You Are Not Alone
To all my friends out there who know what’s really going on… To all my conspiracy theorist friends… Yes, sometimes it’s a curse and not always a blessing to be awake. Awakening is the most liberating, alienating, excruciating, empowering, lonely, confusing, freeing, frightening, expansive journey. If you find yourself struggling as you try to process all this insanity, you are not alone.
No one talks about the darkness that accompanies awakening, or the GRIEF. Not only grieving the life and illusions you once had but the realization that almost everything you thought you once knew, is a LIE. The beliefs you’ve held, people you’ve trusted, principles you were taught- ALL LIES. Shattering illusions is RARELY an enjoyable experience. There is a considerable amount of discomfort that comes with growth and the grieving process doesn’t stop there.
With these newfound realizations, you then find yourself grieving all over again. Grieving the loss of many relationships with people who just don’t “get it”. Feeling alone; being ridiculed and shamed, not only by the masses but for many of you, your very own family and friends too. Feeling like you no longer have much in common with the people you are surrounded by. Struggling with carrying on bullshit, shallow conversations that lack substance with those who are still fast asleep. Even feeling disconnected from your entire support system because they can’t see what you see. Some even grieve the loss of their ignorance- because “ignorance is bliss” and reality is harsh.
Awakening can be a lonely road and you will often find yourself journeying alone. There is no way to sugarcoat it — Awakening to the realities of this world is brutal. It will have you running through the entire gamut of human emotions. You have to master the art of diving down the darkest of rabbit holes only to come out and still function in daily life, and that’s a skill people don’t talk about enough.
Some of you are struggling with feeling disconnected from family and friends, it’s as though they exist in another world. Please know you are not alone, and not only are you not alone, you have an entire tribe standing with you. We may be separated by miles, but we are DEEPLY connected; in purpose and in spirit.
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Note to Readers:
Oh, my… another mini essay…
Sometimes I find things that resonate deeply, whether on YouTube or Telegram… or elsewhere.
I understand what this unknown author is expressing; I have felt these things for years, even decades, even my entire life.
There has always been a feeling deep inside that something wasn’t right with this world. I couldn’t understand why people couldn’t see the things that I could, that I noticed often on a walk whether in the woods or even in town. People walk by trash. People treat each other like trash. People react when you attempt to talk with them in your authentic voice.
I probably have never felt truly accepted, loved, or cherished for what I am, not what people wanted me to be like. I know that many of my readers understand this sense of deep grief for something lost, but not quite forgotten.
Well, we are being shown that our ability to truly see the world as it exists, without the blinders of an official narrative… this will aid us now and into the future as this planet undergoes a profound paradigm shift.
Everything old must go… everything. All that you counted on being there in the morning… may and probably will change due to circumstances.
Yet, we can all make this transition with greater ease if we can come into an acceptance of who and what each of us is right now. I am learning to stop placing the blame on others, recognizing that it has been my choices that have created my current circumstances. And frankly, despite the disadvantages, I am better off than many people in the world.
I resisted the siren’s call to get the jab. I have woken up to the manipulations and machinations of the Left, masquerading as saviors of society when their true goal… of their controllers… was to destroy society by murdering 90% of humanity world-wide. The cruel truth has been daunting to encounter as the band aid of complacency has been ripped away from my eyes. I see now, even better than I did as a child… and even then I was aware of things that had been hidden from humanity for a very long time.
This morning I saw a video about the journey of a man and his grandson through a desert with their camels. I could see myself in just such a scene — in fact, I wrote something like it in the first volume of my yet to be published book. I probably experienced such a life along the way, part of my many incarnations upon this planet.
Those things that have been hidden within each of us is beginning to return to us; the ancient knowledge and wisdom that each of us hold is beginning to percolate. Make room for it by ridding yourself of the unwanted baggage you picked up as a child, as a young adult… in whatever society you were born into. Every culture will have to adjust to some degree. Yet, the journey starts within. When you change, your world… at least the way you perceive it, will change, too.
Meanwhile, we are not alone. We have never been alone. Step into the unknown and know that the guidance will be there if you can open your heart up, once again, and trust with the innocence and purity of a child… a child of Source.