Try and take a little time to embrace a little solitude and me-space – for the body, mind and soul.
It’s not a selfish act, or a luxury – it’s a necessity! Especially in this apocalypse 😉✨
Some are uneasy with being alone, feeling lonely perhaps or a similar uncomfortable feeling. But sitting with your emotions, a journal and maybe some music, provides a fabulous opportunity for self discovery, replenishment and peace of mind. And this is to the benefit of all, once we return to the busy demands of the everyday…
As some wise person said:
“Loneliness is feeling pain because you’re alone. Solitude is feeling peace because you’re alone”.
Know the difference. ✨💫✨
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Note to Readers:
For a very long time I have preferred my own company. Yesterday when I was taking a very long walk through one of my favorite woods, I was completely alone except for passing a few people… 11 in total and 4 dogs. That was during 2+ hours of walking in an area easily accessed from a variety of points.
What do I do when I’m alone? Talk to myself. That may sound “crazy” but I’ve done it all my life. I work out problems. Ask questions. Talk to animals and trees. Look up at the sky to watch the buzzards flying in the thermals. Staring out across the great expanse of marsh. Observing interesting trees. Composing photos or my blog. No, I’m not lonely when I am being an autophile… I am very much at peace.
North PeninsulaKODAK Digital Still CameraBulow WoodsStiles Creek – Princess PlacePrincess PlaceSheltering Oaks at Princess PlaceLodge @ Princess PlacePelicans on Pellicer CreekFisherman on Pellicer CreekKODAK Digital Still CameraGraham Swamp TrailBulow WoodsCedar Creek @ low tide – BulowLoop Trail @ BulowEgret Fishing in Bulow CreekMushroomsArmadilloCisco Ditch meets Bulow CreekCrowd of fisher birds
Above is an assortment of photos taken at my favorite haunts to take walks away from home. All are within 30 minutes drive.
January was a chilly one, at least in terms of Florida standards. The panhandle received snow and we got heavy rain from a couple of storms that passed through. Overnight temperatures ranged down to 32 degrees (O C). Today was very pleasant, ranging from 46 F to 73 F.
I try to get in a walk everyday and usually do about 3 miles. When I go to these parks, I can walk between 3 to 5 miles.
On the Graham Swamp Trail, I caught a glimpse of a bobcat. I’ve seen plenty of armadillos now, lots of squirrels. Deer, racoons, and opossums can also be found in these woods. And lots of birds.
Saturday is the first of February. This year is already speeding by.
Being sensitive does, at times, feel like a disadvantage. It means you are more vulnerable to external events, but it also means you are more in tune with your internal strength.
Your ability to feel things deeply, is what allows you to empathise with others, to sense things ahead of time, to identify people’s good or bad vibes, to detect lies, to feel for things and ultimately, to care.
We tend to talk a lot about love, but ‘caring’ is actually what feeds our outrage and drives us into action, it’s what brings out the necessary courage to do whatever it takes to right a wrong and what fuels the hunger for justice. Only sensitive people care enough to do something about things.
Sensitivity is not a weakness, it’s a gift. Yes, you will hurt more when disregarded, you will cry for longer when heartbroken, you will feel other people’s pain as if it was your own and you will suffer the madness of this world in an exhausting way, but your joy of victory will be greater, your sense of achievement will be incredible, your satisfaction when justice is served will be spectacular and your connection with the beauty, the magic and the mystery of the divine will make everything you’ve been through seem like a very small price to pay.
You say weakness? I say your sensitivity is your strength. ❤️❤️❤️
Often misunderstood as a youngster, as an adult I came to understand I’m what is considered hypersensitive and empathic. At the time I was born, this was a rare trait; now, not so much. The children being born now are higher frequency than those of my generation.
Believe me, this sensitivity felt like a burden for a long time, but now… it’s my strength. I’ve come to relish this sensitivity that has literally saved my life more than a few times, preventing me from doing something I might regret… to turning around on a trail on a steep slope covered with late melting ice. By spending long hours alone, I’ve come to appreciate and value my innate sensitivity. It aided me in doubting what was being said on the news. I trusted my inner guidance to know not to get the vax… and an assortment of other things.
Yep, sensitivity is a strength.
If you’re sensitive, relish it. Learn from it. Your intuition channels are more open than most people’s are at this time in our physical evolution. In time, all individuals born into this world will be highly sensitive and telepathic. I’m just one of the wayshowers; others will follow, especially the youngsters being born now.
DÉFENDEZ CE QUE VOUS CROYEZ ÊTRE JUSTE, PRENEZ PARTI CONTRE LES MENSONGES, LES ABUS ET LE SECRET. IL N’Y A PAS D’UNITÉ AVEC L’ENNEMI. La façon dont nous combattons l’ennemi, c’est par l’unité de nos troupes. Non pas par une fausse unité avec l’ennemi, mais par l’unification des esprits et des armes autour d’une même croyance, pour devenir une armée inébranlable. Bien entendu, l’unité conduit également une armée à combattre le bon ennemi. L’idée de « tendre l’autre joue » répandue par les ennemis de l’humanité, à travers l’infiltration et l’influence des communautés spirituelles et religieuses, nous demandant d’ignorer les attaques et les mensonges, d’accepter les abus, de faire taire nos propres droits et notre propre voix, n’a qu’un seul but : nous empêcher de défendre ce que nous croyons être honnête et vrai. Dès que l’on défend une cause, on prend parti pour ce que l’on croit juste. Ne pas prendre parti, c’est cesser de se battre et laisser le mensonge gagner.
STAND UP FOR WHAT YOU BELIEVE IS RIGHT, TAKE SIDE AGAINST THE LIES, THE ABUSE AND THE SECRECY. THERE IS NO UNITY WITH THE ENEMY. The way we fight an enemy is through unity among our troops. Not by a false unity with the enemy, but with a unification of minds and arms under a same belief, to become an unbreakable army. Of course, unity also leads an army to fight the right enemy. The “turn the other cheek” narrative widespread by the enemies of humanity, throughout infiltration and influence of spiritual and religious communities, asking us to ignore the attacks and the lies, accept the abuse, silence our own rights and our own voice, has one purpose: stopping us from defending what we believe is honest and true. As soon as you defend a cause, you take side for what you believe is right. Not taking sides is to stop fighting and let the lie win.
~ Elena Danaan
Notes to Readers:
I guess I’m doing what I think is best… and right… and moral. Standing up for those who are fighting against the evil that has infiltrated our world, our culture, our institutions, our governments. Good people are afraid to stand up for what they believe is right… or this philosophy (way of thinking) was purposefully entered into religious teachings to disenfranchise and disempower the people, preventing them from protecting themselves, their families, their children, their way of life. Those who dared to stand up to the former controllers were destroyed.
Been there, done that… in more than one lifetime, folks. Never again, not while there is breath in this body.
King Arthur’s sword “Excalibur” was delivered to Trump tower on 9/2/2016! The sword was accompanied by this letter (3 pages, following):
Notes to Readers:
Swords have played a part in Trump’s campaign against the Dark. Just like the mysterious King Arthur, the Sword has cut through the lies and revealed the Truth.
When I was much younger, I read probably nearly every version of the King Arthur story in book version, both fictional and non-fiction, none of which really resonated. It is a mystery as yet unsolved. Yet, Trump is acting out a role as a courageous man taking on a dangerous enemy and doing it so well. He has my full support.
Once I stood on the crumbled ramparts of an iron-age fort in southern England, reputed to have been Arthur’s fort, the elusive Camelot. I even experienced a vision of a strong dark-haired young man striding along a stone rampart, a long red mantle blowing in the strong wind like a huge flag. My guide discounted my story… All that remained of the ancient castle or fort was lumps in the grass, and a lovely view of the surrounding countryside. England, Great Britain’s lands carried the etheric echoes of kingdoms long buried and hidden from view, but when you walk there, your soul remembers…
The huge sword that Archangel Michael carries is also called The Sword of Truth…
Lady Freedom – Photo by Pavel Danilyuk on Pexels.com
Our greatest enemy may not be ignorance, but rather the illusion of actual knowledge, not based in truth…
People are attached to the lies they think of as knowledge, which makes it really hard for them to take in any new concepts.
It is critical to unlearn almost everything we were taught and go back to a clean slate to start all over again, if we are to awaken to our full potential of awareness.
The problem is, that people are attached to all this ‘knowledge’ that isn’t true. It has come to define their ego, their purpose and their existence, so getting them to let go of their established belief system, is pretty difficult and in some cases seemingly impossible!
Unfortunately, there’s still a vast majority of people in that state and those that are, tend to be the overly intellectual, led by a left-brain imbalance.
The left hemisphere of the brain, is responsible for logical and analytical thought, but when it functions out of balance with the right hemisphere, which deals with intuition, creativity, holistic thought, compassion etc, it leads to a world view based on scientism, atheism, social darwinism and moral relativism.
A right brain imbalance is not desireable either, as it tends to result in naiveté, solipsism, religious extremism and slave mentality.
A balanced brain is therefore crucial to our ability to identify truth.
The controllers of the world are well aware of this and that is why their mind control strategy is to keep people’s brain out of balance either way: left or right.
Balance is the key to everything in life and understanding our own brain imbalance is a first step in the instrospective journey that this awakening journey requires.
My Mom once told me that she walked into a room where a couple of friends were discussing her, they didn’t know she was there. She shook her head, smiled and walked away. 🕊
My Mom also told me that she had a friend who talked bad about her, she never knew that Mom found out, Mom never mentioned it. She smiled and walked away from this friendship. 🕊
She told me she had family who chose to shift her out of their life because she stood up for herself for a change. And because she stopped crossing oceans for them when they would not even help her cross a bridge. She smiled, shook her head and walked away. 🕊
So I asked her how she could just walk away from people that betrayed her while pretending to be her friends or family? 🕊
She answered that every time she came to a crossroad like that, she had to decide who will be going forward on her journey with her. This showed her who she cannot take along with her. 🕊
So she explained to me that you should never get mad at a person who betrays you, even in the name of friendship or family. Just gracefully bow out and enjoy your journey with all the new people God puts in their place.
❤️Author unknown
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Notes to Readers:
Would I have had the grace to refrain from getting angry or feeling resentful of those who chose to betray me. Forgiveness? It has come slowly, but what changed for me was the realization it was my journey and no one else’s. For me to complete this section of the journey, I first needed to accept “me”, to love “me”… even if I didn’t quite understand my motivations and decisions. I certainly didn’t worry about what others felt when I walked away, but I knew and felt their rejection when I returned. It was palatable, quite evident in the unwillingness to speak to me, to ask me how I was doing, what I was doing, to even acknowledge my existence that had somehow strayed so far out of their field of understanding that they no longer saw me as being a member of the family.
Through the years of separation from blood family, I have basically walked alone, meeting others along the way, but not really finding anyone with whom I resonated on a deep level except a few individuals who have reached out to me through the internet.
Having always been one who didn’t mind being alone, who chose to sit in a peaceful corner and read a book rather than join a group of friends having their form of “fun”… I’ve come to relish time alone. Few people in our modern era are comfortable being alone, not requiring outer stimulus. Even myself sitting in front of a laptop am guilty of this…
Learning to walk away with grace… that is an accomplishment worthy of a wise soul, one that has learned the value of self-love and the understanding that it is the journey not the destination that is what the soul yearns to experience.
In responding to a deep call of my soul, I have ended up without blood family… and stand alone, but not alone, never alone… There will always be those whose frequency resonates with your own, but sometimes the journey takes us far into unknown places, both within and without… The connection to Source and the knowledge I am loved is what sustains me and so I continue on…
Within every family there are unique members who break patterns, the so-called “black sheep.” “However, far from being a burden or a problem, they are in fact the lions of the family system, the scouts towards the liberation of the family tree.
From an early age, they often question beliefs, challenge traditions and pave the way for paths never traveled.
They are the ones who are criticized, judged or even rejected, but they play a fundamental role: freeing the family from repetitive patterns that cause frustration for generations.
These revolutionary spirits who do not fit in, those who cry out for revolution and do not conform to the status quo, are agents of change.
They are the ones who heal, purify and they regenerate the family tree, creating new branches, full of life and potential.
Thanks to their courage and perseverance, the family roots are renewed.
Their rebellion is fertile soil, their apparent madness nourishes the tree like refreshing water, their persistence brings new winds and their passion lights the flame that rekindles the hearts of those who came before.
Do not allow anyone to dim your light or make you doubt your essence. Take care of your uniqueness, this “rare” that is the most beautiful and precious flower of your family tree.
You are, in fact, the dream that came true of your entire ancestral generation and an inspiration to humanity.
Someone asked me that question the other day and I didn’t know what to answer… 😳 Me, the woman of many words, was dumbfounded by the unexpected inquiry!
If they’d ask, ‘Are you unhappy?’ I would have immediately said ‘No!’ But am I happy? 🤔 The question posed some serious consideration, some inner digging and some soul searching…
What is happiness anyway? How does one define it? Identify it? Own it? Embrace it? Create it?
As my mind raced for answers, I could see my curious interrogator growing impatient, so in line with my characteristic brutal honesty, I responded; “I don’t know…”
However, I’ve been thinking about the question since… 🤔 Oh! the eternal conundrum! ‘To be or not to be… happy!’ I think Shakespeare would’ve understood me. What a dilemma!
It occurred to me, that to make matters worse, our only barometer of happiness is or own past interaction with it, or lack thereof. That in itself, poses more questions; how do you recognise happiness in order to identify it? Are we born with a natural happiness detector?
Let’s apply the scientific method and identify certain ‘symptoms’ usually connected with the ‘happy virus’:
a spring in your step?
unprompted smiling?
easily breaking into laughter?
less appetite?
less chocolate craving?
higher levels of energy?
a willingness to try new things?
deranged thoughts of the world being your oyster?
jumping out of bed excited about a new day?
impromptu a capella singing in the shower?
dancing as if nobody’s watching?
Reading through my list, it did not feel very scientific at all, but rather Hollywoodesque… Mmmm…🤔 Let’s try again, maybe there are other symptoms of ‘happiness’ that might apply:
a sense of peace? Of calmness?
less anxiety?
not giving two hoots about other people’s opinion of you?
having the courage to speak your mind?
understanding that everything happens for a reason
accepting things as they come with less drama
having a sense of inner power you wished you’d found in your 20s?
feeling accompanied by God?
not caving in to fear?
I finally had my answer to the question! 😃 No! I’m not happy in the Hollywood RomCom sense of the word, (I was, once upon a time), but now I have found another type of happiness; a more reliable one, a more consistent one, a more loyal one.
It’s the type of happiness that you cannot find outside of yourself no matter how much time or money you invest in the search. This happiness only exists within you. You must invest the time and create it for yourself, but once you do, it tends to stick around, come what may.
Suddenly I feel relieved! I almost want to run to my friend and tell her! 😂 But who cares, right?
As the new year starts I wish you every type of happiness, but I do recommend the latter one, the one that depends solely on you. ❤️❤️❤️
Laura always comes up with interesting questions and perspective. As a single retired individual I have a lot of time for self-reflection and quiet time. I know I have matured greatly in my emotional intelligence during the past several years, largely because I had the time to do so. Such is not the case for most folks attempting to balance family life, raising children, paying bills, and working two or three jobs.
What makes me feel happy is probably quite different than most of my more extroverted acquaintances. The other day, when I was alone for a few moments standing by my car preparing to go on one of my long walks at Princess Place, I breathed in the stillness of the forested park, the lack of people, the quiet calls of nearby birds, the rustle of the wind through the tall, long-leaf pines. This is the kind of thing that makes me feel “happy” or at least at peace. Simple things, Nature in all of her messy and breathtaking grandeur, simply being able to take it all in without expectation, but with a sense of singular gratitude.
When I arrive at a deeper understanding about a certain long-held question of mine, I feel “happy” or at least gratified to have achieved greater self-awareness and confirmation. A lot of long-held questions of mine have been answered in the past four years especially, which has given me more confidence to accepting that my early intuitions about the world were in alignment with reality.
Being a telepathic (at least to some extent) being in a shut-down world, hyper-sensitive, empath can be and has been a challenge. Anyone of a similar nature would totally understand. Yet each of us are entirely unique, having placed certain challenges in our soul’s journey that we need to overcome or surmount depending on circumstances.
Holidays are always a challenge, but this year I largely ignored the decorations and the drive to buy gifts, decorate, and gather in crowds. I know the current holidays are largely artificial constructs, set as an overlay to the Satanic festivals so I’m not going to feed into that old corrupt matrix. I didn’t receive or give a single present this year, but chose a few things to update my wardrobe, practical items that I needed, not something I would just toss away.
Happiness? Well, let’s say I’ve arrived at a place where I know there is a lot more to explore but inward, not outward. I’m learning patience… for despite my natural quiet gentle nature there is a certain fieriness to my inner being, which is the warrior who yearns for adventure. She is quiescent for the time being until there is need to call upon her fiery nature. I am also learning to take one day at a time.
For someone who doesn’t appear to be engaged in life… or “busy” in the traditional sense of the word, doing a lot, I might appear to be lazy, but I can tell you that there is a lot going on inside and appearances can be deceiving. Meanwhile, it’s difficult to share my inner focus right now as it is “in development” and will manifest when appropriate.
Is that confusing enough? I don’t fit in to social mores, never have, and could care less. I just don’t make a big fuss over it but go my own way.
Meanwhile my guides and mentors cheer me on when I reach a new level of self-understanding. That is more important to me than outer rewards and acknowledgement.
“Those who know cannot sleep”. Learn how horror, shock and prolonged injustice can lead to a state of post-traumatic stress, something MANY of us currently battle every day.
Wide-spread mental condition. We’re in the confusion stage. Some of the normies are coming to Anons with questions.
How do you handle post-traumatic stress?
The REVEAL will be of such magnitude that it will cause stress. The reason for this is simple. Your view of the world is about to be challenged.
Parts of PTS:
Intention: we are creating a Christian Republic. Any time we get challenged, it won’t do. The better informed you are, the better you will survive.
Ric gives the goals.
Trauma Related Stress – from an Australian magazine
Bio, Psycho, Social Self – memories fade (part of healing)
Threat, terror, fear / flight / freeze
physical threat for police, soldiers, medics… repeated exposure leads to a terror response, men are biologically programmed to help
Soldiers freeze, for others the pressure was too much… effect of terror on an individual
Accumulation is overwhelming, physical injury, change in brain, the threat is ongoing, brain is locked on the trauma, it’s real and still happening. The Cabal uses trauma to condition people.
Persistent feeling of threat, need control
Sensitivity to noise, insulted by it, intolerance of noise, high-sensitivity to rule violations
PTS could be caused by bullying or non-contact abuse, repeated exposure, inability to control
Moral pollution, betrayal, blame, compromise, inaction that violates personal moral code – threat to moral integrity, being lied to…
Genuine shock and grief, followed by outrage and disgust and you feel psychologically violated, assault on deeply held perceptions and beliefs
We have seen the results of different moral standards, lived experience; it is all theory to the Leftists…
Moral injury leads to psychological injury… you have a right to feel like you do
Symbolic threats are still real, apologies aren’t coming… they ran away, you feel contaminated, replaying events trying to change the outcome, self-reflective capacity that can become a trap.
Unresolved sensitivity to injustices, chronic detachment
Both pathways are a threat to one’s integrity… Physical threat, moral threat
It is a system that the Cabal has used to control us
After undergoing trauma, you are a new you… In order to recover from the trauma, you construct a new belief system.
Those who are awake won’t be as shocked. Moral wounds, suicide is not the answer.
IMPORTANT video for everyone to listen to during these challenging times.
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