Story of an ET Walk-in Experience | Sheila Seppi

Dr. Michael Salla – Exopolitics Today

n 1999, Sheila Seppi had a powerful Walk-In experience that dramatically changed her life. At the time, she was a chronically sick 38-year-old mother of three young children, with a traditional religious worldview and living in an unhappy marriage. The Walk-In experience led to her being immediately healed of her many illnesses and led to her being profoundly interested in shamanism, multi-dimensional living, spiritual evolution, and extraterrestrial life.

Seppi started to remember past lives as an extraterrestrial and contacts began with beings from Arcturus, Andromeda, and the angelic realm. She initially questioned whether her remarkable transformation was due to some kind of delusional mental breakdown, and visited a nearby spiritual therapist who was the first to explain to her that she had experienced a Walk-In. Over the subsequent months and years, Seppi learned about Walk-Ins and how it is a real phenomenon leading to the kinds of dramatic changes she went through.

In her first Exopolitics Today interview, Seppi discusses her remarkable life story and detailed knowledge of how souls incarnate on Earth and are connected to a primary source energy that transcends religious belief systems in an all-powerful god. She discusses how to discern the difference between genuine Walk-Ins with those who have delusional thinking, demonic possession, and MK-Ultra mind programming.

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Money Laundering in Washington D.C.

OK let’s deal with this.

The biggest ‘elephant in the room’ open secret in Washington DC.

The money laundering.

Let’s deal with it.

No, they don’t actually SPEND all 4.5 million dollars to spray alcoholic rats with bobcat urine. I doubt they spent as much as $100,000 on it.

What they are doing is what they have been doing for decades: stealing your tax money and laundering it.

People who’ve been studying and researching how the money laundering game works internationally have known all along the USG does not actually spend $2500 on a hammer or $1 million on a box of parts.

Look, as they steal the money and send it out to be laundered, they got write SOMETHING down, OK? About where it went, what it was used for, right?

Here’s the brutal truth: you’ll never grasp exactly HOW MUCH they’ve been stealing until you realize about 75% of ‘foreign aid’ PLUS all of these weirdly expensive ‘studies’ are money-laundering fronts.

Nobody audits the foreign aid, something the Ukraine madness has highlighted for the past 3 years.

What Elon Musk and Vivek Ramaswamy are being brought in to do is to primarily REMOVE THE COVER for the money laundering operations that have been ongoing for more than a century.

The Biggest Lie they ever told you was that they need 6 trillion a year or whatever it is to fund this USG.

That’s never been true. What they’ve been doing is stealing around 5 trillion/year.

And you need an awful lot of laundering to cover up that kind of trail.

Heads should be on a swivel because the last time a real initiative was undertaken to audit the Pentagon, it was suddenly ‘discovered’ that $2 trillion of taxpayer’s money was ‘unaccounted for’ and an investigation had been launched to try to discover where the missing money went.

Then-Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfeld came out to announce the missing $2 trillion and the launch of the investigation on….September 10, 2001.

Guess what happened next?

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November Walks in the Parks | Eliza

Princess Place Preserve

On Tuesday, the 12th, and today, the 14th, I went on a series of walks. The first one was to Princess Place Preserve (seen above) one of my favorite local parks. Today, I hit North Peninsula State Park and a chunk of Bulow Woods (from the road north to the canal.

All of these parks have received a certain amount of clean-up after our local hurricanes, Milton and perhaps a touch of Helene, especially at Princess Place, which is further north than the other two.

To illustrate what some of the clean up entails:

These very old oaks make a mess when they fall. They’re quite gigantic as you can see from the size of the sawn up trunks. It takes heavy equipment to move those logs and they were just pushed off to the side of the trail.

Live oaks on the Loop Road, Princess Place

The walk at Princess Place was uneventful other than this fool playing with his airboat. If you’ve never heard one, they are LOUD!

White Egret on Pellicer Creek islet
It was a grey day on Pellicer Creek

Even for mid-November the temperature was warmish and humid. I was comfortable in a T-shirt and shorts.

On the next walk, I headed out to North Peninsula State Park. This little park is relatively undeveloped although it has a small picnic area, a restroom, parking lot and 2.25 mile trail system.

I started out on the trail and immediately came upon a gate keeper. The high tides had crept over the lip of the nearby lagoon and onto the trail. I had to negotiate a 3.5 inch puddle of cool salty water. It wasn’t a problem as I was wearing a pair of ancient Keen water sandals. Then, hordes of mosquitos began their attack. I drew out a secret weapon and applied my “natural” bug spray which contains citronella among other things. It worked amazingly well.

Showy Yaupon Holly

One of the native hollies was showing bright red berries in preparation for winter festivities. This native plant makes a good tough drought tolerant addition to a yard in the Deep South.

Garberia

I finally saw some Garberia in bloom. According to my brief research, it is rare to find, although we have some in our neighborhood woods at the edge of the pines. It’s very pretty in a tough rubbery sort of way. Here’s some information on Garberia:

Based on the provided search results, the Garberia plant name in Florida is Garberia heterophylla. It is a shrubby plant endemic to Florida’s north and central peninsula, and is listed as a threatened species in the state.

Here are some key characteristics and facts about Garberia heterophylla:

  • Family: Asteraceae (Daisy/Composite family)
  • Genus: Garberia (monotypic genus containing only one species)
  • Common Name(s): Garberia, Garber’s
  • Distribution: Endemic to Florida, specifically in northern and central counties
  • Habitat: Prefers acidic soils and can tolerate drought
  • Growth Habit: Low shrub, 4-8 feet tall
  • Leaves: Dull grayish, viscid, obovate, and alternately arranged on stems
  • Flowers: Lavender pink, late-season, in terminal corymbs
  • Fruits: Small, inconspicuous achenes
  • Similarities: Closely related to Liatris, but distinguished by its shrubby habit and different karyotype

I do love it when I can identify a new plant!

Scrubby Sand Live Oaks at No. Peninsula

Another find was a local species of Golden Rod:

This might be Seaside Goldenrod, Solidago sempervirens

I just love Goldenrod wherever I find it. My resource book for local plant identification is Wildflowers of Florida Field Guide by Jaret Daniels.

A sample of Coastal Strand vegetation, mostly salt tolerant plants
More wind-blown skinny oak trees

Upon returning to the beginning of the trail, I found the tidal flood was even higher. I chose to go out via the service road and walk back to the parking lot via the road. I stayed a bit drier that way, although it was a slightly longer route. Apparently the tide was really high mid-morning. Now I know I can’t get across nearby Cedar Creek (Bulow Woods) because the bridge is flooded at high tides, too. Even when I drove along High Bridge Road, I was driving through some puddles caused by the high tides. The water in the Bulow Creek – Halifax River marshes was very high, nearly lapping onto the road. This ancient roadway is closed during heavy rains due to the flooding.

Now, I completed my walk for today at the middle section of Bulow Woods Trail, from Boardman Lane north to the canal. Here I was checking on the status of the Bulow Woods Trail, whether or not the northernmost section repair was completed. It was not; the bridge is still out of commission:

Even more debris has fallen on the railroad rail frame of the old bridge thanks to Hurricane Milton, which affected some of the area. Still, the park guys had done a lot of clean up on the trail so I could make it this far. It’s a mile from Walter Boardman Lane to the Cisco Ditch (canal), so a 2 mile RT.

Peruvian Primrose, non-native shrub

This is another handsome native shrub I sometimes see growing in people’s gardens. I forget the name right now…

Bulow Creek Marsh
Bulow Creek at the confluence with Cisco Ditch

I was rather tired by the time I made my way back to the Kia, but pleased with the outing.

I hope you enjoy my photos (taken on an older Nikon L830, digital camera).

Eliza Ayres

https://sunnysjournal.com

P.S.

Another potential hurricane, now Tropical Storm “Sarah” is lurking near Honduras and may impact Belize and Mexico this weekend or early next week. It has the potential to restrengthen and move into the Gulf of Mexico next week…

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Ancient Anunnaki Laboratory in Romania

Interview with Elena Danaan

Exopolitics Today w/ Dr. Michael Salla

Topics:

In this interview featuring Elena Danaan and Dr. Michael Salla recorded on October 28 in Bucharest, Romania, they discuss her experiences, along with Corina Pataki, of what was discovered inside the Bucegi mountains of Romania. They cover what was detected concerning a plasma consciousness that surrounds an anomaly allegedly first discovered under the Bucegi mountains in 2003. Danaan recognized the facility as an ancient Anunnaki laboratory built tens or hundreds of thousands of years ago from her own past life memories.

 Danaan and Dr. Salla also analyze the ancient story of Adapa and Enki or Ea, where EA was not the trickster god that is depicted in some Sumerian texts but in fact actually saved the life of Adapa who was about to be punished for killing a Ciakar (Draconian leader).

 They also cover the rapid growth of the Artemis Accords and their relationship to the Jupiter Accords that were reached in 2021, and how China has made itself an outlier in the implication of the Accords. Danna and Dr. Salla also discuss how the accords pertain to Elon Musk’s plans for future Starship missions to Mars and creating colonies there.

Danaan and Dr. Salla also talk about Medbeds and JP’s October 28 update where he discussed how he was put inside of one for treatment, and how these were being made available to military veterans who had participated in covert secret space program assignments.

They also discuss the US presidential elections, what to expect with the outcome, and a possible delay in UFO/ET disclosure as the Deep State attempts to interfere with the election results to delay rather than prevent the inevitable outcome of a Star Trek future.

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Scofield Bible, a Jewish Rothschild Creation

Scofield Bible Jewish Rothschild Creation

This bible was published by Satanists in order to get support for the creation of Israel by the Rothschild Family.

How the “Schofield Reference Bible” was created (altering the translation of The Bible) at the turn of the 20th century by the World Zionist Organization in order to brainwash Christians into adopting Zionism (a political movement) as a cornerstone of the teachings of Christ. (“The Judeo-Christian West”)

At the head of this movement (“The Plymouth Brethren”) was London oligarch John Darby, who sought to manipulate conditions to bring about [false] Biblical prophecy (according to a vision he had after falling from a horse and hitting his head) by migrating Jews from Europe to Palestine and ultimately compelling them to convert to Christianity after a series of violent conflicts.

They literally changed a passage in The Bible to say that a land was promised to the seed of Abram (Abraham) when it actually did not say that at all. Millions have died as a result of this deception.

This same group was responsible for creating the Federal Reserve, orchestrating both World Wars, unleashing the Bolsheviks, radicalizing the Muslims, enslaving Americans with the federal tax code, and destroying culture through moral degeneracy via Hollywood and pornography.

Jesus dictated to His apostle, John, seven letters that were to be sent to various churches. To the Church in Smyrna (modern-day Turkey), which was suffering under intense persecution, Jesus acknowledged their hardship, warning them of a faction of hyper-militant apostates who claimed to be faithful Jews, but had actually betrayed God and now served Satan.

“I know your tribulation and poverty, but you are rich. I know the slander of those who claim to be Jews and are not, but rather are members of the Synagogue of Satan.” -Revelation 2:9

Do people not understand what Q meant when he said that this information war was a battle against a cabal of Satanists? That this fight was “Biblical?”

(I don’t think Q was claiming to have advanced knowledge of Biblical prophecy unfolding, as that would imply that the Q team had divine knowledge— which is blasphemy in the Christian faith. I think they were referring to the fact that the Bible had been weaponized against the Christian West by Satanists.)

I think when Q said, “The End won’t be for everyone,” perhaps he wasn’t talking about brainwashed leftists, as everybody typically assumes. Perhaps he was talking about Christian Zionists whose arrogance will lead them to cling to false scripture, which was only written relatively recently.

What is clear is that these Satanists are fully prepared to kill practitioners of all three Abrahamic religions in order to keep the nations of the world divided and in a constant state of war.

I encourage all of you to not take my word for it, and go do your own research.

Source of video: https://x.com/KimDotcom/status/1852041633883394094

The creation of Israel was fraudulent. Abraham wasn’t looking for a stretch of desert; he was looking for Heaven, a higher frequency land. My kingdom is not physical. My kingdom is in the heavenly realm. My kingdom is among you, within you.

This bible was unquestioningly accepted by Christian nations.

You are children of the Heavenly Kingdom of Jerusalem… we are the Temple of the Living God.

If you follow the Satanic version of the bible, you are not a follower of Yeshua. God… consciousness dwells in your heart, not in a physical country, and certainly not through acts of violence against another people.

Tiro adds:

👀👆👆 Thought that an interesting take – and there may be some validity to it, but we know for sure [Zionist] Jews, and perhaps those who are Jews but have concrete of the realities of [Zionism]. I’ve mentioned many times those who are devout are my biggest fear at the end ….

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These Zionist “Jews” are not followers of the Torah, but the false teachings of the Talmud, which promotes Satanic beliefs, and encourages its followers to hate the Goyim (everyone who is not a follower).

IMHO, it will be the real Jews and the followers of Evangelical Christianity who will have the most trouble letting go of their false light belief systems.

Eliza

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Visit to Romania’s Bucegi Sphinx w/Corina Pataki and Elena Danaan

On October 26, 2024, Corina Pataki, Elena Danaan, and Dr. Michael Salla traveled to the summit of the Bucegi Mountains in Romania to investigate claims of a Hall of Records under a Sphinx-like formation of rocks.

The first public claim of such a Hall of Records was made by Radu Cinamar (pseudonym) in his book, Transylvania Sunrise (2009). In his book, Cinamar describes how his mentor Cezar Brad (a pseudonym) was part of a top secret Romanian Intelligence organization called Department Zero set up to investigate paranormal activity in the 1960s. After US ground penetrating radar detected an anomaly under the Bucegi Sphinx in 2003, a team led by Brad was sent to investigate and found the Hall of Records.

In this investigation of what lies beneath the Bucegi Sphinx, Pataki and Danaan conducted a remote viewing/psychic projection into the area immediately beneath the Sphinx, and also recorded sounds emanating from under the Earth. They not only confirmed the existence of the Hall of Records but also activated and interacted with an organic/plasma consciousness set up with the Hall of Records, and some of the advanced technologies within it to affect our current time.

Most significantly, Pataki recognized the Hall of Records as a location she was secretly taken to in the late 1970s, when she was still only a child who had been identified by the Romanian Intelligence services as a person with unique abilities. Also, Danaan recognized the Hall of Records as identical to one of the ancient laboratories set up by the Anunnaki.

After conducting their remote viewing/psychic projection, Pataki and Danaan are interviewed by Dr. Salla about the significance of what they saw and interacted with and what it means for the US Presidential Elections and the planetary timeline.

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Pamantul – o perspectiva exoplotica. Interview with Elena Danaan and Dr. Michael Salla in Romania

From Dr. Michael Salla:

Here is an interview I did with Elena Danaan in the studio of a Romanian TV channel in Bucharest where we discuss a wide range of subjects related to ET contact, Romania’s hidden history and Bucegi Mountains Hall of Records. The host was Dr. Marvin Atudorei and Bruno Mihăilescu. The interview ran for over 3 hours and involved English Romanian translation

Elena, Corina Pataki, and Dr. Salla took a research trip to Romania. This is a long program, but an important one. It was presented on Romanian television.

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Anxious? Remember to be the Observer

Many are anxious about the election, and the potential of more pipe-bursts, ballot-dumps in all the swing states, etc.

But we can only control what we can control.

We spent the last 8 years waking millions of normies, drastically shifted the Overton Window, and outworked the corrupt MSM. I am fully confident that we went above and beyond to wake as many people as we could, and legitimately changed the course of humanity, with the limited resources that we have as everyday citizens.

Will it be enough to overcome the Deep State’s fraud attempts? We can only wait to see. However, Trump seems confident that we can make it “Too Big To Rig”, and the Dems/MSM are panicking.

My point is, don’t expend energy worrying about variables outside our control. Our emotions and fear about the election will not alter the outcome. All we can do is vote, get others to vote, and use our platforms to point out any irregularities.

Managing our emotions will be key over the coming weeks. Allocate your energy on things you can control, and let the chips fall where they may.

BioClandestine

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Freethought – the roots of the Spirit of America | Eliza

Free Thought: An Essay by Eliza Ayres

America was built by freethinkers, those people who felt limited by the beliefs imposed upon them by generations of authority. They no longer wanted to be limited in how they chose to pray to God, what kind of education to offer their children, where and how to live.

Perhaps the idea of America was never fully realized by the people who moved to the raw land, because they were too focused on simply living day to day. During the past century, our country has been under attack by the very communist forces that took down Russia in 1917. Yet, our people have not ever been fully captured. Close, but not completely, because there were always those who had the ability to see through the manipulation and lies, the freethinkers, the ones who had learned logic and science in school or had been taught by well-trained military strategists. They were able to read the writing on the wall for the world if our country was taken down from the infiltration of the communist way of thinking and acting. And so they planned and trained in preparation for these times and have inspired a completely new way of viewing politics and personal engagement in the systems that govern human behavior.

Freethought still prevails and resurfaces especially in times of great need, like in the case of Western North Carolina, a region bigger than Rhode Island, where families whose ancestors were some of those who came over to America as bond slaves or left England due to the inability to worship God in their own manner, or to simply find alternative ways to make a living in a new land.

It is ironic that the iconic film The Last of the Mohicans was filmed largely in Western North Carolina in the very area most heavily impacted by the damage from Hurricane Helene. Thousands if not millions of broad feet of beautiful hardwood forests have been toppled by hurricane force winds, some tornadic, leaving 100+ foot timber sprawled on steep hillsides, completely stripped of leaf and limb, like sticks thrown on the ground in a jumble. Having seen the results of Mt. St. Helens eruption and its impact on the local forest lands, the calamity that befell the Western North Carolina woods is similar and certainly just as devastating. It will take the forests decades to heal from the wounds inflicted upon it by the evil winds that were guided into those steep-sided mountains that day.

Yet, despite the real heartache of the people, some who have literally lost everything, there is a spirit that burns bright, a resilience that cannot not be denied, a determination to survive, to organize and work together to recover, rebuild, and reform their communities and make new ones to replace what has been lost.

What the government refuses to do, the people will. There will be ways to do things that don’t fit into the overly regulated bureaucracies that have been built up inside of Washington D.C. The People will find a way. The People will rediscover within themselves all manner of new ways to apply the skills they have learned over the course of a lifetime… and new skills to apply to the new challenges presented by this environmental calamity.

Being from the Pacific Northwest and a witness of how forests can be mismanaged and well-managed, I see an opportunity for some of that knowledge gained by generations of loggers, getting together with generations of miners and road engineers. Perhaps some of that fallen broad feet of beautiful hardwood timber can be used, if loggers can reach it, mill it, and use it to build new homes for those who lost theirs in the mud flood that swept through the steep mountain valleys. Perhaps temporary timber mills need to be re-erected in these mountain valleys so communities can be rebuilt.

Maybe its time for the state and federal governments to step aside and let the People take matters into their own hands and actually get things done.

This calamity and its fallout, with the state governor openly salivating on the prospect of making money off of forcing the stubborn residents of these isolated mountain communities to sell their land in order for the government to be able to seize the wealth of the resources underlying them… gives me the determination to see that the Trump administration begins its clean up of all the corrupt politicians and those who take advantage of the people. Yet, we can’t just wait around for one man to solve the problems of the world. We’re all in this together and must relearn to work as community, together, in unity, with a focus in mind… to see to the welfare and wellbeing of every living soul within any given area, whether human or animal, as well as the environment.

Given the changes wrought upon these mountains by wind and rain, perhaps it is time to reconsider where it is right and proper to even build houses and communities. While it is sweet to settle next to a river, that same river can take away house and farm within hours and did so just a month ago. Lands that had been held in the hands of generations of the same family were literally washed away, stripped of their woods, topsoil, pastures and replaced by broken heaps of timber, brush and debris, and strips of plastic and other nearly unrecognizable scraps of manufactured homes, trailers, trucks, cars, barns, and whatnot. Hollows are natural debris flows that will catch more floods and mudflows in the future especially given the damage wrought upon the ability of the woods to retain moisture. Again… I’ve seen the damage that is created when woods are clear cut and not replaced with new tree cover. Heavy rains create deep crevices which continue to erode and eat away the ages old topsoil, exposing roots of the remaining tree cover, further weakening the network of roots that stabilize hillsides.

There’s a lot to consider as the area’s residents continue to work through their personal trauma and grief at the loss of a sweet way of life. I hope people can find ways to do things differently than before.

I had a dream last night… I saw lumps of gold embedded in the ceiling above my head. I don’t know where I was, but I was very excited upon seeing the gold, knowing that somehow what we had been doing — meditation work — had resulted in this astonishing manifestation of alchemy. I remember exclaiming, “It’s alchemy!”

Alchemy is transforming the common into the uncommon… lead to gold. And we’re currently as a world transitioning from the Age of Iron or the Kali Yuga to the Age of Gold, the Kali Satya or Age of Pisces to the Age of Aquarius. Wherein Pisces it was all about Saturnian or top down control, the Age of Aquarius is about diversity and creativity, utilizing the skills of the many for the good of the whole. I am glad to be present as a witness to this transition.

Certainly there are many challenges to meet, including what to do with the people of Western North Carolina, and all those who have been impacted by weather disasters largely inflicted upon the world intentionally by those still intent upon retaining their waning control over the people. I don’t believe the former controllers are going to succeed in their efforts. The unity of the people is too powerful a force to overcome, especially a well-informed population. The Q movement has inspired people to question the official narrative, to see through the lies, manipulation, and propaganda… as well as to see for themselves the result of seeking fortune and fame under a corrupt system. Glitter and glamour are illusions, temporary at best. Community is lasting and flows with the need of the whole. There is no room for selfishness when others depend on your abilities to assist during a time of need.

The people of North Carolina, Eastern Tennessee and the other regions who have been affected, as well as those who stepped up to volunteer and help to the best of their abilities are all examples of the finest qualities of humanity, the true resilience and adaptability that makes us so confusing and appealing to those who mentor us from afar…

This time the People will prevail. Trump will lead for a time, but we need to not just follow him but to act, to do, to participate, to lead, to teach and to unify our efforts, utilizing the talents and gifts granted to each of us in this lifetime. Now is the time to see in the Age of Aquarius for real… This is a spiritual journey. It always has been. Now, we can claim it as such and live it together as a People, the fractals of Source, fully awake, as consciousness and aware of our connection to Source and each other. Who knows what we can manifest next? Perhaps a miracle or two?

Eliza Ayres

https://sunnysjournal.com

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Laura Aboli | I am ready to die…

I am ready to die…

This was my first thought as I opened my eyes this morning. No, I’m not depressed, no, I’m not suicidal and yes, I want to continue living. So why do I feel comfortable with that thought?

Because I’m finally ready to let go…

I’m ok with letting go of life as we knew it, of reality as we had created it, of religion as we understood it, of relationships as we experienced them, of materialism as we craved it, of money as we worshipped it, I’m ok with letting go of everything we once thought had to be the way it was, because now I know that it can be so much better.

We were wrong, we were fooled, we were ignorant, we were naive, we were sinners, we were stupid, we were unevolved…

I no longer wish to be any of those things. I am ready for the ‘me’ that once lived in that myopic mental paradigm of limitation, materialism and ego, to die. So yes, I’m ready to die, I’m letting go…

Unknowingly, what has afflicted me in the past few weeks, has been the mourning of my own death. I couldn’t quite understand what was happening, why I felt so out of place, so uncomfortable, so fed up, so fatigued, so frustrated, so anxious… But now it’s starting to make sense.

It started with some bad news five weeks ago, that forced me to have to carry out a forensic analysis of my finances (the synchronicity of the word ‘forensic’ is unbelievable). The process inevitably became a trip down memory lane, as I reviewed in detail, every step I had taken in the last 10 years and beyond, in the form of credit card receipts, invoices, contracts etc…

It made me wonder, why? Why was I being forced to relive everything? Such a detailed recount of every move I had made…?

If there’s one thing I’ve learned, is that everything happens for a reason and I knew there had to be some meaning behind this…

Today it hit me, that those that have had a near death experience always claim to have seen their entire life flashing past. I was literally reviewing my whole life as I slowly drowned in paperwork. The process of my death had started, but I did not know it yet.

I was angry, I was tired, I was upset and everything felt overwhelming. I had no energy, my mojo had definitely left me and so in my uncomfortable despair, I decided to take a couple of days off to gather my strength.

I went on a short trip with my mum, my sister and my youngest daughter. It was the first time ever we took a girls only trip. We mostly walked and talked which is what I needed, but even that trip turned into a totally unplanned visit to places loaded with memories shared with a special someone from my past… Once more, life was giving me the chance to bid farewell to the life of the Laura I had known, for soon, she was to be no longer.

The person I used to be, will be missed to some degree by myself and by those who knew her and still want me to be her, but she’s almost gone now.

As I write these words, I am overcome by a deep nostalgia. Like I said, there is a natural mourning process one must go through.

I am however, very excited about the prospect of being a closer reflection of my soul, a more truthful incarnation of my spirit and so I am ready to let go of everything I have been, in order to become who I need to be for the future that I dream.

I share this in the hope that it helps others make sense of what they might be experiencing, for it’s painful and disconcerting and it’s almost impossible to explain, at least without coming across like a total nut case!

So you could say I’m ready to die, because I’m willing to live! To live a different life, in a new world, with greater awareness, with higher consciousness, with limitless potential, with boundless creativity, with LOVE as the energy driving everything and with those, who like me, were ready to die for it.

The new ‘me’ cares little if you think me mad, so take these words as a frank confession of the incredible process I’m going through, which thankfully, I believe, is being experienced by many…

A new world cannot be born without the old one dying and our old selves must die with it, for we would have had no place in the new one…

Let’s shed the fear of ‘death’ and embrace it, so we can finally become alive in an entirely new experience of life.
🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻

https://t.me/LauraAbolichannel

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Notes to Readers:

Letting go… now that’s a process I have had some experience with… My long-time readers certainly have witnessed this as I have undergone several alterations in directions.

Well, at the moment I’m not feeling up to writing a lot… I’m still dealing with a cold that came on rather suddenly.

How many of us have had to let go of their old lifestyles, of people, of places, of memories?

The new cannot be born without the old dying first. The ego must relinquish its control before the spirit can enter and guide us to new heights. Be ready.

Eliza Ayres

https://sunnysjournal.com

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