A Requiem to Blue Dragon Journal

Note to Readers: This article became rather lengthy, so I am tagging it with this short announcement: I will be permanently closing down Blue Dragon Journal at the end of June. All current content will be removed. For those who want to know more of the process of how I arrived to this decision, you can read the following requiem to Blue Dragon Journal. This notice will be posted on Blue Dragon Journal, too.

For those who are new readers to my current blog, Sunny’s Journal, my first blog was Blue Dragon Journal, started in June of 2012.  As I remember, my first entry got about five views. Of people asked me why I choose the name for my journal. Sometime in 2008 or 2009, I was briefly a member of a new age forum. I don’t remember the name of the leader, only that she was one who claimed that a portion of humanity were going to be “saved” from some coming calamity.  They would be picked up by an ET fleet and retained onboard until the Earth was safe to live on, again.  Now that I look back, this scenario was in alignment with the Nebu Gray agenda. Far from being a “rescue”, this plot was going to be a harvest. Those souls partaking of it would be enslaved, used for hybridization, sex slavery, etc., depending on the whims of their captors.

Anyway, there was a channeler who was companion to the leader of this group. She performed personal channeled sessions and “looked” into some of my part lives.  The channeler claimed that one of my first lives was as a dragon, a blue dragon.

Besides the fact that I don’t resonate with being a dragon, Elena informs us that dragons are, indeed, quite real but are locked into the planetary matrix of their home planet.  They are elemental forces, aligned with fire, water, air, and earth.  They dwell in the etheric planes.  I always wondered why dragons were so denigrated in the West and celebrated in the Eastern religions.  It seemed to be such a dichotomy. Elena has a video about dragons on her YouTube channel if you’re interested.

Blue Dragon Journal was started in a year that was heralded by the new age movement. Many prominent leaders in the movement claimed that on December 21, 2012, those who were ready would ascend to the fifth dimension. Of course, now we know that didn’t happen.  I remember waking up on December 22^nd and being quite happy.  There was an influx of cosmic rays on the 21^st but no one moved to another density level.  So many people were disappointed; they didn’t want to do the work of raising up their own frequencies.  It was lesson that many didn’t comprehend at the time: No one but yourself can raise your own frequency level, by intent, focus, and inner self-mastery of the ego.

In those days, I was an active channeler.  My channeling efforts weren’t as prolific as some. I probably managed to channel a piece twice, sometimes three times a month.  Still, by October 2012, one of my pieces was “discovered” by a popular new age leader based out of Germany.  He proclaimed that I was somehow a member of his movement even though I had never heard of it or him. This was a pattern that would repeat through the years I ran Blue Dragon Journal.

It is interesting that I don’t remember the names of any of these people now although they were nodes at important decision points in my life’s journey.

In 2014, when I was at home suffering from a case of bronchitis, I was contacted by a woman who had been following my work.  She claimed to have been directed by her mentor to contact me and to encourage me to join their spiritual group.  She also informed me that I as Tazjma Amariah Kumara was going to walk-out and ascend on October 21^st of 2014.  Of course I was astonished.  I had been wholeheartedly committed to being here on Terra and assisting with the ascension of humanity. I shared the news with my readers who were also shocked.  Then, I began to write about some of the past lives I had “remembered”, which I was here to somehow balance and redress any remaining karma before leaving the planet.

When the date arrived I “saw” a celebration being held on board a great mothership of the Pleiadian fleet that was, according to my friend, stationed here in the Sol system.

To this day, I don’t know if Tazjma, Lady Taz as she was known affectionately, actually “left”.  I just know there are things about myself that I do not understand to this day.

Sunny’s Journal was started after Taz supposedly left.  Her Venusian-Pleiadian sister, Sundeelia, was to have taken her place, but Sunny didn’t show up until 2017 after I physically moved from Central Florida to SE Florida and met with my “star sister”.

When I was face to face with my alleged star sister, I began to learn just how much she dwelt in victimhood.  She was constantly replaying traumatic events in her life that had happened two decades prior.  My sister constantly complained about the effects that the personal dynamics of a group run by an individual who called herself Nina Jenice.  Nina claimed to have ascended, her soul returning to the Pleiades where she played the role of High Priestess, blah, blah, blah.

Since discovering the works of Alex Collier and especially that of Elena Danaan, I began to recognize that what I had been told about the Pleiades was wrong. I also began to suspect that the whole scenario of Nina and the Lord of the Pleiades was a program implanted through some means into an unsuspecting Jenice.  She and her followers were followed by the CIA and probably were affected by long distance “voice of God” targeting.  This was part of an Orion Grey agenda designed to distract lightworkers and envoys from their life’s work.  Later on, I was told that Jenice and her followers all had CIA files on their activities.  Whatever was happening, it was clear to me that my friend was extremely paranoid about the CIA and military, claiming she was being shadowed by black helicopters.  I don’t recall if she was ever followed by Men in Black.  I don’t think my friend was an actual alien contactee but it was apparent she was suffering from some form of mental illness.

By the time the lockdowns of 2020 arrived, I was tired of listening to the constant whining and complaining of this individual. Since her condo didn’t allow anyone in during the lockdown and well beyond, I was unable to visit my friend.  Since I had time to reflect on this relationship and where it was going, I decided I needed to distance myself.  I acted upon this intuitive decision and announced I would leave the group and any further association with my friend in mid-September of 2020.  Needless to say, my departure was viewed upon by other members of my friend’s group of followers as a flagrant betrayal.  Later on, I heard that my now former friend accused me of being a follower of black magic, a truly laughable accusation. Undeterred I knew then my intuition was right for me.  I still needed to process the separation as I had been involved with this person for six years, either online or in person.

As far as experiencing a form of mental illness, I continued to believe that somehow I was Sundeelia, believing the story I had been presented with… Folks, it was an protective ego device, a means of escaping a life that didn’t meet my expectations. Once 2021 rolled around, I was following the videos of Elena Danaan to a larger extent. When I finally got my hands on a copy of her first published book, A Gift From the Stars: The Book of Alien Races, I had better proof that a lot of my intuitive deductions about the inaccuracies of what I had been taught about the Pleiades through the works of Nina Jenice and my former friend.  Basically, EVERYTHING had been a deception, whether intentional or as disinformation fed to the minds of Jenice’s little group I don’t know and probably never will.

Was I a subject of this Voice of God technology? Perhaps. I do know that I stopped channeling via telepathy the messages of Sundeelia and later on someone from Orion. Later on, I found out that the Orion Nebu Queen AI Hive relays to Earth from Luna were cut off in mid-June when the Earth Alliance took over custodianship of Luna (the Moon) and destroyed the Nebu hardware.  By October 2021, the entire Ciakahrr and Orion Nebu presence in our solar system was run out, while the Galactic Federation erected plasma fences around the entire Sol system to defend it from invaders.

Once I was no longer being subjected to possible AI control, I was able to rapidly drop my former belief systems… an indication to me, at least, that these belief systems were not organic to my being.

I originally started my second blog which eventually became Sunny’s Journal for my friend under the name “The Starseed Highway”.  After the break-up of our relationship, I announced to the world, to the 1,500+ followers that I would be taking down The Starseed Highway and starting a new blog, Sunny’s Journal.  Of course, this move upset some of my former “sister’s” followers, but I was determined to remove all trace of the false beliefs she clung to by wiping out most of the content.  I had started the blog originally for the benefit of my friend who had been complaining about the activities of her original administrator.  Now, she could complain about me, despite the fact that I had built the blog and paid for it out of my own funds for over three years.  I also removed all of the Sundeelia content from both Blue Dragon and the new Sunny’s Journal.  For a time, I posted new content on both blogs, and then later on, I decided to close off access to Blue Dragon Journal altogether.

I had been writing on a book which allegedly followed some of the past lives of Sundeelia, namely the White Lion Series and the short stories about Lord Delos, telling his story through two short lifetimes during the Orion Wars.  I started the writings in the summer of 2018 and finished on Solstice 2021, the same time I realized that everything I thought I knew wasn’t real. It was a big shock to my system even though my intuitive hunches had been gradually leading me to this realization all along.  Do you see how it is possible to think you’re awake and still be sound asleep?  I had been distracted by falsehoods and mental perambulations that had nothing to do with my soul’s purpose.  Knowing this, finally, down to the core of my being, I abandoned in its entirety the concepts of the Galactic Federation of Light, channeling and the false stories about the Sirians and Pleiadians.

In 2022, I posted a re-written version of The White Lion on my old Blue Dragon Journal, much to the surprise and consternation of my older readers.  And now, I have notified WordPress that I am closing Blue Dragon Journal down permanently.  The blog will no longer be available after July 15^th, 2024.

This is a long tale to explain how I got from one place to another altogether, from one blog, to two, and now back to one.  Sunny’s Journal will continue being published as long as the present internet is still functioning.  How long that will be is currently indeterminate.  The shut-down has been prophesized since 2017 by the Q drops, along with the EBS and 24/7 of movies depicting the arrest, trials, and executions of various Deep State figures.  Since I am not involved in the Q movement, I do not know the time, day or month these actions will occur and if I did, I certainly wouldn’t be broadcasting them even to my tiny readership.  It is a military operation requiring the utmost security and will remain such until it is over.  Since there is now a Soviet sub cruising along the Florida coast, I would suggest the climax of the movie, the precipice, is about to occur.

What happens next to my blog is ultimately of little consequence to me, but I understand the affection that some readers hold for it since my sharing have given them a unique view on a window into the current geopolitical events occurring on our little blue green planet.

So, what’s next? Blue Dragon Journal is ending.  I will take down all the entries at the end of June.  Like I said above, Sunny’s Journal will continue until the EBS shuts down the internet.  Later on, I will probably start another blog although its primary focus will probably be quite different.  I want to focus more on spiritual growth, gardening, art and photography.

Thanks for being a reader of my work. I do appreciate the comments I have received in the past.  During the past 12+ years of blogging, I’ve gained more confidence as a writer and as a person.  I’ve learned some difficult lessons, let go of a lot of stuff, both physical and mental.  If I have assisted anyone by setting an example, then I am pleased.  It’s been real… Meanwhile, I am still a work in progress in my own humble estimation. It is through experience that we learn. I am content to know that, finally.

Eliza Ayres, https://sunnysjournal.com

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Note to Readers: The names of the innocent and not so innocent have been for the most part withheld. We each come into and leave each other’s lives in order to represent a certain soul level lesson. Some remain, others leave, and some we leave. Letting go of old beliefs, relationships, places, and attachments is a life-long lesson for the soul whilst it is housed within a 3D human avatar.