Have you ever wondered why you feel different from most people around you?
Why you sometimes sense that you don’t fully fit into this earthly reality?
This might be connected to Dolores Cannon’s concept of the Three Waves of Volunteers. Take a moment and see if any of this resonates with you:
Do you ever feel a deep longing when you look at the sky?
That ache in the heart can be a memory, a vibration from a higher realm where your soul may have lived before coming here.
Do you feel like you don’t fully belong to this world?
This can be a sign that you’re part of the Volunteer Waves who incarnated on Earth to support her transformation.
Do you feel more understood by animals than by people?
Many Volunteers carry a natural bond with nature and non-human beings, a connection that feels ancient and effortless.
Do you carry a strong sense of mission, even if you’re not sure what the mission is yet?
This inner pull often appears in souls who came here to hold light, compassion, and stability during times of change.
Do you sometimes feel like an observer rather than a participant in the world around you?
This is a common trait among Volunteers, souls who serve as witnesses, guides, or quiet anchors of higher understanding.
Have you ever had paranormal experiences or moments where you felt connected to other realms?
These flashes of awareness can be reminders of the expanded consciousness you brought with you.
If you found yourself answering “yes” to several of these, there’s a chance your soul has incarnated beyond Earth and being here might feel challenging because of that.
Dolores Cannon, the pioneer in this field, introduced the idea of the Three Waves of Volunteers;
souls who have been arriving on Earth for decades to raise collective consciousness and support a major planetary shift.
~ Adrianna Garay
Notes to Readers:
The envoys or starseeds chose to incarnate on Terra for these times, to raise the collective frequency, to assist in freeing Earth humanity from the darkness that had long overcome this planet. We were scattered liberally across the entire planet, many separated far from those who resonated at a similar frequency. This was on purpose. Like yeast poured into flour we, by our very presence here as evolved souls, have allowed the collective to rise, moving from third density and gradually into fourth. It takes time. It is a process during which it is necessary to exercise patience.
As mature older souls, we were often able to look through the devices of the Enemy, of the darkness and to see them for what they were without requiring intensive education. Depending on our soul origins and experience, if any, on other planets and in other systems, we could see what native souls could not… yet. Now, however, Earth humanity is waking up and it is heartening to see that our unsung presence has accomplished something, that our sacrifices have been worth leaving homes and family behind.
What if fighter jets could literally disappear from enemy screens with the flip of a switch?
This is plasma cloaking real military tech that’s already being tested:
A super-hot layer of ionized gas (plasma) wraps around the plane. Radar waves hit it and get absorbed, scattered, or bent away instead of bouncing back. Result?
The jet’s radar signature shrinks dramatically sometimes to near-zero.
China just claimed major breakthroughs with compact plasma generators.
Russia has been rumored to use it on hypersonic missiles for years.
Is this already secretly deployed in black projects?
One thing’s certain: the age of “invisible” air power is here.
Mind officially blown. 💥
@CaptKylePatriots
Notes to Readers:
This is way cool. GFW ships (and others) use plasma shields to cloak, have done, well for a very long time. This is ET inspired technology, and yes, it most likely came from some Earth dark military operation, either handed over by the regressives or by the benevolents, the GFW. Doesn’t matter… Terrans now have the technology and are perfecting it.
With advanced technology like this, war on this planet will eventually become outdated.
The Republic of China (not the CCP) is an ally. I wouldn’t worry about them. Xi is communicating with all the other Q military leaders, Trump, Putin, Modi, etc.
Interesting times.
I was a pilot, British, RAF, in my last lifetime before this one… Maybe I’ll be one, again, in my next.
Creekside Trail – Princess PlacePellicer Creek – Princess PlaceEgretFirst Spiderwort of the Season – these should be violet…River to Sea – A Peaceful PlaceNature Trail @ Washington Oaks – Coastal Scrub portionIn the formal gardens – Washington Oaks It’s March – Azaleas!LilyFishermanFungi on North Bulow TrailWild Jasmine – No. Bulow TrailTiny woodland violet – No. Bulow WoodsThese bloom in Bulow WoodsMore Spiderwort – early spring flowerLittle white flowers – River to SeaMore Azaleas – Washington OaksCamilla Japonica – Washington OaksA Riot of Azaleas – not even at peak bloomLegacy Island – Princess Place
Above are various photos selected from several day hikes done from near where I live. It’s been a “hard” winter in Florida with some subzero temperatures that damaged tender subtropical plantings in landscapes. We’ve also dealt with drought conditions since Florida received no tropical storms or hurricanes last year, limiting the rainfall. Some of the parks and state forests have resorted to localized burns to clear off excessive undergrowth, especially in the pine woods.
Nevertheless, as I walked through the neighborhood this past week, I saw the Red Maples out in full leaf, fresh green. Palm trees are getting pruned to remove the dead fronds. It was a good opportunity to see what plants survived and what didn’t during challenging swings of temperatures ranging from 26 to 89 degrees F within days.
This morning we had a sunrise temperature at 39 degrees, normal for places north of Florida, but rather cool for us. Still, it was rather refreshing to take a long neighborhood walk.
I hope everyone is safe… especially the folks in the Midwest who have been dealing with an outbreak of tornadoes, strong winds, and late winter blizzards. Wow, what a year!
•Mental Confusion: Feeling foggy, forgetful, or a sense of “not knowing who I am,” according to [this Medium post
The document lists 35 common ascension symptoms experienced by those undergoing spiritual awakening and ascension. These include changes in sleep, sensations on the crown of the head, emotional fluctuations, old emotional issues surfacing, changes in appetite and food sensitivities, amplified senses, skin eruptions, energy fluctuations, physical manifestations like headaches, looking younger, vivid dreams, life disruptions, increased creativity, accelerated perception of time, yearning for meaning, feeling different, guidance appearing, rapid spiritual learning, invisible presences, signs and symbols, increased integrity, harmony with nature, technology issues, increased synchronicity, and heightened intuition.
Have you always felt like a “stranger in a strange land”? If the world feels like a simulation, if religious dogmas feel hollow, and if you have an unquenchable hunger for direct truth you aren’t lost. You might be part of an ancient lineage of seekers that the world tried to forget.
In this transmission, we explore the 10 Signs of Gnostic Consciousness. This isn’t about joining a new religion; it’s about recognizing the spiritual DNA already active in your nervous system. From the “System Error Intuition” to “Cosmic Homesickness,” we decode the original “13th Signal” that has been suppressed for 2,000 years.
In this video, we cover:
The Homing Signal: Why you value Gnosis (knowing) over blind belief.
The Archontic Awareness: Recognizing the deliberate design behind the Matrix.
The Divine Spark: Understanding the tension between your Spirit and the material world.
The Sophia Connection: Reclaiming the suppressed Divine Feminine.
The Exit Mentality: Why you aren’t here to fix the system, but to transcend it.
If you recognize yourself in these signs, you belong here.
@DivineSoulsPortal
Notes to Readers:
By publishing this article & video, I’m not advocating anyone join this group, simply presenting this concept as an alternative to those who are tired of church politics, manipulations, and lies.
I’ve known that I was a Gnostic Christian for decades. The teachings of Corina Pataki and others have only strengthened that awareness. Spirituality for me does not emanate from a book or a pulpit, it emanates from a balance between heart and mind, between the Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine within… that births Christ consciousness.
I have known… I have always known that Yeshua was my brother in spirit… not above me, not the only son of God… which the church fathers claimed was Yahweh, the false god of the Old Testament, the Talmud.
Spirituality and self-awareness is an journey that is highly individualized, a path begun even before incarnation. No one can tell you how to arrive at gnosis… Clair cognizance which emanates from within, the source of which is your connection with Creator Source, the unnamed vital consciousness that has created all physical worlds and sent forth its fractals to explore its creation. We are all the sons and daughters of Source Creator, all life forms that exist, from fiery stars to the fish in the sea and beyond.
There are books about Gnostic Christianity you can read and study, but the deepest part of your studies should be focused on what and who you are, within, where the quiet still voice of spirit echoes, speaking truths that you will not typically find in this world. Know thyself and the rest will follow.
You, the Gnostics, the knowing ones, are here to assist a wounded world, simply by being here. Your presence is enough. No words are sufficient to explain. You must just allow the knowing to surface through the fear and break through like bubbles coming to the surface of a lake.
Why does it feel like good and evil are fighting over us?
Why does it seem as though vast, unseen forces are locked in combat for the hearts and souls of ordinary human beings?
Unless we are not ordinary at all.
Perhaps the mistake is imagining that we are being fought over like territory, as though we are passive land caught between rival empires. That image makes us small, incidental, collateral damage in a war that does not belong to us.
The friction exists because within each human being lies something that does not originate from this realm, and that is precisely what evil seeks to capture.
Humanity carries a spark, a fragment of the Divine breath, the original signature of God embedded in consciousness itself. Not metaphorically, but literally.
Once you come to know this, then the struggle makes sense, because a being that carries that spark cannot simply be programmed, it has the free will to choose. The battle is for our attention, our allegiance, our perception, so that when we come to make choices, we choose to remain small, to comply, to give up and ignore our true nature.
Choice is the fulcrum of this reality, but it’s only when we choose to defy fear, to give up comfort, to defend truth and choose love, that we begin to walk the path to freedom.
Every time we choose integrity we are individually and collectively a step closer to where we belong, closer to alignment with God.
If you were an intelligence that thrived on control, you would not want humanity to understand that.
Call them archons, rulers, parasites of consciousness, or simply systems of corruption that feed on ignorance, the label is almost irrelevant, because the mechanism is always the same; keep the human being unaware of what they truly are, shrink them down to appetite and impulse, convince them they are accidental, biochemical reactions in motion, nothing more than programmable matter responding to stimulus. Fragment their attention until they can no longer hold a coherent thought, numb their intuition until the inner whisper goes silent, invert their moral compass so that wrong feels right and right feels wrong. Because if a human being never discovers the spark within them, never recognises that sovereign flame, they will never dare to exercise it, and a power that is never claimed might as well not exist at all.
So perhaps the reason it feels as though something is pressing in from both directions is not because we are the helpless filling in a cosmic sandwich, but because the pressure exists precisely where choice exists and it all hinges on your choice.
Remember, you are not being fought over because you are weak, you are contested because you carry authority you have not been taught to recognize.
And once a human being realizes that the spark within them is real, that their conscience is not a social construct but a sacred faculty, the battlefield shifts.
Because the most dangerous human being in any age is not the most powerful, it is the one who knows what they are.
According to Alex Collier, emissary for the Andromedan Council, Earth humans are extraordinary. Our DNA contains up to 22 different genome markers from both intergalactic and galactic races. Usually planetary races contain one to three markers. Eventually the awareness that Earth humanity was intentionally seeded upon this planet millions of years ago by a special high-frequency group called The Seeders, master geneticists charged by Source Creator to seed life throughout the universe.
Since our genetic make-up allows us to transcend densities and dimensions, humans have been coveted by outsider races and species as subjects of genetic experimentation and exploitation.
It’s a complex history, one involving both benevolent aid and malevolent interference in our evolution.
Earth humanity is being slowly prepared to make a quantum leap into becoming an interstellar race. Our planet is already being considered for membership in the Galactic Federation of Worlds. In fact, members of our race, both benevolent (Solar Warden) and regressive (the USAF Dark Fleet and the German Nazi breakaway Nacht Waffen) have already gone interstellar.
Our planet has been ruled by the Anunnaki for hundreds of thousands of years. During that time, there was a power struggle between the human Anakhim prince Ea, known as ENKI, and his half brother, ENLIL, who was a hybrid Ciakahrr / Anunnaki prince. ENLIL is the one who claimed to be a god, specifically Yahweh. He was brought by the Ciakahrr, a blood-thirsty warrior race that detested humans and wanted to conquer and control them as a slave race. ENKI, on the other hand, a master geneticist recognized humanity’s potential and decided to take a small group of indigenous humans and fully awaken them. This experiment became the Adamic race, from which the patriarchs of the Bible descended, including Yeshua (from his mother’s bloodline).
ENLIL angered by his brother’s perceived disobedience ordered his own Ciakahrr geneticist team to dumb down humanity and to shorten their life span so they wouldn’t be able to evolve naturally.
All attempts to permanently subdue and/or destroy humanity through depopulation and the poisoning of the environment have come to naught.
In 2021, the forces of the Alliance of Six, the Dark Fleet and the Nacht Waffen were driven from our solar system by the Earth Alliance, a combination of military forces from the GFW and Solar Warden (Earth) secret space program. The dark DUMBs of the Deep State and their regressive ET allies were invaded and stripped, including those possessing the remains of human hybrid experiments. Thousands of hybrid children were removed, to be taken to other planets where they could be properly healed and cared for, given their physical appearance was too dissimilar to be tolerated earthside.
These stories and more have been covered by Elena Danaan through her ongoing webinars, books, Star Nation News reports, and international speaking tours. It’s your choice whether or not to pursue learning these things. Make up your own opinion. Take responsibility for your own evolution.
Here is a message from Ninmah and Ea in the threshold night of Maha Shivaratri.
He who destroys the darkness makes way for She who brings the light.
Two from One One from Two
He stands beneath you, holding you up He stands above you, lifting you up He walks behind you, as the protector He walks ahead of you, opening the way He is your right hand He is your left hand He is in your heart
Holding Trishula above the highest mountain He blasts its light upon the world Casting the darkness away Destroying its deputies Bringing peace where chaos ruled Bringing love where the land was dry Guiding humanity towards its glorious destiny
He makes way for Her to bring the Light For you to take your power back The New Time Has Begun
Note to Readers:
Shiva, the Destroyer of Darkness, in the Hindu trinity is a remembered aspect of Prince Ea, imperial prince from the Anakhim empire (Sirius B star system).
Ninmah was an incarnation of Elena’s wherein she was raised in the imperial family of Anu, as cousin to Ea.
Ea and Elena are what is called twin fractals, born at the same moment by Creator.
It is an honor to have them both present for the birth of the new human, as humanity moves from third density and into fifth density. Neither consider themselves as being above Earth humanity. They are here to serve.
Elena is assisting humanity back into the Light by giving us updates on our solar system, the relationships Earth military have with benevolent ET military, etc.
There were years where I felt like I was losing my mind.
Because suddenly, the world around me questioned my integrity.
They stopped believing me.
They ran when I spoke.
Friends laughed.
Family changed the subject.
Some called me dramatic.
Some called me dangerous.
Some crazy, or weird.
Some just… stopped calling.
And you know what?
The hardest part wasn’t even the mocking.
It was sitting at dinner tables, smiling politely, pretending nothing was happening –
just to hold on to a little bit of normalcy and familiarity.
All while something inside me shattered….
every single day, again and again.
I tried to warn gently.
I tried to ask questions softly.
I tried to not sound “crazy.”
I tiptoed around everyone until I was completely burnt out from pretending.
Sometimes I failed.
Sometimes I burned bridges with too much fire.
Sometimes I withdrew because fighting for connection hurt more than being alone.
There were nights I lay in bed staring at the ceiling thinking: “These are my friends. My family. They’ve known my laugh, my fears, my whole history – how can they suddenly not trust my heart?”
There were years without hugs.
Without human warmth.
Just distance stretching wider than any argument.
Conversations that ended in silence.
Days where I felt untethered from the people who once felt like home.
And no – I didn’t wanted distance.
I simply couldn’t unsee what I had seen.
There were moments I hated everyone.
Moments I wanted to scream.
Moments I wanted to be wrong just so life would feel simple again.
But I kept going. There was no way back.
I had to be honest with myself.
And slowly, the anger ran out of oxygen.
It might have been justified… but it was suffocating me.
It burned in my chest like heat with nowhere to go.
Until I realized something brutal and freeing:
The world didn’t owe me understanding.
And I didn’t owe the world my resentment.
So I did the hardest thing.
I forgave.
It hurt.
It wasn’t fair.
But I would not let the wound become my personality.
This kind of forgiveness wasn’t… graceful. It was survival. It was the moment I said: “I’m not carrying this into who I’m becoming.”
So when you start seeing what I saw years ago… You might feel anger. You might feel betrayed. You might think we’re cold.
We’re not.
We’re simply done burning. We already walked through the rage. We already screamed into the dark. We already paid for this clarity… in sleep, in tears, in years.
What you’re feeling now?
We felt it too.
We just stayed long enough for it to transform.
And when you’re ready – really ready –
I won’t say, “I told you.”
I’ll say, “I know.”
Because I do.
I know what it feels like to have your worldview collapse.
I know what it feels like to grieve people who are still alive.
I know what it feels like to be called crazy for trusting your gut.
And I know what it feels like to come out the other side…
Clear.
Grounded.
Sovereign.
Finally no longer owned by the wound.
If you’re waking up now,
I’m not here to shame you.
I’m here to tell you:
It will hurt.
Let the anger move.
Let the grief break you open.
Let the illusions fall.
And then – reclaim your power from it.
Do it for you.
Do it for the children.
For humanity.
Because the life on the other side of resentment is lighter than you can imagine.
Unlike northern oaks, Live Oaks spread wide, their branches curving over the forest floor…
I’m still exploring the northern reaches of Bulow Woods, the closest State Park near home. This is a series of photos attempting to capture a sense of the diversity and layers of life in this ancient hammock (protected place) where the Seminole used to live.
In some areas, the forest is open, welcoming, mid-morning light warming the winter grasses, the path wide.
A fallen giant, felled by a hurricane
Some of the largest and oldest oaks are microclimates supporting ferns, vines and mushrooms.
Winter flowersSlippery when wet…Tall cabbage palmsResurrection ferns
Last Friday, I encountered a local, an older woman walking her dog. She told me that she had already walked the loop trail which has been “officially closed” for quite a while. So, being the explorer I am, I decided to come back and do that part of the trail. I already knew the general layout having visited over 9 years ago. The trail is a dent in the fallen leaves and debris lying on the forest floor.
Here I ventured past the “Area Closed” sign and started the 2.2 mile loop around the center of this portion of Bulow Woods.
On this .6 mile section, I noticed little green dots lodged in the trees as temporary trail markers. I think the reason why the public is not being allowed into the area is because unless you’re acquainted with the sometimes subtle markers, you might get lost. Since I’ve been hiking for over 50 years, I didn’t have any concerns other than I knew I would be tired after hiking the entire 5.2 miles.
Colorful lichensThis fallen tree had an entire fern garden That’s the trail…Vigorous Saw Palmetto was thriving in the deep forestAnother trail sign. I’m still on route.The southern most portion of the loop edges along Cisco DitchTea-colored Cisco Ditch, partially man-made “creek”More trail…Seeds from the Coontie plantWildlife sighting: ArmadilloStrange little animal Trail markerMarsh Palms, pines and oaks predominate in this forest
In “normal” years, Florida receives more rain. This portion of the marsh trail is usually quite muddy but this time there was only a few spots. I just had to pick my way through the grass tuffs and watch for trail markers.
Loop completed
With the completion of the loop portion of the trail, I still had 1.5 miles of walking back to where I was parked.
The weather was perfect, clear and crystalline, great day for a very long walk.
Hope you enjoyed the little outing. It’s hard to capture the essence of this preserved part of old Florida. So much is being ripped down and covered with concrete. These woods are a sanctuary for me and others who enjoy spending time in quiet nature.
On the way out, I heard a very loud owl. Not sure what type. There were also hordes of American Robins, perhaps here to munch on overly ripe holly berries. I also saw signs of feral pig activity. They damage the trail, but it was mostly older.
On the entire trip, I saw 5 people and two dogs, and that was in the beginning “open” section of the trail. I was blissfully alone with the birds, armadillos and squirrels on the loop trail.
Get outside when you can, especially now when so many things are unraveling in the media and geopolitical sphere.
Much love to all,
Eliza Ayres
P.S. If you want to comment, send me an email: bluedragonjournal@gmail.com
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