Sunny's Journal

Twelve years ago something happened that made me completely reevaluate life and so I started a long, ongoing journey to try and understand its meaning and purpose.

The quest has lead me down many different paths, often contradicting and sometimes misleading. (It’s a total minefield.)

Just when you think you know something, you realise you don’t and just as you thought some things were beginning to make sense, you have to discard them and start all over again.

My quest has made me capable of actually holding two opposing notions in serious consideration and having an open and critical mind to evaluate anything without the bias of any inherent, cultural or religious bias (at least I try really hard).

I’m aware that this often confuses people because they can’t label or box me into any category (which pleases me).

I believe that if we are truly committed to seeking truth, we must be prepared to consider that long held beliefs may not be truthful or at least not in their entirety.

If there’s one thing I’ve learned along this journey, is that evil uses truth and mixes it with falsehoods to confuse and deceive us, so learning to separate the wheat from the chaff is a very useful and necessary skill.

Perhaps the most significant conclusion that I have drawn after all these years, is that the further you search for answers, the more you understand they were always inside of you.

Truth, my friends, does not lie outside of us, it lies inside. All the answers are contained within our souls.

The key lies in developing the skills to ‘reconnect’ with your greater being in the midst of the chaos, the noise and the madness of this matrix.

It’s not an easy thing to do, but it’s what we must do at this time. In fact, I believe that is precisely our mission; we must contribute to humanity’s transformation by means of our individual enlightenment through our connection to our greater selves and our Creator. Only then, will we access the answers, the wisdom and the power to transform and transcend this reality.

Someone said ‘The kingdom of God is within you’.
It’s true.
❤️❤️❤️

https://t.me/LauraAbolichannel

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Notes to Readers

Along the way, through her many struggles to understand the “why” of life, Laura Aboli has become a very wise woman.

I would like to think I have also grown in wisdom through my own struggles to understand why I was here on Terra at this time, why here, why now, and what was the purpose of my internal drive to put up all of these posts and occasionally write one of these notes or an entire article.

I’ve known for a long time that I was being forged through hardships for a purpose, although what that purpose entailed was still undefined in my waking mind. Perhaps you feel the same way, perhaps not. Perhaps you might feel that you know everything and can base your life on one tried and true belief system. This sort of mind set doesn’t work for me. I find myself having to adjust, reassess, let go of certain beliefs, and reassess some more. Perhaps this gives the reader or those who interact with me on a more personal level the impression I act like a butterfly, flitting from one flower or idea to another. Nothing could be more false.

At the core of my being is the desire to see the freedom of humanity manifest. This is what drives me to put up these posts, keep up this blog, despite the fact I would rather be doing something else, like actually living life, with a husband, children, a garden, pets, a little house… you know, the things regular people do. Only the leaders of our world seem to have it out for the little people and so I act in the manner that has presented itself to me, write. And post the articles and videos of those I see as having the same goal in mind: the freedom of humanity from the clutches of a dark Cabal.

Without going into my personal journey and how I have arrived here, just know that although I appear intellectual to some, misunderstood by many, there exists at the core a fiery soul determined to do what I can while I can. The fear of death left me a long time ago when I remembered my last death and then many others. I really have incorporated an understanding of the eternal nature of the “Is Be” as Elena Danaan and her ET friends refer to the Soul, the fractal consciousness of Source, which all those who are sentient beings in this Universe share with us.

I knew these things decades ago without having the words to explain it to my then husband and friends. Of course, they dismissed my ideas and comments, but I remember. Eventually, I chose to walk free of these perceived limitations and continued my journey, this time on my own. I had marked it out in my astrological birth chart on the day I was born (and no, I won’t share those planets and houses here).

I have come to understand that each of us has an unique path to walk through life. Therefore, we cannot judge others for the way they are thinking or acting, especially if they are doing something to annoy others. If someone bothers us, we have the choice to walk away. I have done a lot of that… leaving people. I couldn’t leave myself though and had to work through my inner issues, arriving at a level of awareness about a belief, and knowing that it was time to release it, which I have done seemingly overnight. People can underestimate my determination, it startles them when I perform one of my about faces or change of direction and probably hurts sometimes… Yet, I am also aware that I am not responsible for their reactions, either, only my own feelings.

Anyway, enough about me. I trust that those who have found their way to these digital pages have learned something. If not, well… I have no control over that nor would I want to. I have simply made some ideas available for you to consider, to ponder, to think about. What you do next is yours to decide.

As I wrote on my Welcome Page, I am not here to be a teacher, a guru, or to gain followers. I simply express my views on current events, share a tiny bit of my inner process, and give people things to think about. What you do next is your responsibility.

You see the purpose of this life is to regain personal freedom, sovereignty, and accepting the responsibility, focus and intent that goes along with being an adult. I’m working on this. Hopefully, you are, too.

Eliza Ayres

https://sunnysjournal.com