe Mathdis. My complexion is darker, my violet-blue eyes larger, knee-length wavy dark brown hair

Sundeelia: Matetation in the Pleiades and Beyond

Note to Readers: You can regard this article as a story. It is a part of my story as I was mated (married) a year ago in Earth time. And about a month ago, my mate (husband) and I celebrated the birth of two beautiful twin boys, Raimundo and Adario Mathdis. This is a story of two soul mates, whose lives have been intertwined in loving oneness through the ages… in service to our people and to our own soul evolution. One of my readers wanted me to write about a matetation (marriage ceremony) and I finally remembered that I had written this essay over a year ago. This is only one example of a mating (marriage) ceremony. Customs do vary from Isle to Isle and culture to culture in the Pleiades, even as they do on Terra. Yet, since my Light lineage extends from Sirius, the Pleiades, and Venus, you can see this particular ceremony representative for those who come from highly evolved Families of Light.

Now, let Sundeelia tell her story in her own words:

Although I generally consider myself a Pleiadian, by birth I am a blended being, half Venusian and half Pleiadian.  While I was born on Venus, at age three I was fostered in the Pleiades on the Isle of Medina by my father’s Family, the VaCoupes.  I was in the Pleiades to begin my schooling and prepare for my career in the Command. Today, I am about to become the mate of a fine man for the first time in my three lives as a female. 

As is traditional in starting a ceremony, in both the Pleiades and Sirius, two men raise up conch shells and blow them to announce the beginning of the ceremony.

The ceremony is being held in one of the huge audience chambers.  It is part of the ancient palace of the Kumaras.  In the Sirian tradition, there is of gold inlay and leaf on the walls, along with colorful murals of ancient events.  Crystal chandeliers catch the light, magnifying the glittering array of costumes and uniforms in the seated crowd.  There are members of my Venusian Kumaran Family, Sirian Family, and several serving members of our Family from the Galactic Federation of Light (Pleiadian/Sirian/Ashtarian). 

It is difficult to convey just how large my extended families are… with several generations of beautiful lighted individuals present.  Included (short list) are Pleiadians: Lord Adrigon VaCoupe, Commander Arronn VaCoupe, Commander Thymious, members of my former Line Communications team, Lord Jychondria and his mate, Joveena Diaz VaCoupe, Feline Lord and Commander Lyonell of the Suriya System/Outer Pleiades; Ashtarians: Lord and Commander Benjamin Diaz, Commander Strabo Diaz, Research and Development, Elexa/Isle of Medina; Sirians, Commander Kavioush, Lord Krishna (Ginger Gia), Lord Chananda Gia, Lady Isis, Lady Kristeya Gia.  Of course, there are many others, but too many to name all…

There are several gods and goddesses present some in Light Body, archangels, including my Higher Self, Lady Hope and her Divine Complement.  My own Twin Flame, Tomás Monteras of Morova, is included in the crowd and seated near Eagle Commander Jychondria.  My Eagle escort are lined up near the end of the chamber and include: Feline Eagles Milo and Loki; BerWarian Eagle Gareth Vanderis Dino; Ashtarian Eagle Felipe Diaz; Eagle Paul Dominguez from Alfaedus; Eagle Garry Onterus and Eagle Earl Antares from Serana. Due to a recent incident, I am required to be attended by an escort of Eagles everywhere while I am on Venus.

With four little girls in white dresses preceding me, I am escorted up the aisle by my former co-worker and cousin Commander Bashar Kadish and come to a halt at the foot of a dais where Lady Venus and Father Zadkiel are standing one step up.  From the side, I am joined by my tall, dark-haired, blue-eyed handsome betrothed, Lord and Commander Aiden Mathdis, Lord of Jolf.  Lord Aiden is wearing his silvery white dress uniform, with a turquoise sash wrapped around his slender waist, signifying the color of his House.  Upon his breast is a large medallion denoting his inherited lordship of the township of Jolf.  His long dark hair is gathered up into five braids, held together by an intricate Morovian beaded hair ring.  Over his uniform, he is wearing a light silk robe in the nomadic Medinian style, cut loosely with flowing sleeves.  On his strong wrists are several beaded Morovian bracelets, gifts from my Grandmother, Lady Chokama. 

As I stand there beside my new mate, I am wearing a dress cut in the Maian style, with a fitted bodice and high waist (similar to an Empire dress from Napoleonic France).  The bodice is embroidered and decorated with seed pearls.  The dress is a light apple green silk, softly gathered at the high waist with a longer hem in the back.  On my feet are soft sandals.  My knee-length wavy chocolate brown hair is braided and wrapped in an intricate bun, held together by diamond hair pins given to me from Lord Chananda Gia.  A light silver circlet wrapped with tiny white roses is upon my head and I am holding a simple bouquet made of white amaryllis lilies and violet lilac. The light pastel colors are a vivid contrast to my medium dark complexion, violet-blue eyes naturally lined with darker violet.  I am also wearing dangling earrings made from silver and Maian seed pearls, a gift from my new mate.

Above, on the main portion of the dais stands the tall, beautiful and statuesque Lady Amethyst dressed in Her elegant embroidered violet silk Priestess robes, with a glistening white damask silk gown beneath.  The Lady, who reigns as the High Priestess of Terra and is the Divine Complement of my Father Lord Zadkiel, is going to present the prayers and blessings.  She stands in front of a large beautiful intricately carved crystalline altar filled today with bouquets of white roses and lilies.  There is music, harp and flute softly playing in the background, accompanied by a choir of young boy sopranos and altos.

Yes… The energies are so extremely high frequency from immensely concentrated Joy and Love for both you and Aiden. 💜💜💜

The soft fragrance from the white roses and lilies is quite lovely and represents your sacred union and the coming together of both sacred orders as ONE (the Order of the Lily and the Order of the Rose). Lady Amethyst is including something about this as She speaks of this and shares Her powerful blessing. 💜💜💜

The ceremony is completely telepathic except for the musical background.  The audience is quiet, listening closely to the long and beautiful blessings delivered by Lady Amethyst. Grasping the strong hands of Commander Aiden as we stand face to face at the foot of the dais, I feel the words and energies flowing over me like a silver river.  I close my eyes and see the glowing Presence of many unseen Beings, some of them souls with whom I have spent many lifetimes together as soul mates.  Some are the souls of potential children of Aiden and I. Others are visitors from Arcturus, who are not quite ready to reincarnate, including my beloved former mother, Lady Katrina Morena-Brown Kantor.  She was my mother when I was incarnated as Raphael DeAires Kantor.  Her presence is marked by glowing golden light, her beautiful thick wavy golden hair, and golden tan complexion.  I am touched to feel and see her presence here today. 

I open my large eyes and look into Lord Aiden’s deep blue eyes.  He smiles, sensing my nervousness and gives my hand a squeeze.  He is older than I, some 200 years in age to my 32 years (young for an Angelic Pleiadian) and will be my first mate as a female, even though this is my third female incarnation.  The first two lives were spent completely dedicated to performing shamanic work in healing the Pleiadian isles after the war and other tasks assigned me by my Morovian mentor and Grandmother, Lady Chokama, Morovian Goddess of Life and Ancient of Days.

I can feel the radiation of Lord Aiden’s heart flame echoed within my breast.  Apparently, this great lord and commander fell in love with me on the very day I first entered the Line Communications Station abroad the Pleiadian flagship, The White Winds. Lord Aiden felt a quiver of soul recognition as he first saw me standing there dressed in my new uniform and long cadet cloak, as I was escorted into the station by my VaCoupe cousin, Lord Jychondria VaCoupe. I gave Lord Aiden a very precise salute as he was introduced to me as my new (and first) commanding officer.  Lord Aiden was then the 2nd Level Commander in charge of the Line Communications Department and I was a new technician straight off the Medinian University Ship.  We worked together along with the rest of our teams for over a decade.  It was only very recently that a long-term understanding that I would mate one of my distant cousins fell apart and suddenly my future was no longer claimed.  When Lord Aiden found out the news, he suddenly began to hope there existed a possibility that we might share a life together after all.  Within two weeks of whirlwind negotiations between my Uncle Adrigon (as Head of the VaCoupe Family), my parents, and some input from me, Lord Aiden made the arrangements to formalize a new betrothal contract with me.  And today, that pledge is coming to fruition as we stand together, in a very big room filled with quite a few amazing people.

After the blessings are received and the intense high frequency energies descend upon the room, Aiden and I repeat our vows, taking turns:

Aiden holds his hand up to his chest and then holds this hand out to me; I touch his hand and hold it to my chest and repeat the gesture.  This symbolizes the sharing of our heart energies as we join together as One, in the sacred union of man and woman.  Then he recites his joy to be sharing this moment with me, a moment that he has imagined in his great heart for many years.  In his deep baritone he declares: “My beloved Sundeelia, long have I awaited these moments where I can freely look you into your beautiful violet-blue eyes and declare, “I AM yours and you are mine!  I have watched you grow in confidence and skill as we worked together, never daring to step outside our professional relationship… and yet, by some miracle, we now stand here together, in front of family, kin, and friends, about to become life-long mates.  My greatest dreams are coming true and I anticipate spending time with you through all the blessed and joy-filled days ahead, with the golden ships, and our beloved crowd of children.  Oh, my dearest Love, let me proclaim to the Heavens, my soulful devotion to our love and life together.”

Then he gently lifted one of my hands to his lips and kissed it, while gazing deep into my eyes.  This man, with whom I have worked for over a decade, is revealing more of his true sensitive nature than I could have ever guessed.  A dam of propriety has been swept away and now we are being joined together in the eyes and sight of the gathered audience.  He is willing to completely and fully open his great heart and I take a deep breath and return the radiant heart energies until they completely fill up my chest.  I feel I am becoming Light, dancing on the high frequency of the grand room, no longer a physical creature but one of Light and Love, soaring on a cloud of tender and intimate emotion and consciousness.  For a breathless moment, it seems as if our very molecules, cells, sinew and muscles have blended into one another and then, just as quickly, we again stand facing and gazing into each other’s eyes with great tenderness.

Again, I smile, discerning the sweet vulnerability of my love standing before me, baring his beautiful soul to me as our energetic light bodies combine.  He steps closer and bends over lightly kissing me on the forehead.  As he is much taller than me, I reach out and touch him affectionately on the nose. [Dear Readers: Pleiadians do not kiss each other on the lips].  Together, we exchange vows of fidelity, devotion, and mutual respect.  At the end of our vows, Lord Aiden gathers me up in a hug, as a few people in the audience give audible cheers (Commander Strabo Diaz and my Eagles!).  We laugh and turn towards the first step leading to the dais as Lord Zadkiel and Lady Venus approach and give us their blessings.  Lord Adrigon then gives a blessing on behalf of Lord Aiden (his parents are deceased; Lord Adrigon is Aiden’s overlord on the Isle of Medina).  Then, Lady Amethyst instructs us to turn to the audience as She announces: “May I present Lord Aiden and Lady Sundeelia Mathdis!  May your days together be long, happy, and fruitful!”

More cheers ring out as we walk up the aisle to the grand exit of the audience room.  We are walking hand in hand, me with a permanent blush on my face, and Aiden with a wonderful radiant smile.

The next portion of this ceremony is the reception.  My older ‘nephew’ Lord Rananda Kumara has claimed my hand for the first dance, but first I must eat some of those delectables I see arrayed on long heavy carved wooden tables, piled up with fruits, smoothies, fruit puddings, cold/hot drinks, light crackers and tiny cookies, light soups and heavier fare for the Sirians and Felines present, fish/shrimp, vegetables and bowls of fluffy rice and lightly steamed grains.  The hours go by lightened by conversation, dancing, and good company in this joy-filled gathering, my first ever matetation as a woman.

At the end of a long day, we will be flown to the Isle of Pla, a moon of Venus, to spend a couple of weeks relaxing on the beach.  After the honeymoon, the two of us will be transferring back to the Isle of Medina to live in Jolf, a town I loved long ago as Raphael.  Aiden is being promoted to Head Commander, Special Projects, and I am being promoted to 2nd Level Commander, Consultant, Special Projects.  It is our mutual intent to re-start the Starship Project (see Remembrances) this time backed up by Lord Adrigon VaCoupe in his capacity as Lord of the Pleiades and Supreme Top Commander of the Pleiadian Fleets. 

Lord Aiden and I will reside in Jolf, a beautiful little town filled with amazing towers, 18 chapels, and abundant flowers.  Besides our continuing work for the Command, we will pursue our mutual interests of gardening, cooking, and enjoying the company of good friends and visitors.  It is our intention to bring several children into the world.  It is a new and very different life I enter now, my beloved Family and I do so with an open and joy-filled heart knowing that I have been united with a man who I respect and honor.  He is an intelligent, sensitive, intuitive man, different than I was as Raphael, but very compatible with the present “me”.  I am very pleased and happy that everything has worked out for both of us in Divine order.

I AM Sundeelia Kumara VaCoupe Mathdis, Lady of Jolf, Lady of Light

Arianna: Thank you dear Sister for sharing your exquisite love-filled ceremony! I could easily add to your lists of family and friends in attendance. Yet instead, I share that this ceremony ushers in new beginnings within this great Quadrant of Eden. 💜 Due the importance of the symbology of the great House from the Pleiades, the Sirian Nation, the Isle of Ashtar and the Isle of Love, Venus joining as ONE, this grand ceremony was broadcast throughout the entire Command and instantaneously back to all isles of the Star Nations listed above. I have awareness that those in Jolf and all isles joined their hearts in cheers with all blessed to be present.

Sunny:  I’m sure the whole population of little Jolf stuffed themselves into the council chambers so they might view the ceremony on the giant comm screen there… It’s a big room where once Commander Raphael VaCoupe stood after landing a little golden ship in the town square outside.  We will have a town-wide celebration and reception when Lord Aiden and I return to dear little Jolf, a town that truly captured my heart thousands of years ago.  And now, I have captured the loving heart of its handsome lord, my new mate, Aiden Mathdis.

With our arrival in Jolf, I will have come full circle in at least a part of this great soul journey.  I will be back in a town that I love, with a man whom I respect, honor and now am free to love.  I am back to live on the medium-sized isle with the giant yellow diamond Heart Star, the ancient Feline Founder outpost and a rumor of sentient crystalline golden ships in the winds that blow off the freshwater seas…

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Tazjma & Sundeelia: On Religion as a Tool of the Dark

Quan Yin, Goddess of Mercy

Tazjma & Sundeelia: On Religion as a Tool of the Dark

Note to Readers:  This piece was originally written by Tazjma in 2013 or so and has been added onto by me.  Soon, revelations will be coming to the masses of humanity that support my own intuitive understandings of how humanity has been lied to by the leaders of religion for thousands of years for no matter what religion we are talking about, they have all been infiltrated by the Dark to one degree or another…

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Oh, what kind of can of worms am I opening now? I realize that much of what I write is potentially upsetting to those who have found solace in the teachings of their religion. I’m not going to apologize, however, as some of the leaders of those religions have used those same teachings as weapons against peoples of other cultures, religions and races, as well as against women and children.

When the Sons of Belial succeeded in overcoming the followers of the Law of One in Atlantis, the continent sank beneath the waves of the Atlantic Ocean. Quite a judgment, and yet, everyone concerned managed to reincarnate and continue on with their little dramas for at least the last eleven to thirteen centuries. And there were survivors of both Atlantis and Lemuria, colonists who moved out to other parts of the world, taking their cultures with them and then intermarrying with the indigenous populations.

We see similar threads of light woven through the teachings of all the world’s major religions. It is these seeds of light that attract the unconscious light workers to those religions. Or perhaps one has chosen to embody into a family and culture that is deeply immersed within the traditions and conditioning of a particular religion.

I was born into a Christian family. We went to church when I was young. When I reached middle school, my mother gave me the option of deciding whether or not I wanted to continue going to church. I chose not to… for the simple reason that I was uncomfortable with some of what I was hearing. And as a young child, I couldn’t understand why a Sunday school teacher would insist on my learning to recite the books of the Bible. If I wanted to look something up in the bible, I would open it up and read for myself. For a while, my mother and I attended the adult services and then I decided to forgo attendance altogether when our favorite minister retired and the tone of the church abruptly changed towards high church.

The images that the new minister painted of hell and damnation for those souls who were outside of our religion didn’t sit too well with me. What a precocious youngster I was without realizing it. It didn’t help that the new minister’s son tried to drown me in the river when we were on a church camping trip, although no one believed me. I remember the unexpected depth of the river as I was pushed off my air mattress and into the cold water. The river was over 20 feet deep at that spot; I could have drowned, but instead I was angry. I held in my anger, but soon afterward decided to leave the church, because of one stupid young boy… or so it seemed.

What I discovered through the years with my meandering around, in and out of many different spiritual groups and even a few New Age churches, is that most people attracted to such a life style are ones who feel comfortable living within a system. They feel comfortable giving up their power and being guided by others on how to think and manage their lives. They allow themselves to be defined by that system and they become conditioned to see other people as being different and usually “less than” themselves. Puffed up by spiritual pride, they begin to look down on others as being at best misguided and at worst, as being doomed to hell fire and damnation.

{Mind you, you can substitute “politics” or a few other words instead of “religion” and encounter the same narrow-minded prejudices among illiterate, shallow-thinking, numbed-out and dumbed down people.}

Damned if I could never understand that phrase, hell and damnation. Those poor souls (IMHO) who were born into the Catholic religion got to hear from nun and priest alike that if they didn’t do what the adult standing before them demanded then they would forever suffer… blah, blah, blah. And it has been this same misuse of power that allowed for the abuse of children to occur. An air of superiority, spiritual piety and power over the flock (sheeple) has led to some horrific crimes done in the name of God. Whether the tenets of the church was used against so-called pagans, indigenous peoples, women (witch-hunts), children (sexual, emotional and physical abuse) or against people of other faiths, the Roman church has been a focus of great evil in the world.  In recent years, evidence has been unearthed to prove the Roman Catholic Church, the Mormon Church and others have been active participants in child abuse and even sacrifice.  Just look at the design of the new audience hall at the Vatican.

The Church has also been the focus of great good, but usually the church leaders have used it against those who stood outside the faith and those who were the weakest, whether it be the local herb woman or an indigenous tribe or children. Many have been mistreated, tortured and killed unfairly because they were different or because it was politically expedient to get rid of those who defied the church and its prejudicial laws.

As one who was a druid in several lifetimes, I personally experienced the hatred directed to those who embodied the teachings of the ancient Goddess religion, the Law of One, which passed down through the centuries in the misty corners of the British Isles. The reincarnated Sons of Belial and their hate-filled masters, 4th dimensional dark lords, hated anything to do with the old goddess religion so they sought out and destroyed all remnants of it (to the best of their ability) in Europe. The old war, started in Atlantis, then carried to Lemuria, was on again and the dark ones were carrying the power stick this time as the Kali Yuga (dark cycle) was in full swing.

The video below addresses some of the Pleiadian (I would add the Venusian and Arcturian influences, as well) influence on the ‘Christian’ Church:

I actually encountered much of the same tactics of divide and conquer being used within a so-called New Age church. Its followers were encouraged to see those outside the church’s teachings as less than enlightened. They were told that they were the Chosen Ones. It was the same “us” against “them” scenario that had worked so successfully in keeping whole communities, families and in some cases, countries at each other’s throats.

Why would someone hate with such ferocity the practitioners of another religion when the god of their own, the only Son of God, was allegedly a being of great love and wisdom? Frankly, it is due to the lower vibrational beings recognizing something that was a threat to their very existence… the Truth.

Truth exists in many forms. What is truth to one person may not be truth to another. Yet, to force your truth on to another person or an entire continent, such as was done in Mexico, Central and South America, is to commit violence against the inner divinity of that person or persons.

So, the Roman Catholic Church has committed great sins against humanity, all in the name of spreading the Word of God. And witness what is being done in the Middle East, today, in the name of God and religion… women killed for not following restrictive rules or for refusing to marry at twelve years of age, or for wanting an education and the opportunity to make a living outside of traditional expectations and so on. Freedom is a threat to those who want to continue to control the masses and so they seek to destroy those who step forward and risk all to free their people from prejudice and darkness of spirit.

Tell me, dear ones, how can you save someone as you are roasting their body in a fire, after hours of torture?

I admit that the Church has not been the only culprit, but has been one of the most outstanding ones. Still, violence has been committed against people in the name of many religions for centuries. Why? Because it is an effective tool in keeping people separated from each other and ultimately from God.

How so, you might ask? Well, if people hold hatred within their hearts towards others, the Universal Law of Reflection, turns that hatred, also, inward to the one sending it forth. And the dark lords know the laws well and so intentionally use them against an ignorant and fearful people that they have cowed into obedience. And in feeling the self-hatred, the self-loathing is projected outward even more, until the one sending it forth has become a very effective tool in the hands of the dark lords, all the while incurring a great deal of karma for doing so. Thus, control is assured for lifetimes as the individual attempts to work it out only to be ensnared again when they cannot break free of their bonds through their own effort.

This kind of behavior continues world-wide. In some countries where politics and the worship of celebrities have become the new religion, there are still attacks made on those who are different, don’t fit in, are of other cultures, poor, mentally or physically disabled and so on.

I stepped away from my Christian heritage years ago. After reading a huge tome on the origins of Christianity I began to realize that it was a fabricated religion that has been manipulated and adapted to suit the motives and plans of those who hold the true power within its secret interior. So cowed were the heads of countries, kings and emperors that they dreaded the threat of ex-communication… that is, unless they had the audacity to create and install their own pope, such as happened in the early years of the Renaissance in France. For a short time, there were two popes, which must have been confusing to the most literate of the population, primarily church-taught scholars.

It was events such as this that have convinced me that the church, while outwardly appears to be a light upon the dark world, is merely a tool used by skilled politicians and manipulators behind the scenes to keep humanity at each other’s throats. Divide and conquer has long been the way the masses of humanity have been kept in check and it is have been very effective, at least up until now… with the dawning of the Satya Yuga, the new golden age.

Even within the ancient and venerated religions of the East, there remains fear and its dark child, hatred, directed against those who are of other faiths or castes within their own countries. Fortunately, many great saints and yogis have been born into these ancient religions and have brought forth fresh insights on the universality of all truth. The teachings of these masters have been carried into the West and have brought comfort to those who were confused by the contradictory teachings and politics of the western religion, Christianity, in all its various guises.

The seeds of light planted by the masters in ancient times have blossomed and become leafy threads weaving their light throughout humanity. The time has come now when we need to leave off the old conditioning and built-in limitations of whatever faith we have been born into and come to recognize that humanity is one collective consciousness.

We may look different on the surface, but within our veins runs the same kind of blood. Our lungs breathe the same air and we share the same planet, our Mother who has graciously provided us with a foundation upon which we can learn about physical life. And see how we have treated her!

If I hold to any form of spirituality, it is the Law of the One, where all life is of divine essence. I regard Father-Mother God as my true parents and inner guides. I have met them within dreams and on inner planes. And their emissaries, in the guise of light beings and angels, are the ones who are my immediate teachers and mentors.

If you are one who feels upset at reading these words, it is time to do a little soul-searching. Why are you upset at one who thinks differently than you do? What is stirred up within as a result? Do you want to strike back at me by writing a rude comment on my blog (which will be promptly spammed and deleted!) or is it because you are now feeling an upwelling of self-doubt, self-hatred, and confusion and even shame…?

I do not expect anyone to feel as I do or to think as I do, but I would hope that mature human beings can accept that diversity is much more desirable than homogeneity. There is much beauty in having more than one religion, culture or set of traditions upon this planet than only one… And there is greater beauty in allowing people to live free of all outside abuse, control and manipulations.

I refuse to linger in the shadows out of fear for my life any longer. The days have long passed when the Church could seize my person and drag me bodily into a dungeon to be tortured by the Inquisition. I can speak out and though many may disagree with my words, I think they will be glad that I have the freedom and courage to write and speak them.

So, in sharing this piece, I am purging myself of the shame and self-hatred created when I became a victim (many times) of the fires of prejudice and the misuse of power under the guise of a patently destructive religion.

The saints and masters who gave the teachings that were later consolidated into various religious beliefs and practices never meant for people to be bound within cages of prejudice and hatred. They wanted to free mankind from darkness and so they have continued to reincarnate among us to lead us into the Light. Far from desiring to be idolized and worshiped, these beloved beings wish for all humanity to realize their own innate divinity.

Light (Divine Intelligence) and Love are completely neutral. They are the underlying foundation of us all, energy and frequency. We are truly one being, throughout Creation, even if some of us do not or do not want to realize this yet. The time will come when all humanity wakes up and becomes a part of the mass ascension of GAIA. That time is not yet and so we must exercise some patience. The cycles of planetary bodies are much longer than the current life spans of Earth humans.

Patience, tolerance, courage and love for oneself and each other will carry us far, together, into the light of the new dawn.

I AM Sundeelia.

Another article that supports my opinion below:


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Sundeelia:  How is Karma Balanced?

“People get into a heavy-duty sin and guilt trip, feeling that if things are going wrong, that means that they did something bad and they are being punished. That’s not the idea at all. The idea of karma is that you continually get the teachings that you need to open your heart. To the degree that you didn’t understand in the past how to stop protecting your soft spot, how to stop armoring your heart, you’re given this gift of teachings in the form of your life, to give you everything you need to open further.”  Pene Chodron, Buddhist Master

Here is another suggested topic based on what I have shared about what I remember from a couple of past lives:

Chris:  I think I might be correct in assuming that you incurred in negative karma with your own self by sacrificing yourself for others, due to the Universe mandate that we have to care for our welfare first. So, in this case you were putting others’ welfare above yours and this created karma. So, my first question is, how did it balance out with you healing from trauma caused *by others* as opposed to by your own self again?

If and when you read the books that I hope to publish this year or next, the answer above would be answered. Still, I will attempt to convey what I have learned about myself through the process of writing out these stories of a man called Raphael DeAires Kantor.

Karma can be positive or negative.  Nevertheless, it is simply energy and depending on our choices, we incur karmic imbalances throughout the course of any lifetime.  When I chose to reincarnate upon a tribal isle in the midst of a galactic war, I put myself into the midst of potential danger.  My family was nomadic and traveled upon the deserts of Morova, one of the Isles of the Pleiades.  We were attacked in the night by raiders looking for young slaves.  My parents and older extended family members (cousins, aunts, and uncles) were all killed.  There were three small enemy ships involved in the raid.  Since I knew how to telegraph an ancient battle language via telepathy, I was able to contact someone who was listening to the ethers, who contacted men who could aid in freeing me and my young relatives (a sister and two boy cousins) from the slavers.  Yet, due to the disturbance in my life, I grew angry and resentful when I found myself stuck in a boarding school with complete strangers unable to travel upon the vast reaches of the desert with my family. 

Yes, it would appear that I experienced trauma due to the ‘actions of others’ but those others were acting as a mirror for me. During the course of that very short life, I was rebellious, willful, angry, and stubborn.  I wasn’t focused on being of service.  Perhaps I just didn’t have the time allowed to come into balance in that life, but it was a time when my home world was under frequent attack by men who came from the sky with evil intent to disrupt our lives.

“The word “karma” means “action,” not “fate.” In Buddhism, karma is an energy created by willful action, through thoughts, words and deeds. We are all creating karma every minute, and the karma we create affects us every minute. It is common to think of “my karma” as something you did in your last life that seals your fate in this life, but this is not Buddhist understanding. Karma is an action, not a result. The future is not set in stone. You can change the course of your life right now by changing your volitional (intentional) acts and self-destructive patterns.”

With this quote in mind, it is clear to me now had I not run away twice from adults who were attempting to keep me safe, I might not have died so young.  The impulsive urges within compelled me to place myself in danger, truly a self-destructive pattern. 

In my next life, I was determined to change my ways, but again I was plunged into circumstances that were beyond my control at least initially. Yet, what I was eventually to arrive at was a self-acceptance of my own gifts, my own inner being that was unsullied by some of the harshest treatment given to a child short of killing it. 

As an adult, I had to learn to utilize and to accept the powerful gifts I had unwittingly honed during my captivity, as I strived to simply survive in the midst of tremendous and nearly overpowering darkness and threat against my very existence.  I wanted to live and so I armored myself with Light, creating a nearly impenetrable energetic barrier that prevented my being overcome by the darkness.  In the end, as an adult, due to my earlier suffering and trauma, I knew the heart of darkness.  I could decipher and detect a whiff of darkness in the heart of any man or woman who stood before me.  I knew the darkness for the deceiver it was and I was not afraid to confront it, within others, but most especially within myself.  I chose to take responsibility and actively and consciously worked to root out my own self-doubt, my anger and resentment, my rage at being used by others, including members of my own family, blood and adopted.  I learned valuable lessons of self-acceptance and self-knowledge, admitting that some of my earlier decisions and choices may not have appeared wise or safe, but the consequences of these choices and my willingness to expose my inner doubts and fears, allowed me to become an authentic human being.

So, yes, I had been traumatized.  I had been used, but in the end, I used the power of the Light within to resolve and dissolve my fear, my self-doubt, and to determine my future despite having been victimized in the past.  I learned how my own choices led to others becoming the instruments of fate to bring my self-awareness into full consciousness, so I was no longer reacting and projecting my fear, doubt, and self-hatred out upon others.  I learned how to use my inner light to expose all (or certainly much) of the darkness or shadow that was within my unconscious mind.  As the darkness within was exposed to the Light (information) of my intent and focus, it dissolved and freed up the part of me (the traumatized child) so it might be incorporated into the adult self, the self-aware Self.  I recognized what I had done to myself through my choices and how others acted as instruments of Fate that allowed me to make yet another choice:  Do I remain in darkness and fear, hiding from the Light?  Do I resist the Light and seek to project my fear and blame on others?  Do I continue to wallow in victim consciousness or do I step up, expose my own inner shadow, do the work, and reclaim my own power?  Do I learn from my mistakes?  Do I take the realization that I have arrived at regarding certain occurrences or choices I have made in this life or another and see what I could have done differently?  Have I gained wisdom through my suffering and thereby chose to move beyond it?  Or do I continue to deny, resist, act out, blame/shame others and act the victim?

Violet Flame Sword of Transmutation and Freedom

I chose to expose my own inner fears, my inner shadow, to take responsibility for my own healing.  I accepted that while my earlier choices had drawn me into painful experiences, I learned from these experiences and emerged stronger.  Perhaps it took me years to arrive at a sense of inner balance and self-acceptance, but the work it took to reach that feeling of inner peace was worth all of the pain.

And due to my own experiences, I learned much about the nature of the inner man, the lengths that men will go to avoid self-reflection and self-examination for fear that they will be cast out if they show who they truly are inside.  Yet, this fear of Self is a chimera, a paper tiger, powerless to destroy you unless you allow it to do so.  Are you a victim of your own fear of the unknown parts of your very being?  Do you believe what others tell you rather than rely on your own inner guidance?  Are you so unsure of your inner innate intelligence (Light) that you continually choose to run away from it?  Or are you like me, willing to dive into the inner turmoil and see it dissolve, fade, disappear as the Light exposes what is truly there within you… a powerful, creative Light Being of limitless potential.  It is a choice.  Ultimately, it is your choice.  Expose the darkness within or continue to be fearful of the dark, both within your own being and outside of you.  It is one and the same, a lack of information… that is all that darkness is, a simple lack of information.  In terms of your own inner shadow, it is those areas of your self that you have been unwilling to examine, to investigate, to expose.  Who are you really?  Who am I?    

I consciously chose the path of achieving self-knowledge and self-awareness.  No, I wasn’t perfect… I am still not perfect but I am determined to gain as much self-awareness as is possible during one singular life time and to use that self-knowledge for the benefit of others, for my family and my people.  This quest of mine is worth a little pain and discomfort.  It is certainly worth my effort, focus, and intent, for in freeing myself of inner darkness, I shine more Light into the world, into my own life, and into the lives of others.  I have become a conscious Light-bearer, holding my torch of self-acceptance, inner wisdom up in the face of the darkness that has threatened to dominate this world.  I am not afraid for I have seen the true face of the darkness and it is nothing before the Light, Source creative energy that is naturally intelligent. 

Choose to shine your Light out upon the world, but understand that in doing so you will aggravate both the shadow within yourself and the shadow without, that resides in ‘other’.  Do not fear the shadow, for when you raise up your Light… when you turn up the light switch, the darkness will dissolve, disappear, for it has no power unless you willingly consciously or unconsciously give your power to it.  Once you resolve to take back that power, the dark will never, ever be able to hold sway over your Light.  It is powerless to do so as it is an illusion, unreal, without the ability to create.  It steals your power (through making you fearful) to make itself powerful.  Remove its ability to control, to dominate, to lie to you, to place yourself under a misapprehension of the truth.  Gaining self-knowledge, self-awareness, and a connection to your own inner wisdom will grant you the necessary courage and endurance to overcome any obstacle that comes your way… if done with humility, and acceptance of Grace.

You do not become a powerful Light Being to lord it over others.  You become a powerful Light Being to serve others and in doing so, you serve yourself, your future, and the future of humanity and all Life.  You do the work of the Creator for it has granted you courage, intelligence, hands, and a heart to do the work of self-evolution, as an example for all who come into contact with your Presence.

Go in Peace.  Shine your Light, your true light that has become evident to yourself as you do the work to excavate and dissolve the shadow material from within your own being.

I AM Sundeelia.

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Sadhguru explains Karma: Good Karma, Bad Karma –

Below, Kelly K offers her perspective:

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Sundeelia:  Shamans in the Pleiades

Here’s another suggestion for a topic coming from a reader:

Sharon: You made an interesting comment towards the end (https://wordpress.com/post/sunnysjournal.com/12480) that you would rather be a shaman than a priestess. I know about shaman here on Terra but I would like to hear from you about shaman in the Pleiades. What do they do there? To show you just how little we understand about your culture and society I was surprised to learn that there are shaman in the Pleiades. I am hoping that you will want to write an article on this topic. Thanks again!

I suppose from an Earth perspective… or at least from a modern ‘Western’ perspective, shamanism is regarded as very primitive and questionable spiritual practice.  The image of the tribal witch doctor chanting while holding some sort of branch, plant or object above his subject dominates the Western idea of what constitutes a shaman.  This is, as most notions of shamanism here and elsewhere, far from encompassing the truth about what duties the shaman is meant to perform.

Again, this is not a subject that I am an authority on.  I am writing from impressions obtained from afar, as only a small percentage of my consciousness resides here on Earth in my present ‘borrowed’ physical vehicle. Still I will do my best to give a short introduction to shamanism as it is practiced in the Pleiades.  In short, I am not here to practice shamanism.

Firstly, Pleiadian shamans work with the elementals, non-physical beings of the air, earth, fire, and water.  There is, of course, yet another element which is called ‘ether’ or ‘aether’ which consists of the unseen binding forces which unites all physical life and manifestations. 

In the Pleiades, there is one person who is the Teacher of all shamans, the Lady Chokama, regarded by the people of the tribal Isle of Morova to be the Goddess of Life.  As to how that relates to the shaman of North America, the being called White Buffalo Woman is one of the Daughters of Lady Chokama, sent to Earth long ago to work with the indigenous tribes.  Yes, the Pleiadians have long worked with the generations of Earth humans as many are our cousins, descendants of tribal people (black hair, reddish-brown complexions) who came to Earth during the time of Lemuria and later still, settled in Northern Europe, the blonde or red-haired/blue-eyed ‘Aryan’ stock of Germany, Scandinavian countries, Great Britain, France, and so on.

Although I have not yet written about these lifetimes, I have a faint memory of spending at least three lifetimes as a shaman in the Pleiades.  In the first life, I was still a male, known as Twelfth Owl.  I was born into the Morovian family of Lady Chokama and knew her as ‘Grandmother’, a title by which I still address Her.  Lady Chokama is an Ancient of Days and has outlived generations of Pleiadians.

In appearance, Lady Chokama probably would surprise one.  She is tiny in build, delicate, with the black hair of the Morovian people caught up into many braids, decorated with beads of different sizes and feathers.  She typically wears a simple cotton or linen gown, open at the sides for ease of walking, under which she has leggings and soft boots.  While she is small in stature, the power of the woman is vast and can be felt by those who are sensitive.  Her eyes are a dark blue and can pierce one’s soul with a brief glance.  Her complexion is the same rich reddish-brown of Her Morovian tribal people.  She often lives in a tent as She wishes to be at all times close to the earth and other elementals.  Despite her seemingly exotic appearance, Lady Chokama is highly regarded by the rulers and people of the Pleiades.  She often attends Councils and travels frequently via star ships throughout the vast regions of the Federation.  As she travels, she will also stop at the various spiritually-oriented schools and universities looking for potential students, as She teaches all the shamans in the Pleiades.

Now, what does a Shaman do in the Pleiades?  The particular focus of the individual shaman would depend on their innate gifts and abilities with which they were born into any one lifetime.  When I was Raphael DeAires Kantor, I first came to the notice of Lady Chokama when I connected with Alcyone during a meditation.  If you know what Alcyone is, a huge star that is the largest star within the Pleiadian cluster consisting of at least 500 stars, you will begin to understand what a feat that would be considered.  Yet, I was an untrained 14-year-old boy, just freed from a decade of slavery and abuse… Still, Lady Chokama would have been delighted to take me on as one of her students so she could train or rather direct my talents into specific ways.  Still, it was not to be in that lifetime, so Lady Chokama and I were compelled to wait; my talents as an intuitive tactician and visionary came under demand by the Pleiadian Command as at the time we were deeply engrossed in defending our people from a series of attacks coming from a dangerous and extremely aggressive enemy. 

Well after the end of the Pleiadian phase of the Orion Wars (aka ‘Star Wars’) when next I incarnated, I chose to be born into a Morovian family.  Pleiadian children come into any one family through a conscious effort between the potential parents and the soul of the child.  Pleiadians regard motherhood as a career, a sacred calling, and all children are cherished.  It wasn’t always so, but that was due to inference by enemy agents who infiltrated some of the tribal families and even aristocratic families on some of the Isles during the course of the Orion Wars, which went on for over 500 years Pleiadian ‘time’.

After the wars were finished in the Pleiades, my particular talents as a warrior or commander were no longer needed and I could use other innate abilities, one of which was the ability to speak or communicate telepathically with crystals and other elementals, but primarily crystals. 

In the Pleiades, we utilize crystal technology to run our ships.  The crystals act as huge storage devices, with all information garnered downloaded into huge mother crystals that also serve to store solar energy coming from our suns.  The solar energy is then used to propel our ships, great and small, through space, whether between our Isles or by making great jumps from one star system to another.  The Earth may be 440 light years from the primary stars of the Pleiadian Federation, but our ships can span the distance in a couple of hours.

So, back to shamans.  The primary function of a Shaman in the Pleiades would be to work as an intermediary between the consciousness of the elemental world and the human collective of any one isle (planet).  Universally, Pleiadians now have an awareness that all physical manifestation contains its own innate intelligence.  This means that every crystal, plant, stone, body of water, wind, animals, and humans, contain their own unique energetic signature, resonance or frequency.

We have in the Pleiades, beings who are known as humanoid elementals.  They are similar in appearance to what Tolkien imagined the hobbits, short, jolly, round-faced individuals with brown or blue eyes, dark hair.  Lady Chokama could be considered an embodied elemental, yet Her appearance is slightly different from other human elementals.  With Her great power, She is considered an Elohim, a goddess who commands the elements.

Lady Chokama trains her students and apprentices to work with the elementals.  There some shamans that work with other elements than the crystals, but I primarily was focused on crystals, perhaps due to some early training in another lifetime or two.  Crystals are used as physical record-keepers, on our ships, and in the great Temples.  During my lifetime as Raphael, I connected with several Mother Crystals, crystals of enormous dimensions, one being the crystal heart of the Isle of Medina, a huge yellow diamond.  Despite still being a commander in the Fleet, in that life, I took on the role of an untrained Crystal Master, able to activate a crystal and to teach it, receive and give downloads of information and so on.  I intuitively knew crystals were fully conscious and actively chose to consciously work with them well before many in our societies could even accept the concept that crystals were sentient Beings.

I continued this sort of work as Twelfth Owl and then through two female lifetimes, only my emphasis was on aligning the human consciousness of the indigenous inhabitants of any one Isle to that of its elemental kingdoms.  You see, in the Pleiades, the humans who live on a particular isle agree as a collective on the physical appearance of the inhabitants, humans, and animals, the climate, and focus of the inhabitants.  This collective agreement is done in cooperation with the elementals who then bring into manifestation what has been agreed upon.

There were also evolutionary changes that the shamans and priestesses of the Pleiades worked upon.  We wanted to create a human being that was stronger physically, more flexible and longer lived than Earth humans.  The level of consciousness of the human collective determines or can determine such things, eventually transforming the appearance and physical makeup and attributes of the human population.  So, we taught our people, depending on the focus of each individual Isle, how to go about consciously evolving form and function until our people, at the very least live 300 Earth years, and that is the conscious choice of the people living on that particular Isle, a small moon circling around the solar isle of Maia, another one of the great stars of the Pleiades.  Many Pleiadians, especially the physical Angelics, which are a part of my heritage, live for thousands of Earth years. 

One of my focuses as a Shaman was to assist the women of the Pleiades to evolve to the point where childbirth no longer was painful.  I lost a well-loved mate to a difficult childbirth.  The child survived, but the mother did not.  I also knew of several of my adopted and blood kin who had lost mothers or mates, sisters, or aunts during childbirth.  Over many centuries, hundreds of thousands of Earth years, with the assistance of our priests, priestesses and shamans, our women developed a manner of birthing unique to the Pleiades, one that is etheric rather than physical.  The mates, man and woman, meditate with the soul of the incoming child, for a period of six months to three years depending on the complexity of the child, and then work on the formation of the body and life plan of the child.  When the child is born, it emerges from the womb through the woman’s body in Light Body form, and within three days, the light body precipitates down into physical form, equivalent in appearance to a two or three-year-old Earth child.  These children are born fully conscious, remembering their relationships to the soul family into which they have been born. 

Many of my fellow shamans and priestesses, worked upon this great task through several hundreds of thousands of years, to evolve our physical forms to a high degree, each working on advising, teaching, and instructing our people on soul evolution through meditation, good works, and service for the good of the collective, which included the Isles upon which we lived and worked.  From an Earth perspective, I guess you could regard most Pleiadians as now being etheric beings, yet to our eyes and perceptions, we have physical forms that resonate at 5D and higher.  To those Earth humans with clairvoyance, we would appear as Light Beings.  To each other, we are quite physical, but far more conscious than the current consciousness level of Earth humans (3D/4D).  Naturally resonating at 5D and higher, most of the extrasensory perceptions (the Clairs, clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience, and so on) are quite common among our people.  We are all telepathic, although we do use on occasion our physical voices when communicating with other species of humans.  Some of us, especially our shamans can also communicate telepathically with other species, like our sentient dolphins and whales, and even plants, and crystals.

We are a people who work through love, harmony, peace, and abundance for all.  There are no privileged beings who lord over the common people on our worlds.  Those who are our lords and ladies have earned their titles and offices through soul evolution, not by an accident of birth or marriage.  We are also aware that humility and conscious alignment with Source energy is the nexus of our personal and collective power.  We gain our spiritual strength through our devotion to Life and to each other.

So, our shamans work with the elementals, with the Isles, and with the consciousness of our people.  We work, in effect, with the quantum levels of consciousness, the unseen, unfelt… at least by those who have not yet opened their inner eyes (pineal gland) and other non-physical senses.  We are quite aware that all physical and non-physical manifestations are sentient.  Our Isles have consciousness, our animals are sentient, our people are fully conscious… now.  It wasn’t always so, but we as a collective have concentrated on evolving and lifting up our collective consciousness as we knew that by doing so, we would free ourselves from ever again being subjected to attacks made by another low-frequency enemy force.  Our resonance, our determination and intent to become free and remain free, is what gave us the strength and focus to consciously evolve as a people.  And now, we assist other human collectives through the application of Love and Light energies. 

The above text was channeled, more or less.  It is certainly not a full explanation of the work done by shamans in the Pleiades.  Just know that the work of our shamans…is now well-accepted and honored among the Pleiadian people as it has brought benefits for all.

I AM Sundeelia

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Pleiadian Spirituality

Here is a question posed by one of my readers:

First thing I will state, I am not an authority on such matters, yet, I have been brought up as a Pleiadian rather than a Venusian, so tend to adhere more to the spiritual practices of my Father’s people, the VaCoupe Family.

Chris writes…you say you are not a spiritual teacher nor a priestess. So, are priestesses in higher dimensions spiritual teachers? I’m curious about their duties, since I have a sister who believes she was a high priestess for her star race but doesn’t remember much about what she did.

First of all, spiritual practices will vary even amongst the Isles (planets) of the Pleiadian Federation, which is what I call the Pleiadian star ‘cluster’.  The federation is a vast swath of space with many star systems and thousands of isles, large and small.

In most of the main Isles of the Pleiades, we have both priests and priestesses.  Several of the larger isles have very ancient Temples sited upon them, which tend to draw pilgrims from all over the multiverse due to their high light frequency and the palatable sense of the Presence of the Divine Feminine.  A few of the isles (of which I am currently aware from this perspective) also have spiritual schools, either associated with a large Temple complex or part of a university.  The city of Arconia on the Isle of Medina has a university that draws students from all over to study spirituality.  Temples like the ancient Temple of Groche on the Isle of Maia, and the great Shemont on Medina, also have schools included within their complexes.  Even some of the smaller towns and villages might have schools dedicated to teaching young girls in their primary schooling, until they decide to go onto university or to attend a spiritual school for training towards becoming a priestess.

The Pleiades leans more towards worshiping the Divine Feminine Essence of our Father/Mother God, although some of the isles practice more of a Buddhic slant to their spiritual practices.

Now, are priestesses teachers?  Most assuredly, teachers, healers, and counselors.  So, are priests, who also often serve in the role of teachers for advanced subjects like mathematics, the physical sciences and the like.  Priests also often serve as secretary or personal assistants for lords and ladies, although a person doesn’t have to be a priest to fulfill such a role.

Now, I am focusing primarily on the fifth dimensional physical existence within the Pleiadian Federation.  We certainly have great ascended masters and ladies who resonate at a much higher frequency and do spiritual meditation work at a very high level, many communicating in a collective voice with Pleiadian starseeds on Earth, especially during this transitional period of Earth’s history.

The Pleiades has a High Priestess for the entire Federation.  She is called by the title of ‘The Shekinah’ and serves for a specified period of years.  The Lady is neither a queen nor is she mated during her time of service as the office is quite demanding of one’s physical and spiritual energies.  The Shekinah also oversees all of the temple schools and other high priestesses. 

One former Shekinah of the Pleiades is now the High Priestess of Terra, the Lady Amethyst, Archeia of the 7th Ray, Violet Flame, and Divine Complement to Lord and Archangel Zadkiel VaCoupe.  Both Amethyst and Zadkiel serve out of the etheric Temple located above the island nation of Cuba. Lady Amethyst also happens to be the Sister to Lord Ashtar, High Commander of the Ashtar Command.

High Priestesses typically perform similar duties to a Mother Superior of a convent, although in the Pleiades, priestesses are allowed to mate and have children and still serve the Divine Mother.  Priestesses are able to choose whether or not they wish to mate and cannot be compelled to if they do not wish it.  A young woman who finishes her senior studies and is made a priestess is given the title of ‘lady’ no matter what her original breeding or family.  Priestesses often marry very powerful men as being highly-trained and stable individuals they can act as strong counselors and helpmates for their husbands.  It is a great honor to become a priestess in the Pleiades, although not one I have been eager to take on myself.  I would rather be a Shaman.

The priestesses act as teachers and guides for the young, healers for those who require counseling, and act as counselors for those who hold important positions within the Federation.  Priestesses usually lead their congregations in daily community meditations consisting of chanting, prayers, dancing, and singing.  It does depend on the isle.

I hope I have given my readers a sense about some of our spiritual practices in the Pleiades and how important spirituality is to all peoples there.  Through our devotion to spirit, we have evolved from the fourth dimension and into the fifth, and in some cases, much higher. 

Go in Peace,

I AM Sundeelia

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Sanat Kumara: Be like an oasis in the desert

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Sanat Kumara: Be like an oasis in the desert

via Tazjma Kumara VaCoupe Dino

I AM Sanat Kumara, co-Regent of Venus along with my Divine Complement, Lady Venus. I long served as planetary logos for the Earth, from the holy city of Shamballa, home of the Ascended Masters and connection to your sister world, the neighboring planet of Venus. Through the ages prior to the great Fall of Man, I have played many roles and presented many faces to many cultures. Some know me as Ahura Mazda; Skanda, the warrior son of Siva (Shiva); and to some I am known as the Ancient of Days. Whatever my name, whatever face that I present to your consciousness, I am one with you within the secret sanctuary of your Heart.

I have come to offer my thoughts, my counsel and my encouragement, along with those of my brother, Ganesh, the Great Divine Director (aka Lord Chananda Gia). We are one in our purpose and dedication to the evolution of this planet and to its inhabitants. Long ago, I decided to commit myself to the mission of holding the light for the evolutions of Terra. Leaving my home on Venus, I came to this darkened planet arriving in the place prepared by those who preceded me, Shamballa. Of those who read these words today, some of you are among the first to arrive with me from Venus, one of the 144,000 of high Venusian masters, committed like myself to the welfare of the inhabitants of our sister planet, Terra. We did not wish to see her destruction as happened to at least one other planet in your solar system, the planet, Maldek. Once a giant Earth-like planet, all that exists of Maldek (aka Tiamat) today is the rubble field of asteroids lying in the space between Mars and Jupiter. Instead, we chose to dedicate ourselves to the mission of aiding humanity into returning to a state of self-awareness where they would be prepared to re-take up the mantle and stewardship of their own planetary home. That great day now approaches. Although there is some way still to go, the moment approaches when enough self-aware beings upon this planet will be ready to assume conscious stewardship of the planet and the future of humanity.

What mission have you chosen to undertake? What commitment have you made? How do you approach your daily life, with a sense of defeatism or an ever upwelling of optimism?

Perhaps you do not know what your mission is yet? Perhaps you are unwilling to look with clear seeing at that which you would deny, simply out of a sense of feeling unprepared, unconvinced that you are worthy of such an endeavor. You see what you choose to see. You feel what you choose to feel. You can change your outlook in a second, with a simple change in perspective. How do you choose to view your world? Are you one who sees the glass half empty or half full? Know that you have the power to create your own reality and how you will play in it; it is all up to you. Accept the power that dwells within you; it is real, more real than the hologram in which you play today.


The power that wells up from within emanates from Source. Like a spring in the middle of a desert, it finds its way to the surface through the barrier of your denial and worms its way into your awareness. You cannot deny the power of Love as you cannot deny the power of your solar body, the Sun, to warm you with its rays. It simply is, as you are. You are the world. You are the creator of your world. You hand yourself lessons every day to test yourself, to see if your awareness has grown or whether you are still in denial of your beauty and power. It is up to you to decide whether or not if you learn from those lessons, release all self-judgment and condemnation and move forward with resolve to come into greater awareness or to retreat into greater self-denial or darkness.

Those of us who have worked so long in the fields of this world, cultivating self-awareness among its inhabitants, starting up new modes of thinking and being, we would hope that you chose to come into greater alignment with the one who is your true self, your Soul. In keeping a deep-seated desire to renew your connection to your Soul, you will also come into connection through the Bridge of Light, with your Higher Self. This Self consists of those who you called the Ascended Masters, angelic beings, archangels and others who dwell in the realms of Light.

Not all chose to leave the Realms of Light to descend into the various worlds of this universe that had been darkened by the miscreations and misalignment of some. There were many who chose to hold the balance as their brothers and sisters and twin flames descended and then fell into the lower, heavier depths of the third dimension. They chose to remain behind so that they could take up the role of mentor, teach and guide to those struggling to see through the mists of the astral plane surrounding your world.

Now understand, dear ones, although you walk through the darkened valley of the third dimension, you need not keep clothed in the darkness of spirit that haunts those who chose to deny self, who chose self-condemnation and self-hatred. This darkness is twisted and warped and often directed outward to those appearing as “other” or “different”, whether this difference exists in lifestyle, sexual preference, religion, culture or physical appearance. You can choose, consciously, to release these self-imposed bonds and to step free, into self-acceptance, self-love and through your sincere efforts, into service to others through living your own life free of boundaries, self-imposed or imposed by forces outside of yourself. You can choose to be in this world, but not of it, not controlled by anything outside of your own consciousness (although truly you are the only One partaking of this experience).

Along the way on the path of rediscovering those parts of your being which you thought lost or perhaps as never belonging to yourself, you will learn more about your world and how it works. The departing third dimension worked with rigid structures and boundaries; expressions of “never”, “always” and “must” ruled the daily life of the masses. You learned to follow the teachings of those “outside” of yourself, most often those individuals closest to you in daily life, your parents, teachers, religious leaders, and friends. You were taught to conform, to fit in, to follow the guidance of your elders and of elected officials and professionals. You were taught out of the ability to think for yourself, to feel your own feelings, to act on your own intuition. You were encouraged to fit in, to conform and to be whatever was considered “normal” in your culture and society. It mattered not that other people living next to you in the same city acted in a totally different manner than what you were taught was “right”. They were different; therefore, they became the enemy.

Your leaders and those shadowy figures who acted as your leaders’ puppet-masters, the Illuminati and controllers, sought to control all deviation within society, all sense of revolution, to stifle any drive towards independence. Those of you who thought or acted independently from what was considered the norm or accepted ways of being was targeted for persecution, torment and sometimes destruction and death.


Beyond what you have been presented in your modern world, there existed before a world that was very, very different, but the ways of the ancestors were also covered up when they didn’t fit the paradigm desired by the controllers. Ancient libraries and sacred sites were destroyed, burned, pillaged and buried in a desire to blank out the past and to destroy the roots binding the people to the earth, to the sky and waters.

Still, cycles move on and now the Light grows brighter on Terra, burning away the dross of the last couple of centuries of darkness and destruction. The ties with the ancient past of this world are being recreated through the avid exploration and efforts of scientists who have moved beyond the existing paradigm in their determination to understand why certain facts and discoveries do not fit what has been accepted in colleges and universities as being “truth” for the past century or so.

The continuous cycle of violence and war that has existed for several centuries worldwide is now being revealed as being coordinated by a small group of people, interconnected by a web of secrecy, determined to keep the populations of countries and continents at war with each other so they can, as a whole, be kept under control. War and tools of war, chemical and biological warfare, have been used by the armies and corporations of the planet against their own kind, humanity, in a bid to do the will of their masters, to eliminate the surplus population so the survivors would have more. These acts of self-destruction are now in the process of being revealed, first in alternative media sources, but more and more in mass media sources. When the sleeping giant of the populace really understands the length that these plans for mass destruction and control have been in existence, it may take a while to release the anger, despair, grief and outrage that will emerge from the astral body of humanity.

As the light and energy emanating from cosmic sources penetrates and breaks up the rubble of the structures of the departing third dimension, the light penetrates into the waking consciousness of the general populace, waking them from their lengthy sleep of denial. They stir restlessly, no longer able to dismiss what they can see with their own eyes, feel with their own heart, and hear with their own ears. The world is changing and with it, each person must choose their own way, by going forward or remaining stubbornly in place, willfully by denying self-consciousness, by denying their connection with their multi-dimensionality.

Will you choose to go forward or will you choose to remain behind, striving to hide from your own light and power? The choice is yours. It has always been yours; and we will abide by your wishes for yourself. It is your responsibility to choose. Your refusal to choose is a choice to remain in the three dimensional world or at least to attempt to cling to what is known, for the third dimension is going way. So… it is inevitable that you will, eventually, join up with your fellows, and find your own way onto the path Home, back to the fifth dimension and the Realms of Light. How long that journey might take is up to you.

This planet and the great being that ensouls her, Gaia, is committed to the path of return. The ones, who volunteered to assist in her return, the light workers and wayshowers, the star seed, as they have been variously called, are also committed to the path of return. They walk the path not for the first time, but as ones who have mastered other paths and dimensions in their “past” or other lives, which exist simultaneously in the ever present Now. It is sometimes hard to explain these concepts in terms of human language which is by custom and intent limited in its ability to convey spiritual realities. Spirit exists within paradox. All things exist within the One. You have believed that you are a separate being, but in truth you have never left the Garden. Yet you still must release the false beliefs, allowing for the healing of your physical body and ascending slowly through the vibratory levels until you can handle the lighter frequencies of the fifth dimension.

You exist in many worlds and dimensions all at once. This is truth and will ever evade the ability of the rational mind or ego to understand the paradox that is presented. Just feel into the awareness of this and decide for yourself whether it is true for you today. Just because it may make you feel uncomfortable this morning, does not mean that you cannot learn to accept this truth as your own in the “future” present moment. You will come into self-awareness and awareness of your connection to all life in your own time and in your own way.

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As a spring in the desert waters the oasis and acts as a place for all to gather to rest from their journey and to gain strength for the next step, so you, too, can act as the waters of life, giving your light and presence to all who you encounter during your daily life. How you interact with people, how you honor your inner guidance, how you work to strengthen and rebuild your inner connections to Soul and to your Higher Self, will reflect in how other people view you. They may not understand what it is that you are, but they will instinctively react each according to their own level of self-acceptance and self-love. Those who still exist entirely in a world of self-deception and avoidance will not be able to look you in the eye, yet they will gain sustenance despite themselves. Those who are further along the path of return will view you as friends and companions on the same or similar journey. They will greet you with great relief and joy as you gather at the water’s edge and perhaps accompany you as you move on again to the next oasis.

We stand with you, ever at your side, as each one of you prepares to walk the walk across the bridge of light to reconnect with Spirit, with your Higher Self and full multi-dimensionality. You are in the process of returning into fully conscious awareness and experience of your self-mastery. It is a journey that takes concentration, dedication and desire. It is not a journey to be undertaken for selfish reasons, but for the benefit of the many.

We serve to raise humanity back into the light, but you need to make the last steps of the journey at your own pace, step by step. We can only guide, counsel and teach. The rest is your own, to master and to accept as being truly what exists already within each of you, Love and Power and connection to the Will of God. Go with our blessings and with our love. We bow to the divinity that exists within each one of you; Namaste.

Thank you, beloved Sanat Kumara

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The Great Divine Director: A Brand New Day

via Tazjma VaCoupe

Dear ones, we join you, again, on a brand new day for humanity and for your little planet, Earth. Do you feel any different? Does anything that you see look different? Probably not, unless you are open to the awareness that something has changed. That something is someone – you!

You have changed although your physical senses have not quite communicated that knowledge to your mind in a comprehensive fashion as yet. It will, when it figures out that the old ways of perceiving the world around you no longer are valid. It must and will adjust and begin to see the new world which you have now entered with new eyes, eyes that are enhanced with inner vision and wisdom of your soul and monad. You are now entering or re-entering the world from which you emerged as spirit, as an ephemeral being of “mind” stuff and entered a fetus at or just before birth. What has been true or believed to be true in the physical world is now in the processing of morphing before your senses.

And it is not so true that the physical world has changed; it is that you are now able to expand your perception (or will be soon!) beyond what was able to enter into your awareness through your limited physical senses. No longer will you be limited to five senses (hearing, seeing, touch, taste and smell) but these senses will be enhanced and enlarged to what has been considered psychic senses (clairaudience, clairvoyance, clairsentience and intuition). You will no longer be dependent on those avenues of the five senses to perceive and judge what is going on around you.

You will begin to “wake” up to the fact that your physical senses have been limiting, rather severely, your perception of what is really all around you, now. You are in the process of expanding, of becoming more of what you truly are, an extension or part of creation. You will soon discover that you are not limited to existing within the interior of your skin; that you are not and never have been limited to a single body. You are part and portion of Source that has taken on an individualized awareness so you might experience God as being God, so that you might experience All That Is as being first separate and now unified with your awareness.

Source is always changing and expanding, and as such, desires to experience those portions of itself by temporarily feeling separate from it. Such an experience is now ending and the cycle of return to an awareness of wholeness is beginning. If our words confuse your mind, feel them in your heart. You have never truly been separate from Source and from each other; it was only a temporary state of feeling separation so you might know for Source what it feels like. Now that it has experienced the state of separation, Source desires to flow with the cycles and move into unity. Within this Universe, all is now in motion to begin that dance of unity, with the web of love, to re-unite and flow together. The cycle is vast and this Universe is but one among many. You have much “time” to experience new worlds, but first you must open to a new way of experiencing your own individualized awareness of the world around you. First you must open to each other, as brothers and sisters with one and another, and with all life that surrounds you within your environment.

We know that with the opening of your new senses and a renewed sense of connection that you, as a people, as humanity, will begin to understand that you are truly connected to your planet. You will intuitively understand with your heart and finally, understand with your mind, that you are dependent on your mother, the Earth, for your sustenance as a foundation of your physical existence. You are also dependent on each other, as human beings, for company, support and community as you move forward and reclaim your precious mother and begin to clean up and repair the damage that has been done to her in your moments of collective delusion.

Did you think that you could escape to some other beautiful world when you have nearly destroyed this one? No. You need to understand that each of you has a responsibility to work with the planet, to find ways, new ways to renew and allow healing to be accomplished. With the gifts that will be unfolding within each of you, we know that you will discover new and even old ways of being that are much more healthy for your own bodies and that of the earth. You will re-discover and use technology that has been long suppressed by those who did not wish to work with the remainder of humanity, with those who deemed themselves somehow special and different. You are all special, but you are all members of the human race and inhabitants of a precious water world of unparalleled beauty, which will once more take her place as a living jewel of the Universe in which you all are a part.

There is much healing to be done between disparate brothers and sisters, but soon enough you will find that you can no longer use the games of polarity and duality; you will come together, you must come together as one people, one being and part of the universe and creation that surrounds you.

Know that as your awareness, inner and outer, expand, that you will truly sense and begin to understand and “see” the connections that already exist between each of your physical bodies. You are not separate beings; you have never been separate beings, but have long lived in a state of thinking that you are separate. Your thoughts have been mirrored back to you through your feelings of being separate, open to being hurt and harmed by “others”. There are no others that exist separate from your own individualized awareness. That awareness will be undergoing a huge expansion until there is an understanding, intuitive and cognitive, of the reality of your unity and connection to each other and all life.

Much change lies before you in this new world into which you now find yourself. Your friends and neighbors, perhaps those who you once saw as enemies may all appear to be unaware of the changes going on within, but we tell you that they are. There is an appearance of chaos in the world because this inner awareness is coming forward within the thoughts and consciousness of all humanity. Foundations, laws, institutions and ways of being once thought to be unchanging and immutable are now being discovered as being rigid, unforgiving and unable to adapt to suit the changing world. As the minds and hearts of humanity expand, these institutions will change or disappear. New ways of being and living will come forward; all will be in a state of flux for some time as you go forward into a brave new world of unity and love.

It is up to each of you to open to the new energies that are all around you. Plants and animals are instinctively a part of these energies; they never left the world of nature, of connection, love and light. There will be changes in the appearance of your world as it adjusts to the expansion of your energies and awareness for your consciousness is a vital part of this world. It is your thoughts that give form to what you see and experience around yourself. Change your thoughts and the perceptions of those thoughts and you will change your world. You are capable of far more than you currently believe. You are more than you currently believe; in time your perception will expand to incorporate greater expansion of awareness as you move beyond reliance upon the limitations that have been formerly your experience in the lower three dimensional plane. Now, as you move into the fourth dimension and beyond, your senses will naturally expand and your experience will change. Be willing to open to those changes and to trust in the process.

Listen within to your guides, to your heart. Reason with your mind, but do not seek to limit yourself to what you have known before. You will be able to expand your knowledge by tapping into the vastness of Divine Mind. As you learn to trust, you will be able to know what you need to know when you need to know it because there will be no more limitations existing in this new world unlike your limited beliefs and conditioning from the old world.

There will be a period of adjustment that is necessary before you are able to navigate confidently through this great new world, but we know you find much to discover, much to amuse and delight your senses and much to share with each other.

Go with our love. We are ever in your heart of hearts, within the eternal Now.

Thank you, Great Divine Director

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Lord Chananda Gia: Climbing Up the Spiral Staircase

by Tazjma Kumara VaCoupe Dino

It is Independence Day in the United States of North America (originally published on the 4th of July, 2013). All over the planet, people are coming together and declaring their independence from the decaying and corrupt systems of control that have dominated your world’s geopolitics and international relationships for some time. People are stepping forward outside the box of socio-indoctrination, outside of religion, outside of public education, outside of science, outside of mass media, and into themselves. People are waking up from the fearful dream that has been brought to you via your media sources in order to keep them in submission and unable to fend for themselves or to work together for a better world.

It is time to let the dark secrets that every individual, community and nation carry within their collective unconscious, within the vast astral body of this planet, it is time for these secrets to be brought into the light and allowed to dry and scatter in the wind of change. For change is upon you whether or not you are prepared for it or willing to release your fears so that you may go forth and claim a new way of life.

We are here among you. We walk with you throughout your day. We exist within your heart, within your connection to the unspoken voice of your soul and I AM Presence. When your heart is lifted up by the smile of a friend, the laughter of children, the antics of a beloved pet, by the sight of a beautiful garden, by the untrammeled beauty and grace of wild creatures and places… we are there. And we stand beside you in unguarded moments of doubt and confusion, waiting ever for you to reach out to us, for assistance, for guidance, for a simple blending of our love with yours within your heart.

On a day like this, it is a good time to ponder what is independence, what is freedom? What is it to you? Is it the ability to vote for your leaders? Is it the freedom to speak your mind to whoever and whenever? Is it the freedom to carry a weapon with which to defend yourself and your family? Is it the opportunity to have a public education provided to your children? Is it the freedom to eat a holiday meal with loved ones without fear? Is Independence Day just another day in a mundane life? Or is independence and freedom an opportunity to step beyond the limits of the old paradigm and into the vast unknown, unquantifiable regions of the fifth dimension. Is it the time to step out of an illusion and back into the reality where each of you is a light being and already walk in mastery, wisdom and beauty?

Each of you, both those conscious and those who remain in denial of the vast changes sweeping the planet, are now embarked upon a sacred dance up the spiral of evolution. Your species is about to be completely transformed into something unexpected and quite beautiful; words are not capable of describing what is to come to past. And each of you is a part of the change and challenge that exists within this period of transition and transformation. For those of you who have consciously chosen to step forth, you are more aware, yet all who live on the planet are aware in their feeling bodies that time is being squeezed into shorter increments and the tempo of change is increasing. What once took thousands of years to come into being has now been compressed down into minutes. Each of you is living through the effects of hundreds, if not thousands of lifetimes, during the period of a day or a week. No wonder the most sensitive among you feel exhausted and worn out by the effort of just holding a body form intact.


As the frequency levels of the planet increase, due to the barrage of cosmic rays, coronal mass ejections and plasma filaments from your own star, there are those who are choosing to depart from human form. Do not judge them. The oversoul or I AM Presence and the soul choose the path for each individual, what is to be experienced, what opportunities or challenges to be confronted, at least in general.

For each, there is a choice now: to leave, to flow with the tides of change, surfing on the edge of the wave or to be the wave, to be the pioneer, the wayshower, the gatekeeper for those who follow. Each of you has their own traveling papers as it were, internal codes to be followed as they open up within. Do not be surprised if those who appear to be asleep around you suddenly wake up, even as those codes come online. It is so for the plant as it patiently lies in the ground in the form of a seed, waiting for the warmth of the sun to activate the codes that will start new growth. Then, as the plant grows, it continues to change its shape, transforming until culminating in a flower or fruit, only to change into a seed, again.

Cycles and spirals of cycles are upon you all, in an ever increasing tempo. Yet, you can discover calm and serenity within even as you dance to the sound of your own drumming heart, even as you step forth first hesitantly and then with greater confidence, the ancient sacred dance of evolution. The dance will take you both out of your limited sense of self and into your unlimited multidimensionality. It is time to declare your independence from limitation, from social conditioning, from having to listen and obey the voices of others. It is time to regain sovereignty over your own being, over your body, and over the future of your world.

Control is meant to come from within and to act as a guide not a deterrent to creativity. The masculine energies are meant to give structure while the feminine energies flow, spiral and curl, expanding and contracting as the tides move across the planet. With a balance of these energies within your own being, an acceptance of both the dark and light aspects of your own self, there emerges a new willingness to allow others to be true to their own inner voice and guidance, as well.

Humanity is coming into a period of beginning to understand that it is a collective being, made up of individuals, but living together on a planet that has a special place in the Universe. Together you are creating and building the first step for the entire Universe to step upon, as each level and dimension of being rises in level. Your skies will be enlightened by two suns. Your climate will be moderate the world over. There will be no polar ice caps or great frozen wastelands or even deserts.

Arid places will bloom, again. The seas will rise, some islands will be inundated but other lands will rise up above the seas as volcanoes channel the energies of the expanding planet. Your planet is a dynamic changing being as are you. Accept the possibility of change in your life and look forward to the opportunities that come your way. There is no way that you can fail upon your journey. We have seen paradise return to the earth as we live in the eternal Now and can see all things as they play out simultaneously. You contain the same ability to see in this manner within each of you. Open to an awareness and acceptance that you are both a simple individual and a grand being of light, grounded and powerful, capable of great things, wonders and potentials.

Right now, there are those who dismiss our words, either out of fear or a desire to hold onto what is known. This attitude of denial will no longer be possible. The voice of the collective is coming awake; it is the roar of a lion and will not be ignored. The powers that controlled your world no longer can hold back the tide of change and transformation. Their time is over; it is your opportunity to declare your freedom from domination and to allow yourself to respond to the call within. Discover what it is that brings joy to your heart and follow that siren call. It will transform your world if only you trust and have faith that within you lies everything you need.

Atop Mt. Howard
On top of Mt. Howard, photo by Eliza Ayres

The explorers go first, breaking trail and forging new pathways. Next, the pioneers arrive, building community and forming new groups who will explore together ways of living in harmony with nature and her cycles, rhythms and flow. Next will come the weavers, those who will weave together new ways of being in community across the entire planet.

Teachers and students will exchange roles, leaders and followers will do so also as the needs of the collective and individual change and evolve. New patterns will emerge to form a beautiful fabric of a new society, one that engages everyone, and brings abundance, opportunity, beauty, grace, wisdom and strength to all, no matter their location or place upon the planet. No one person will be greater or less than another; all will be special in their own way, supported by the collective and encouraged to explore their own gifts both for their own benefit and growth and that of the community at large. It will be a new world and it exists within your heart and dreams already.

Step forth, lightly, upon the spiral dance, beneath sun and moon, following the trail laid out by your ancestors and the elementals, by the ascended masters and star warriors. You are in the process of embarking on a whole new way of existence, one that is free from worry and fear, one that is free and independent from control, one that is both ancient and timeless. We stand with you, guiding and lending you our support when it is called forth, but each of you must take the first step on the way to becoming more of your Self.

See the spiral steps before you and do not hesitate to listen within as the heavenly songs of angels call to you, engaging your attention and intent to embark or continue on the journey home. We will be there to welcome you home, dear ones, our brave brothers and sisters who willingly forgot who they were for one moment in eternity, in order to bring a world back into the light. Our blessings go forth to all.

I AM Lord Chananda Gia, the Great Divine Director, and serve the Will of the Mother / Father God of your local Universe and the Creator who is all things, both seen and unseen.

Go in peace. Namaste.

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Sundeelia: Law of Grace

Note to Readers: Inspired by one of the quotes below, I decided to write an essay on Grace, that lovely and mysterious dispensation that is sometimes granted to those who might feel they don’t deserve it, but who have surrendered and appealed to Heaven for help.

Merriam-Webster defines Grace in part as unmerited divine assistance given to humans for their regeneration or sanctification. Unmerited means ‘unearned’.  Hence grace gives someone something that has not been earned by their own works but by their surrender to something greater than themselves.

The Law of Grace

“The law of grace supersedes the law of karma. If at one point we realize that we have done wrong and have truly learned our lesson, we may find ourselves dealing with the intervention of grace. This is when we can ‘dodge’ the corrective action of karma because we have come to realize that what we have done is wrong, and we go to work fixing this. However, grace is not an excuse to avoid our responsibilities and make up for them later. It only comes to us when we have truly gained understanding, and we move to use that understanding in our lives.

Awareness of grace can come to us when we are facing a difficult situation and we call out for help. At that moment, it may feel as if someone has lifted an enormous weight off our shoulders, or we feel as if everything is going to be all right. It can come to us at a time when we feel down and suddenly, we find the strength to continue, or in a moment of inspiration. Opening ourselves to grace can make our paths easier to travel.” ~ Edgar Cayce

Grace is a Divine dispensation of mercy.  It dissolves karma, creates miracles and can change matter.  Our soul has accepted the opportunity to incarnate on this planet to learn about and experience emotions and a physical body.  We also have free-will in order to create our own life in a place where every thought, word and deed manifests.  We can invoke the Universal Spiritual Law of Grace to transmute our debts, change emotional feelings, heal relationships and the physical body – however, we must be ready to receive it.  We created all of our situations with our consciousness and we must learn the lesson/s before we ask for grace.  We can offer grace to others through our compassion, mercy, empathy, forgiveness and unconditional love.  Whenever we open our hearts to another, we too receive an inflow of Divine love. Compassion, empathy, mercy, unconditional love and forgiveness are Divine qualities which confer grace. Every time you open your heart with compassion, the love emanating from you grants someone else grace.  A change of attitude may take place or the release of a deeply held fear or even a physical healing. The more grace we offer, the more in turn we receive.  ~ author, Lorene Camacho, translated by: Joanne Walmsely, http://universalspirituallaws.blogspot.com/2010/09/spiritual-law-of-grace.html

The Law of Grace has similar workings to Forgiveness; it dissolves karma, creates miracles, and can transform your life.

From this perspective, I can recall an incident in Tazjma’s life when she was suffering from the after-effects of getting a divorce from her husband.  She had moved clear across the state, took up residence in a strange town, was living in a dismal basement apartment during the Autumn and felt very alone, depressed, almost desperate.  She chose to attend a church service at the local Unity Church and heard a sermon from the minister suggesting that if you are in need to call upon God for help.  So, she went home and did just that… and almost immediately, she felt wrapped up in the energetic arms of an Angelic being.  She started crying and went on crying, releasing all the self-incrimination and judgment and let go.  After a while, she climbed into bed and still felt the warm presence surrounding her like a warm blanket.  She went to sleep.  This brief experience helped her in the days, months, and years to come feeling like a golden moment when she knew and experienced the Truth that we are not alone.  She called upon God for help and help came.  It felt like Grace to her and gave her the needed strength to continue on with her own Path, despite what anyone else had to say about the matter.

Grace comes to us when we realize that we have stepped out of alignment, when we wish to redeem ourselves, where we can be honest enough to realize we may have made a mistake, or we simply need to face up to the circumstances that we have brought upon ourselves as a consequence of our decisions and choices.  Grace can grant us the necessary peace of the heart to give us strength to continue to rectify our lives, to forgive ourselves for making a difficult choice that may have upset other people.   

Grace can arrive in the form of a sudden insight, too, that clarifies and eases the mind, lifts the spirits, and creates a change in attitude, which will, in turn affect our outlook on other people or circumstances within our own lives.  Grace can arrive in the form of a change of heart… altering the possible outcome of an incident from something potentially severe to something more benign.  Grace can lend one strength and courage to face whatever is bothering them.

According to Tony Evans, the overriding Law of Grace… gives you the ability to either override or to work through adverse circumstances in your life? We all face things that seem difficult to overcome: problems, pain, frustrations, people. Sometimes, it looks like we are being overridden by that which appears to be out of our control. What grace does is it comes alongside of us either to override something or to take us through something that seems to be overwhelming. You take the law of gravity which holds us down, and you take the law of aerodynamics which lifts us up. It doesn’t cancel the law of gravity, but it does override it so that we can fly in an airplane even though the law of gravity is still working. ~ https://tonyevans.org/the-overriding-law-of-grace/

According to Christian philosophy or thought, Grace comes only when you have accepted Jesus Christ.  Not being a Christian or adhering to such a limited outlook, I would prefer to attribute the unmerited gift of Grace to divine intervention from one’s Higher Self or even Source energy.  Not everyone on this planet is a Christian.  Jesus himself wasn’t one, either, nor were his early followers, but that is a topic for another essay.

When you open yourself up to listen to something or someone other than your own ego, you allow the flow of Light to come into your world, Divine Intelligence, as well as Love, compassion and empathy, for yourself, your circumstances, your choices… and perhaps can begin to see there is an alternative way to perceive the world around you.

Most people outside certain esoteric circles do not know that to receive assistance from benign beings like Angels, you must first grant permission for such intervention to take place.  Angels and other benign higher dimensional beings follow Cosmic Law and do not interfere where they are not wanted.  Ignorance of Cosmic Law is not an excuse.  Once you have declared in humility your need, the help is there instantly.  Depending on your own sensitivity you may or may not feel the comforting energy, but you will begin to feel differently, more hopeful. So, in a time of need, spend a little time within, ask for help in getting through the difficult transitions that many people are facing these days with tremendous and often unwanted change being thrust into your life, especially if you are at all resistant.  Let grace soften your way forward when you have momentarily lost your way.

Additionally, grace is one of the divine qualities of the 6th Solar Aspect of Deity, the Ruby-Gold Ray: Divine Grace, Healing, Devotional Worship, Peace, and the Manifestation of the Christ. After his ascension, Lord Sananda (Jesus/Yeshua) was the Chohan of the Sixth Ray, so perhaps it is interesting that Christians feel it is necessary to accept Jesus the Christ as their Savior in order to receive the dispensation of grace within one’s life… only Christ Consciousness is Universal and not limited to Christians… Lady Nada is now the Chohan of the Sixth Ray.

I send my love and blessings to all.

I AM Sundeelia.

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