Sundeelia: An Update

Sundeelia:  An Update

For some reason I actually noted today’s date, June 10th, and realized that if I had remained married to my first and only husband, we would be celebrating our 43rd wedding anniversary today.  Still, I personally have no connection to the memory of that relationship and how it ended abruptly when my husband could not accept me as I was becoming… awakening long before it was popular to be considered (at least in some circles) a lightworker. 

For, during the years of my marriage and not being required to work outside of the home, I was given the opportunity to explore the inner realms of Being.  I read books on spirituality, immersing myself in Jane Roberts books, and related material, learning about things I had never thought about or considered before.  I took a couple of spiritual healing classes and relished in being able to feel the warm energies coursing through my body.  I had a session with a spiritual healer, and even had a few readings done by a channeler… and this was back in the early 1980’s.  Indeed, I was a wayshower, although I certainly didn’t consider myself as one.  So intent was I to continue my explorations that I finally realized my husband was not willing to accompany me on this new journey.  What I found enticing and exciting, he found to be terrifying. Unlike those times we spent together hiking, backpacking, and skiing together, wonderful times, he was not willing to take this new journey with me.  So, I came to the fateful decision to dissolve our marriage.  It took several months for me to prepare myself with a secretarial course so I could go to work, again, and then for me to actually decide to move to the other side of the state.  I had cut myself loose from old ties, from the mountains I loved, my friends, family, my husband… everyone.  And set out on an adventure that would eventually find me connecting fully with soul Family.

Of course, this all happened to Tazjma, my sister, who successfully ascended Home as a ‘walk-out’ in the autumn of 2014, with the final fragments of her soul essence lovingly collected by her mate, Lord An’dra Dino and taken Home in Spring 2017.  I, Sundeelia, was then left to deal with having volunteered to come here as a placeholder for my sister, to complete clearing her karma and my own.  For the past four years, I have been working steadily on doing just that.  Since July 2018, I have been periodically writing the ‘history’ of my past lives, those spent as a male in Sirius, and later in the Pleiades.  I am not claiming that the story is historically correct, but it has been an interesting journey I set for myself, voyaging through the stars, writing down and sometimes encountering intense pockets of long-suppressed emotions as I remembered the people and events that filled my lives as Delos Sri’ramana Gia and Raphael DeAires Kantor.  As of today, I have written 97 chapters of this lengthy story and it’s not done yet.  I completed three chapters within the past three weeks and two of those chapters were completed within the space of a week.  So, can you understand why I have not been paying particular attention of late to my journal?

It seemed I was experiencing difficulties in writing what I thought were the final chapters of what would consist of four books, but I was mistaken.  For I had stumbled into another as yet unexpected development in the story which provided me with new direction, new problems to solve, and a whole new adventure for my main characters, namely Lord Raphael Kantor and his mate, Lady Lorenna Dino Kantor.  Like I said above, the last two chapters nearly wrote themselves as dialogue and poignant encounters poured out through my hands.  Yes, my fingers and shoulders are aching, but still I pushed myself to finish yet another chapter.  Such is the life of a writer.  The words, the expressions, the feelings move through you as if you were there, somewhere else and what better thing to do while waiting for the outer world to sort itself out?

While I am no longer posting intel reports and speculations as to what might happening behind the scenes, I keep note of headlines and listen to some selected reports from trusted sources.  However, on the whole I have focused inward, still working to release those things that continue to trigger me, generally taking responsibility for my feelings and working to come into balance here as I deal with an aging Earth human vehicle.

I have felt the intense symptoms arising from the influx of Cosmic energies coming through our Sun and have mostly dealt with it by resting and napping when tired.  I continue to eat lightly, exercise lightly and am actually in pretty good health right now. 

No, I am not going to take the ‘jab’ – no way in hell.  Yet, I am not going to attempt to discourage anyone from doing so.  It is their choice.  Just remember, despite what the MSM sources say, the ‘vaccine’ is experimental and many adverse effects from said jab are being noted in social media and alternative media.  Still, I refuse to listen to all of the fear porn being put out by both sides.

As for the mass psychosis currently being exhibited by those who follow Leftist politics or philosophy (Marxism) it just appears to be more unbalanced and weirder than usual.  It is quite apparent the Light that is penetrating our atmosphere is driving out the darkness from the corners and recesses in which it has been hidden for centuries upon centuries.  Ascension teachers like Michelle Fielding and Lori Ladd (and others) have spoken about the darkness getting louder before it dissolves.  Well, it is very loud and in-your-face right now.  I am not ignoring it; I just choose not to engage with or against it.  I am truly an observer now, seeing the world through neutral eyes, not attempting to teach, instruct or guide anyone.  At this point, people have made their choices and are just going through the motions.  It is an interesting process to observe.

According to some recent reports coming from Simon Parkes and others, change is coming, is on the horizon, is happening, even as some of us observe the Arizona audit playing out, threatening the MSM and Deep State narrative that Biden actually won the 2020 election.  The dates are unimportant.  Just remember, no matter who you voted for, our freedoms are at stake and considering the side effects of the ‘jab’, the entire future of humanity is on the line, too.  The eugenicists who have it in for real humans are now being exposed.  The decades-long, even centuries-long held plans of the alien forces arrayed against humanity are being revealed, first to those who have done their research, but soon all Earth humans will know the painful truth – our world, this world was invaded by a negative alien force a very long time ago and only now has humanity matured enough to be able to handle the Truth, that they have been lied to by everyone and everything in their lives for centuries.  Welcome to adulthood.  It will get better… soon.

So, I just thought I would bring my readers up to date on what’s going on in my world… not much if you’re looking in from the outside, but quite a lot inside.  Welcome to my world as I travel on the inner planes of imagination and remote viewing.  It’s better than watching television – no ads and an unpredictable plot line.  I now find it almost impossible to watch old movies – they are so dumb.

Much love and thanks to all,

I AM Sundeelia

© All Rights Reserved, Eliza Ayres, www.bluedragonjournal.com and https://sunnysjournal.com

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