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Eliza:  On Neutrality

From one of my long-term readers came this suggestion for a topic: “Wondering how you’re doing…… on one hand, it’s all so predictable and very tiring, and on the other, it’s necessary…. I guess. Light versus dark, good versus evil… doing my best to stay neutral, and if you think that ‘staying neutral’ and ‘observing without being affected or judgment’ might make a good topic at Sunny’s Journal, I’d appreciate it.“

So, how is EVERYONE doing these days?

As some of you, those who often check my blogs, may have noticed, I have not written anything new for two or three weeks.  Due to the tension, I have been dealing with, emanating from the human collective, my physical vessel has been quite exhausted. I have also been recently informed that the exhaustion I have been feeling is a symptom of the ancient darkness, the old paradigms, the old trauma and pain being flushed out by the intensifying Light bombarding the planet.

The whole purpose behind writing this journal is to aid me, my Oversoul, to be able to finally release some really ancient trauma that I was unable to do while ‘alive’ during other lifetimes due to my responsibilities at the time.  This sort of thing pertains to all people who have suffered, especially those souls currently incarnated on this 3D earth plane.  Terra is an intense school and not everyone is going to graduate, even some starseeds who came here to assist but got lost in the process due to being unwilling to tackle the personal clearing of their emotional and mental bodies.  Until that is done, no matter the origin of the individual, whether starseed or indigenous, the Earth fragment will be required to continue learning lessons at the level of 3D, whether here on Terra or yet another planet suitable to the particular frequency of the individual. 

Now, for those who think it ‘unfair’ that anyone who has incarnated here is required to take more lessons in order to ascend in a future life, keep in mind, I am NOT judging these individuals as having appeared to have ‘failed’.  Cosmic Law dictates the outcome for anyone who is incarnated on any dimension or frequency.  And each soul, without exception, has lessons to undergo and can fall in frequency if the lessons are ignored.  AND each soul has their own particular timing and wake-up call.  It all depends on the original soul contracts agreed upon by the soul BEFORE incarnation.

So, the question submitted above is an interesting one.  Basically, it is: “How does one remain neutral during a time of apparent chaos?”

There is another aspect to the same line of inquiry: “How does one maintain their inner balance so as not to be affected by the chaos… and at the same time, is able to remain neutral and without judgment?”

Well, folks, the answer is quite simple:  GAIN SELF-MASTERY.

There is no magic pill that one can swallow and suddenly become an Ascended Master.  No one, guru, ascension teacher, spiritual coach, etc., can grant you a rise in frequency to the point where you are going to magically float away on a cloud and play a harp for eternity.  No, the earth plane is a far grittier school house.  It takes guts and courage to win through the lessons here.  It takes patience and honesty… an ability to look into those places within that many people fear the most.

During the course of the past nearly three years, I have been endeavoring to dig deep into my past traumas and have, unintentionally, unveiled things that others have attempted to suppress… for what reasons, well, I can’t really address that for others; they have their own reasons and traumas to clear.  I can not do it for them, only for myself.  However, as I clear my own inner pain and heal the wounded child within for my own self, I am, in effect, changing the timeline of the past for those who are now a part of my current incarnation… in the Pleiades and on Venus.  Remember, the part of ‘me’ here is an adult ‘walk-in’; I have a life, perhaps lives elsewhere. Everyone here does, too. We are multidimensional beings; we exist on many planes of being. We exist because we were created to experience the Universe for the sake of our Creator. 

Okay, I’m getting a bit ‘out there’ for some people.  Sorry, that’s how my mind here works.  I am an intuitive; so naturally, I think out of the box.  I challenge a lot of assumptions made by those who have allowed themselves to become complacent through the ages.  I have had a tendency to tweak a few noses in the process including members of my own family here on Earth and elsewhere.

Now… what is self-mastery?  One must do the shadow work, clearing the trauma, shame/blame, self-judgment and finally, arrive at a place of self-acceptance.  Then, one must learn to love oneself without judgment, and with compassion, meaning you have arrived at a place where you can accept yourself for what you are now and what you can be… and every act of omission or commission ever committed by any of your incarnations or present self, here incarnated on the Earth plane.

Then, you learn to balance the energies of the Divine Masculine (mental body/plane) and the energies of the Divine Feminine (emotional body/plane) within.  The ultimate sacred union occurs when balance is attained and then culminates in the Sacred Union within the Heart Chakra.  Mind becomes balanced with Heart and work as one unit through the Sun/Son, or Christ Consciousness, a truly balanced state of Being.  This is the true meaning behind the Life of Jesus which he reiterated for all of us to learn from.  He told us that what he did, we would do greater…

So, when the outside world appears to be chaotic… and frankly, in my humble opinion (IMHO) there has not been a moment when it has been anything but chaotic here… you must discover the inward place of peace, calm, and compassion within your own Heart Center.  If you are balanced and have done the work, it is a simple matter of returning to center even if you get momentarily pushed off-center by being triggered by one event or another ‘out there’.  You can by watching too much ‘news’, whether MSM (main street media) or alternative, also be triggered, by something that you are reacting to, judging as ‘bad’.  When this happens, endeavor to arrive at an understanding as to why you were triggered.  Does this event or happening somehow affect you immediately or not?  If it does, then you have to deal with it as best you can.  If not, then why were you triggered?  Are you in fear of losing your life or livelihood, losing friends, relatives, your old beliefs and programming?  Are you being challenged to expand or do you feel you need to withdraw, to contract, to hate everything that is different and outside your present comfort zone?  Only you can determine these things.  Each person will react or not in a different fashion depending on their own level of self-mastery or programming.

Certainly, today’s news channels, media, music, etc., is all designed to keep you unbalanced, fearful, in victim consciousness, feeling angry, resentful, ungrateful… a whole litany of low-frequency emotions and feelings.  How do you combat this sort of barrage effectively?  Number One… numero uno… TURN OFF THAT STINKING TELEVISION AND TURN OFF YOUR CELL PHONE!!! 

Unplug, go into Nature, meditate, do something creative…

Still, to manage to keep balanced within, you need to KNOW yourself.  What is your frequency?  What are your hopes, thoughts, wishes, fears; what do you want to be?  Who are you now?  Can you tell the difference between your energy/frequency and that of the human collective around you?  What is ‘yours’ and what is ‘other’… even as you manage to comprehend that you are both.  Paradox, something that is beyond the capacity for the ego mind to presently understand.

Remember, dear ones, unless you are a robot and have been programmed by the Matrix, you are a spiritual Being experiencing a ‘human’ life.  Your body, your physical Avatar, is NOT you.  It is simply a vehicle, a ‘space suit’ to assist you in navigating the challenging waters (emotions) of this low-frequency plane of existence.

Although the vehicle is a space suit, the body is also a marvel of natural creation, with its own form of consciousness or Body Consciousness.  If you are in tune with the feelings that flow through your body, you will begin to be able to discern what is ‘you’ and what is coming from the ‘collective’.  While incarnated here, your consciousness is a part of the Collective; you cannot help but be affected by events and happenings that occur halfway around the planet, yet, your daily life is not necessarily affected physically by those events.  Look around you now… has a flood torn through your house?  Has an earthquake or tsunami flattened your town?  Are you dying from the aftereffects of an untested ‘emergency’ jab? 

Breathe, dear ones.  Breathe.  This life is but a brief moment in the time continuum, the great cycles through which the stars move in grand circles.  What you do not manage to accomplish now in this life; you will manage to complete in another.

Many people have come to the Earth plane now, in this incarnation, for their own soul journeys here, whether of short or long duration.  We cannot know, looking from the outside, what is the purpose of someone’s else’s suffering.  Sometimes an empath or remote viewer can look into the cause and core of the origin of the trauma, but even then, it is the individual who is directly involved in any situation to discover a way to move out, to rise above what has negatively impacted this and other lifetimes.  People come; people go.

As long as one is incarnated here on the Earth plane, make the best of it.  You have the opportunity to rise in frequency if you actively and willingly commit to the inner work that is necessary to come to an internal balance.  When you arrive at this inner balance, your outer circumstances will NOT affect your inner peace.  You might be incarcerated in a high-security prison or even be killed, but if you maintain your balance, neutrality and inner peace, it will not affect your future incarnations in a negative fashion, requiring a karmic balance from you.  Look upon the sacrificial death of Jesus.  Did he complain and claim to be a victim?  No, he maintained his Truth to the end and rose in frequency (in His Light Body) beyond the requirement to retain his physical vessel here on the Earth plane.  So can you, perhaps in not quite so dramatic a fashion, but I hope you get the gist of the matter.

As you judge others, you judge yourself… you recreate karma (action) that requires balancing through good works, good intentions, good thoughts, and good service (dharma).  If you have arrived at a place where you are no longer playing victim but accept responsibility for your actions, intentions, and thoughts… have now learned to accept yourself, and to be grateful for the lessons presented by Source as opportunities to learn… then you will progress to a place, a frequency where you can expand beyond ‘self’ into ‘unity consciousness’.  Once unity or Christ consciousness is attained, your Self will be unmoved by what it observes in the outer world and remain without judgment. 

When you judge others, you judge yourself.  When you hate others, you hate yourself.

Source energy uses souls as a means to know itself better, to explore the worlds it has created.  Everything physical will eventually return to Spirit, formlessness, but before arriving at the edge of the Void, kindly attempt to appreciate the beauty, diversity and amazing mysteries that the Divine Mother has set before us.  Our bodies have been designed to help us to enjoy physical life.

As each of us takes responsibility to do the inner work, to come into balance, that inner balance and higher frequency resonance will flow out into the environment and be reflected back to us through the people we meet and the circumstances we encounter.  It all starts within for in the end, there is only ONE BEING here.

I hope this little essay has given everyone some food for thought.  I hope the people in the northern latitudes are enjoying summer, a challenging one to be sure with floods, storms, earthquakes (political and physical), and heat waves… and the ones in the southern latitudes are dealing with the challenges being presented to wake up to reality.  Everyone is being challenged now.  Meet those challenges with courage, equanimity, use your intuition, listen to your feelings, observe your world, use your common sense and discernment and do not judge anyone as being good or evil.  Energy… we are all energy, frequency and resonance.  Become the Still Point and rest in the comforting hands of your Divine Father/Mother despite whatever is being telegraphed as being ‘real’ around you.  It isn’t; it is an illusion, a very real appearing illusion, but an illusion.  And right now, the illusion is being very LOUD, demanding your attention, trying to get you to succumb to fear.  It is up to you, each one of you, whether or not you will fall or rise.  We all have Free Will.  Whether or not we exercise that Will depends on individual choice.  Stand or fall.  And while that sounds like a judgment, it isn’t.  Evolution or devolution.  Cycles.  It is bigger than all of us.  What is playing out on the Earth plane today is Biblical, one that wasn’t edited by men with a negative agenda.  I hope you enjoy the ending which will be the Beginning of a New Earth, one here and NOW.

Much love and hugs to all my readers.  Again, send your suggestions to me via email if you have any topics for general essays. Remember, no questions of a personal nature.  And thanks for your support of this creative endeavor, Sunny’s Journal.

I AM Eliza

© All Rights Reserved, Eliza Ayres, www.bluedragonjournal.com and https://sunnysjournal.com

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Here is a piece from AA Zadkiel to remind us of our true Being:

Your Inner Center of Peace
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Posted on July 29, 2021 by Eliza Ayres | 6 Comments
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Eliza: What is the Opposite of Love?

Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. ~Carl Jung~

First, one needs to look at what ‘love’ is to figure out what is its opposite in terms of archetypes.

From my perspective, Love is.  Still, the simplicity of that statement is certain to have some skeptics asking for something more substantial than just my opinion.

Well, from my experience Love is what binds humans together.  No matter what our appearance, gender, religion, culture, place of origin, nationality, species… love brings us together.  Love unites.  So, what divides us?

Fear.

What is the favorite tool or methodology currently being used against bringing people together?  Fear.

Scary scenarios, scenes of violence and destruction, degradation, twisting and perverting natural laws and behavior, violating moral codes, casting aspersions on truth-tellers… all of these things are currently being used to create division between people.

Why?

The tiny minority of those who are descendants or minions of an alien race are losing their grip on society, on humanity, so they use the same tools they have always used in any world they have attempted to control and/or conquer.  The intentional creation of fear in people is what is utilized. 

How is this done?

Through the promulgation of an incessant din of repetitious lies put forth on the airwaves, in newspapers, magazines, movies, music videos, any and all media sources.  One might ask, is this a new thing?

No, it is not, although this method of using propaganda is actually more subtle than attacking a planet outright as also been done in the past.

Propaganda and lies have been used against humanity ever since the alien race arrived on the scene and took command of the evolutionary process of the human race here on the third planet from Sol.  The how, when, where, and why of this interference can be discovered if one is willing to put in the time to study, expose, and explore the secrets that have intentionally been kept from the people.  That is not the intent of this article. 

The positively-aligned extraterrestrial races that are supporting the ascension of humanity on Earth regard this world as the ‘Planet of Lies’, acknowledging the grim fact that nearly everything taught to the children, pushed in the media, repeated in the colleges and universities, cited by the authorities… all of this ‘information’ is, ultimately, based on lies and constructs with an agenda.  So, what is this agenda?

The ultimate agenda is to control humanity, a much reduced humanity, a humanity that has been tagged like sheep, connected up to artificial intelligence networks designed to control and surveil every thought, action, intent.  And whose intent is behind this Orwellian wet dream?  About 3,000 people world-wide.  And why?  They regard themselves as superior beings than the remainder of humanity.

It has been suggested by some alternative sources that some of these ‘people’ are reptilian hybrids.  Perhaps they are, but is that yet another lie?  I can’t answer that question from this perspective.  One would have to be a pathologist and study the physical bodies of these beings… which would probably just prove that they are wearing human vehicles or bodies.  What is clear, is that these people or the consciousness currently housed in some human bodies fear humanity.  Bottom line, folks; these erstwhile controllers fear humanity.  Why is that?  What is so special about Earth humans?

Other sources who have studied human DNA claim that there is within the genetic make-up of Earth humans at least 22 unknown, potentially off-world or extraterrestrial influences.  Why else would there be such an incredible diversity of humanity?

Earth is different.  There are many races of humans here.  Did they all come from the same place?  I would venture to say, ‘No, it’s not possible.’  So, where do they come from?  Well, the ones who will eventually have to answer that particular question are our distant cousins, the extraterrestrial races who all contributed a bit of their genetics in order to create this test species of humans, a rather unique blend with great potential.

How can we learn about such things?  By using two methods, physical research and meditation, going within to receive information, Light, illumination, clarity, wisdom.

Frankly, anyone on this planet can use their inner senses to great benefit if done with purity and humility.  God is not mocked.  Powerful gifts are not granted to those who intend to abuse them.

So, how have the erstwhile controllers managed to remain in power for so long?  Smoke and mirrors.  Intimidation.  Blackmail.  Blood rites.  Invocation of dark energies.  Superstition. Deliberate censoring of information.  Constant wars and annihilation of indigenous cultures, peoples, and their beliefs.  Degradation of the sacred Feminine and sacred Masculine.  Book burning.  Censorship and attacks against creative individuals.  Deliberate destruction of the environment to create climate change, starvation, drought, fires, floods, and earthquakes.

Fear and the creation of fear has been used for centuries against the people, the common people, who are regarded as being ‘useless’ eaters, less than cattle, to those who would keep and hold this beautiful planet as their own private hunting ground.

So, what can those who are awake and aware, or are becoming aware of these insidious and diabolical measures being initiated by the erstwhile controllers… what can we do?  Do we fight, flee, ignore these threats, fall into fantasies of love and light, give in or do we stand up, proclaim our sovereignty and declare, individually and together, our intention to be FREE? Well, we do have a choice whether or not we are actually cognizant of that point.

Some ascension teachers claim that all of humanity will ascend.  I beg to differ.  In my humble opinion… and remember, this is simply my opinion, only a part of humanity will survive to fully ascend into the Fifth dimension.

What is the Fifth Dimension and why should we want to go there?  For one thing, it is a frequency and not a place.  The ‘dimensions’ overlap each other like Russian dolls.  A person who vibrates and holds a frequency of high 5D will not be visible to those who are still resonating at 3D.  Only someone who resonates at a slightly higher level and has clairvoyance can possibly see another being that is 4D or higher.  I might stress that 4D beings can be negatively polarized and are well known to be tricksters.  Those who are naïve about frequency and resonance, and who might be open to ego manipulation might think they are communicating with angels, when in fact, they are communicating with demons and malicious spirits. Then, are all 4D beings negative and ‘of the Devil’ as some Bible-thumping Christians would claim?  Well, no. 

In another article, I already went through how religion has been used as yet another weapon against humanity.  Mankind was to be taught that they were ‘sinners’ and could only find salvation through following the dictates and teachings of the Church.  If they were discovered to be outside the accepted authority of the Church, then they were considered fair game, to be attacked, slandered, tortured, their possessions seized, their families destroyed, their countries annihilated from existence.  Those who were in obedience were still considered lesser beings unless they gave their power entirely to the authorities, whether religious or temporal.  Just have a good gander… through ‘history’ at least as it has been told.  It is a constant sorry tale of one man against another, group against group, rape, pillage, destruction.  Is all of this violence due to man’s ‘sinful’ nature? No. It is a false judgment placed upon humanity by those who wish to retain their control over this planet. We live in a false, artificial matrix designed to suppress, limit, and control humanity. Why? That is a topic for further discussion.

So, who benefits from all of this violence and the fear engendered by wars, destruction, and suppression?  Well, that would be the ultimate controllers of the planet, who have now been removed physically and energetically from this world.  All that is left now are their minions, those who were the low level managers of the agenda put in place long ago by their Draconian and negatively-polarized Anunnaki overlords, the so-called ‘gods’ or extraterrestrials who manipulated human genetics in order to create a slave race here on Earth.

If you didn’t know it yet, fear is food to negatively polarized beings.  That simple fact should be enough for an individual to determine not to continue to fall into fear for in doing so you are consciously allowing yourself to be manipulated.  Just look at how a large percentage of Americans (nearly 32%) have willingly allowed themselves to be jabbed by an untested, unapproved ‘vaccine’ for a virus that has a 99% survival rate.  What?  Where’s the common sense?  Where’s the critical thinking?  Why did these people submit to the general hysteria being perpetrated by an out-of-control media?  Why did these people believe that by wearing a mask or accepting being vaccinated would be helping others?  Pardon me?  How does that help anyone?  IMHO, it is simply a cop-out, to put it bluntly.

Humanity is being sorted.  The division is artificial, but also very real and painful.  Some will survive as fully conscious beings, while others will not.  Those individuals who have managed to ensoul their true beings are resisting the draconian measures being forced upon the people.  This is not an easy fight.  This is not the daisies, butterflies, and unicorns scenario as advertised by the infiltrated New Age philosophy.  This is real, a fight for the continuance of humanity as organic, creative beings.  This is a battle for the salvation of humanity, “for we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places… (Ephesians, 6.12, King James version).

The spiritual wickedness in high places is now being clearly demonstrated, for those with eyes to see and ears to hear, by the current crop of global elite, with their insistence on rules for their behavior and rules for the commoners, those deplorables whom the wealthy and powerful regard anyone outside their carefully crafted bubbles.  Only problem is, people are finally waking up and taking offense that someone could possibly consider themselves as superior to their fellow man.  People have yet to understand that the elite are, on one hand, amused to see the reactions and continue to stir the pot of division.  As long as we continue to react, they continue in power.

So, now we return to what is the opposite of Love and know it to be fear.  How do we overcome fear?  By realizing that each one of us is more than what we seem, more than our body, more than our current dreams and yearnings, more than the labels that have been placed upon us by various sources. 

What is humanity?  For one thing, humanity is not and has never been relegated to just one planet located within a tiny solar system.  Humanity exists throughout this universe and beyond, at many different frequency levels.  Humans here on Earth, at least ones without reference to older and wiser wisdom have been indoctrinated to believe a lie, that they are alone in the Universe.  We are not alone or the only species who are sentient.  And most Earth humans are certainly not the highest form of life since they resonate as a collective barely into lower 4D at this time.  Many are the extraterrestrial races that resonate far beyond 4D. 

There is much to learn.  So, how do you go about it?  Do your research.  Ask internal questions and expect answers.  Who are you addressing when you go within and begin to expand your awareness that your current physical world is actually quite limited in its scope, at least that which you believe is the totality of existence? Initially, you will be contacting your own innate Divinity, the energies of the greater portion of Self that is not incarnated upon Earth. The Allness of you cannot be contained within one human vessel for ‘you’ are a fractal, a fragment of the Source energy from which you were originally created and brought forth into physicality.

Humanity is like an orphaned child, feeling abandoned, left outside in the cold, seemingly devoid of any means to save themselves except by prostituting themselves to a cruel master… oh, sorry, been there, done that, not doing that again.

Take your power back.  Your power as a human being is Love.  It is your ability to exude love, to send your powerful love energy out into the world, to bring people together, into harmony, into attunement with each other.  No, this won’t happen instantaneously because everyone needs to clean up their own act, clear their own inner darkness, release outdated beliefs relating to every type of system that has existed within the old energy… the old 3D energy.  Everyone of us needs to ‘lighten’ up the load, the load of garbage that we have taken in as children, the indoctrination given often by well-meaning adults… and some not so well-meaning adults and authorities.  We need to learn to quiet our monkey minds that continually chatter and distract and listen to the still quiet voice within, our intuition, our inner knowing, and relax, knowing that the Divine has infinite patience as we struggle to release every burden we no longer require to cling to, whether that is a relationship, a formerly deeply-held belief, a job, a place we no longer resonate to… anything that weighs you down.

Love has been mistaken for fantasy… oh, if only he loved me; if only I could find my twin flame, then everything would be fine… It’s not a fantasy.  It takes work to slough off the detritus of the ages, however long your particular soul has reincarnated upon this blue-green sphere.  The process takes work, concentration, humility, focus, determination, honesty, and above all, courage.

Frankly, many of Earth humanity are either too traumatized to succeed in the short amount of time still available or they are simply ‘new’ souls, inexperienced and naïve, easily manipulated because they haven’t managed to embody their higher energies, their soul essence into their physical form.  Whatever the cause, humanity is now being divided by frequency and resonance.  Those whose frequency is in alignment with that of the planet’s consciousness will ascend.  Whether or not that will be an actual physical ascension or transformation remains to be seen and experienced. 

Having been a part of a race that was resonating at various levels of 4D many hundreds of thousands, if not millions of years ago (in Earth time), I know it takes a long ‘time’ for humans to evolve their consciousness.  The promised New Age will not just magically appear on this planet because of someone’s fantasies.  Bringing heaven to earth will take a concerted effort due to the simple fact that Ages overlap.  While the ‘dark’ or previous age or cycle is in the process of crumpling under its own process of entropy, simultaneously, the new cycle is beginning to surface.  The new cycle, known as the Golden Age or the Satya Yuga, will continue to unfold, to grow and blossom, if those who are awake and aware of energies place their focus on the New World, not upon the crumbling systems of the old.  The old is dust, unusable, infertile.  The new is fertile soil.  Plant a seed in the new fertile soil and let it grow into a strong vision for the return to balance, harmony, abundance, and prosperity for all, not just a few.  Focus on forgiveness of what is past and do not forget the lessons learned.  Focus on self-acceptance and acceptance of anyone else’s right to make their own decisions.  Release the need to correct others and make them believe what you do.  Let each individual decide for themselves their own direction in accordance to what they are feeling or not.  We were granted free will when we came here, the freedom to make ‘mistakes’ and to hopefully learn from them; that is what constitutes ‘experience’.

Now… perhaps my readers have more questions, not personal questions, but ones relating to the content of this or any of the other articles I have written.  If I have an answer, I will reply.  If I do not know any pertinent answer, I will say, I don’t know.  I am not omniscient here.  I know what I know when it is time or there is a need for me to know it.  This is trust in the Divinity that exists within the Heart when you make a conscious connection with Source Energy.  It is a frequency, a resonance, an energetic connection, rather like a lifeline to the one who might feel out of place here on Earth.  It is a way to eventually arrive at zero point neutrality, the ability to observe the world but not to be in it.  Not all people are even close to approaching that degree of self-mastery so do not panic.  It is a process that takes lifetimes to complete.  Those who awaken in this life will awaken, once again, in others.  Those who require further experience to get to the place where they want to awaken, will receive the necessary lessons to arrive at that place of understanding, of inner knowing of what to do when the need arises.  One cannot force growth without weakening the plant.  Creator has all the ‘time’ in the world; you… the REAL you, is an eternal soul and rest in the energetic hands of your Creator.  Trust.  Faith.  Hope.  Place your humble trust in the internal guidance that you will receive if you are open to receiving.  Most are not.  Meanwhile, test the spirits, for not all are kind.

This article is getting quite lengthy and I am not sure if I have actually made a coherent point, but like I have said before, these writings tend to flow out of some undefined place within… like spring waters.  Take what resonates, leave the rest.  If you do not understand what has been shared here, leave it and perhaps come back later when you are nudged.  Perhaps what is meant for you is hidden behind the words; you never know.

Blessings and hugs to all my readers, old and new.

I AM Eliza

© All Rights Reserved, Eliza Ayres, www.bluedragonjournal.com and https://sunnysjournal.com

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This young man, Aaron Doughty, describes the 3D/5D split that is currently underway on the Earth:

This video was made in 2019, but very relevant NOW.

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Posted on July 14, 2021 by Eliza Ayres | 6 Comments

Eliza: On Self-Healing

Posted on July 10, 2021 by Eliza Ayres
Double-crested Cormorant

Eliza:  On Self-Healing

Whether or not the consciousness residing within this physical vehicle is a walk-in or not, I have learned to walk my own path without the benefit or need for much input from other people.  This has, of course, led to the consternation, confusion, and rejection of ‘me’ by many former friends, acquaintances, and blood family relatives.  Have I been bothered by this?  Yes, at times, but eventually, in all cases, have released any self-condemnation and persevered, as I strove to follow my own inner guidance.  So, my decisions do not make ‘sense’ to others; that is not my concern.  Although I have been subjected to criticism and even libel from afar by some who would claim me as ‘family’, it has not stuck on my consciousness.  I am aware of such dealings.  I do not ignore them, but work on releasing whatever triggers arise from such knowledge.  I do not allow the judgments of others to knock me from my path, my determination to listen to and follow the voiceless guidance from within.  Nor do I judge these individuals for their lack of understanding.  Resonating at a different frequency, they are incapable of understanding.  They cannot understand the paradox that I have surrendered to on a daily basis.  An individual cannot comprehend such experiences as I have, unless they, too, have lived it.

It may seem to some of the uninformed that I can be somewhat cold, detached, reserved, neutral.  I am an observer of life here, not necessarily a full participant.  My nature is somewhat introverted, hidden away from the public eye, a non-participant in the activities of humanity that seem to me to be shallow and predictable.  I see certain behaviors in others as obvious patterns ingrained in a very damaged humanity through centuries of abuse and self-abuse.  Therefore, I have refused to participate in these activities and instead, choose more solitary occupations, like writing, painting, and long walks.

Since losing contact with one who claimed to be another walk-in from star family, I have been very much physically alone, yet I have not faltered from my task of self-examination, digging into dusty, neglected corners of my own nature and finding all kinds of hidden treasures, courage, and resolution.

Yes, I am a walk-in and yet my consciousness has augmented the consciousness of the pre-existing human who still resides within this physical vessel, the one called Eliza. I know I am not alone here.  I can feel the attention of my mentors and guides and occasionally, when quiet, can overhear their comments and answers to questions I voice aloud.  Yes, I talk to myself and yes, sometimes I am answered by the still small voice within.  Whatever people might think about this and me, I really do not care.  I did not come here to ‘fit’ into what passes for ‘society’ or its rules of engagement.  I am not here to ‘be nice’ to those who do not comprehend or hear my inner voice.

I do take responsibility for my decisions and actions.  My choices are made often quite slowly.  Deemed a rebel in some quarters by former acquaintances and ‘strange’ by former family members, I shrug it off.  Their feelings, their hurt, their rejection no longer hurts; it just is a state of being that I comprehend.  I resonate at an entirely different level of consciousness than these others, including those who claim to be fragments or walk-ins of star family.  There are a few who have endeavored to listen, to comprehend, and they are admitted cautiously into the inner sanctum, but still I am ever vigilant as the ways of the betrayer are many and this world has been under alien domination for a long time.  All living here, including myself, have been affected in some manner or another, so I continue to shield and go deeper within for direction.

I am a female, yet I think like a male in some ways, without sympathy to the plight of those who complain about their circumstances.  Currently, my own circumstances are not what you call luxurious, but I deal with it.  I practice conservatively and cautiously, studying things at length until I am ready to make a decision.  Still waters are deep, sometimes, but the inner currents are not always obvious to the onlooker.

Despite my overt neutrality, there is love within for humanity as a collective, else I would not be here in the first place.  Why else would someone who was a successful member of the Pleiadian Outer Fleet want to walk-in to a somewhat disagreeable existence on the Planet of Lies?  Out of a desire to assist in some manner that is still not fully comprehensible to me, either.  I have faith that my purpose in being here, beyond my writing assignment, will eventually be made plain even to me, but that day has not yet arrived.

So, where am I going with this babble?  Self-healing.  Self-healing is or should be the priority of all those who are currently claiming to be ‘awake’.  From my observations, it is not yet apparent even to those who have recently woken up from the dream spell of the Matrix that they are still somewhat caught up within its skeins while they continue to criticize what they are seeing clearly for the first time in perhaps lifetimes.  Being critical of others is yet another symptom of someone who has not yet tackled their own inner work of transmuting all thoughts, triggers, reactions, traumas related to ‘other’, those who are different, who oppose, who confront, who inhibit their innate freedoms.

Divorcing yourself from the Matrix takes courage.  Stepping out beyond the comfortable expectations of ‘society’ and its spurious rules is frightening to many.  They rather be miserable than be different.  Why?  It is the result of centuries of abuse by the people who have controlled various cultures, who have interfered with, programmed, maimed, killed, and destroyed entire cultures that were ‘different’.  People have been intimidated and threatened to where they would rather embrace conformity even to false doctrines because they are fearful of dying.  This tendency to identify with the abuser has been called Stockholm Syndrome.  Everything taught to them by their mentors, parents, and leaders has indoctrinated them to the point where they actually would rather cling to the Lie than embrace the Truth as it is being revealed everyday if you know where to look.

Even those who claim to be starseeds, wayshowers, walk-ins can suddenly be overcome by the same fears that stalk humanity daily.  It takes a strong individual to resist the siren call and fall in frequency, taking on the collective trauma of humanity as their own and complaining about being a victim of something that did not even occur to them personally.  I have observed this tendency, this negation of purpose, this dereliction of duty in keeping the neutral perspective of one who is different and is meant to be different by purpose.  Fear is the mind-killer and it can effectively trap even the well-prepared if not confronted and dissolved consciously and with sure knowledge of the power that can be channeled through the neutral co-creator with Divinity.

When an individual, whatever their origin, undertakes the determination to be responsible for their actions, thoughts, and interactions with others, their life begins to change.  The waking individual will be challenged and confronted by those who are uncomfortable with the seemingly sudden change in direction, in thinking, in comprehending the world around them.  They will be confronted, criticized, pressured, deemed ‘crazy’, subjected to libel, threats, and lies.  Whether or not they can withstand this sort of treatment will determine whether or not they can handle the Light that will enter into their bodies as they determinedly take on the task of self-healing. 

This is not an endeavor to be taken lightly, for although it involves Light, intelligence, as this step will initially divorce an individual from all they have come to know, accept and believe in the past.  They will not know what to believe.  They will be forced, compelled beyond reason to look within for answers.  They will have to learn to see life with their inner eye rather than what appears to be real and isn’t.  They will have to take responsibility for how they feel, act, think, and communicate to others.  They will have to work on their own issues, not ignore what is happening to others, but to focus on understanding why certain things happen and repeat in life until one determines to react in a different manner.

‘You create your own life’ has become a mantra of the New Age religion.  It is true in some respects, but is a shallow and rather pointless exercise designed to shame others because their life is not as fulfilling and wonderful as your own… at least until your life falls apart unexpectedly and you are suddenly unable to run away from the inner demons you have sought to suppress so assiduously in the deep recesses of your own subconscious.  Did you create the catastrophe that has overtaken your shallow existence?  If so, why?

Judgment of self or anyone else is self-defeating.  What you throw out as mud hoping to strike down your opponent will return like a boomerang unto yourself.  It’s called karma, energy, action.  For every action there is a reaction.  Your lies about someone will come back to haunt you, not the subject of your criticism.

So, taking responsibility and being observant of your own thoughts is vital during the process of returning to Self.  It is the letting go of the common mindless practices ingrained into human behavior through traumatic abuse.  Sensitive people often turn that outer abuse and direct it towards themselves, claiming to be a victim of someone else’s actions rather than determining how or why whatever happened can teach them on how to change their perspective or way of seeing something. 

It took decades for me to overcome the effects of being abused by my father.  The why of what occurred took longer to understand, but some insight into the family background gave me some ideas although now it will never be quite brought to light… my blood father has been dead for over two decades now, but trauma lingers in the Light Body until it is confronted, dissolved, and released. 

For those who are followers of ‘Q’ or alternative intel, both sides of the family were Masons of some sort or another.  I refused to go there, to join the organization in its form as the Eastern Star. Now my consciousness is being exposed to learning about the sordid history of masonic involvement in pedophilia and acts of violence against humanity.  I begin to comprehend my innate rejection of the energy behind and intentionally hidden from even the organization’s general membership below the fateful 33th rank, its dark Satanic, inhuman agenda that is active in the world today.

Humanity has been conditioned to hate itself, to belittle those who utilize very human creative traits, who think for themselves.  It will take a lot of strength, determination, and courage to be able to stand up to the outer pressures in the face of so much thoughtless reactions from programmed people who have abdicated their power and have succumbed to the social expectations of others.  Just look at the whole rigmarole surrounding a common cold (which is the body’s way of naturally shedding built-up toxins due to unhealthy habits) and the resulting push to vaccinate everyone for a non-existent ‘virus’.  This whole year plus long ordeal has managed to wake up more people than any other event or occurrence in modern history, even the tragedy of 9/11… a tragedy designed by the erstwhile controllers to drive their cattle, humanity, into the trap they have been carefully planning for over centuries.

In order to understand what is going on in the world today, you have to first understand yourself and where you stand in terms of your beliefs, thoughts, actions/inactions, values, and how you wish to help, defend or confound others.  It is up to the individual to make the changes, not to succumb to some outer force.  Many people are unwilling to go to take that step towards giving ones allegiance to a higher calling.  Only those who have felt the yearning to see a world different than the one they seem to see around them now; only those who have felt the fire within their heart center can step forward and be counted.  Yet, even then, it is only those who work to clear out the inner trauma and pain, to release it, to cease blaming others for their circumstances, who are willing to release all they have known for all that is possible if one is in alignment with the unseen but felt eternal Cosmic Laws of Creation.

When one acts in obedience to these laws, the Divine takes your hand and guides you through whatever the world attempts to throw your way.  Obstacles become opportunities.  Fear becomes love.  Darkness fades in the dawning of enlightenment. And you step forth to complete the mission for which you have come here as a volunteer soul. 

I send my blessings to all,

I AM Eliza

P.S.  I still struggle with this language to convey what is in my Heart.  Feel the resonance behind the words and interpret them in your own way.  Take what resonates and makes sense to you and leave the rest.

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Here is a video from Infinite Waters that echoes what I have shared above:

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Eliza: An Update

Posted on June 10, 2021 by Eliza Ayres

Eliza:  An Update

For some reason I actually noted today’s date, June 10th, and realized that if I had remained married to my first and only husband, we would be celebrating our 43rd wedding anniversary today.  Our marriage ended abruptly when my husband could not accept me as I was becoming… awakening long before it was popular to be considered (at least in some circles) a lightworker.  I have had to wake up and accept the fact, that although I choose not to be with this man, I still love him to this day and always will. This realization has been both painful and freeing. I chose to follow my own inner guidance; he could not.

For, during the years of my marriage and not being required to work outside of the home, I was given the opportunity to explore the inner realms of Being.  I read books on spirituality, immersing myself in Jane Roberts books, and related material, learning about things I had never thought about or considered before.  I took a couple of spiritual healing classes and relished in being able to feel the warm energies coursing through my body.  I had a session with a spiritual healer, and even had a few readings done by a channeler… and this was back in the early 1980’s.  Indeed, I was a wayshower, although I certainly didn’t consider myself as one.  So intent was I to continue my explorations that I finally realized my husband was not willing to accompany me on this new journey.  What I found enticing and exciting, he found to be terrifying. Unlike those times we spent together hiking, backpacking, and skiing together, wonderful times, he was not willing to take this new journey with me.  So, I came to the fateful decision to dissolve our marriage.  It took several months for me to prepare myself with a secretarial course so I could go to work, again, and then for me to actually decide to move to the other side of the state.  I had cut myself loose from old ties, from the mountains I loved, my friends, family, my husband… everyone.  And set out on an adventure that would eventually find me connecting more fully with soul Family.

Over nine years ago, I started Blue Dragon Journal. On this first blog of mine, I posted various channelings, messages, and essays as I continued to explore spirituality and discover my purpose for being here on Terra. After a while, I started posting the work of other authors and more recently some intel reports. While I am no longer posting intel reports and speculations as to what might happening behind the scenes of our world, I keep note of headlines and listen to some selected reports from trusted sources.  However, on the whole I have focused inward, still working to release those things that continue to trigger me, generally taking responsibility for my feelings and working to come into balance here as I deal with an aging Earth human vehicle.

I have felt the intense symptoms arising from the influx of Cosmic energies coming through our Sun and have mostly dealt with it by resting and napping when tired.  I continue to eat lightly, exercise lightly and am actually in pretty good health right now. 

No, I am not going to take the ‘jab’ – no way in hell.  Yet, I am not going to attempt to discourage anyone from doing so.  It is their choice.  Just remember, despite what the MSM sources say, the ‘vaccine’ is experimental and many adverse effects from said jab are being noted in social media and alternative media.  Still, I refuse to listen to all of the fear porn being put out by both sides.

As for the mass psychosis currently being exhibited by those who follow Leftist politics or philosophy (Marxism) it just appears to be more unbalanced and weirder than usual.  It is quite apparent the Light that is penetrating our atmosphere is driving out the darkness from the corners and recesses in which it has been hidden for centuries upon centuries.  Ascension teachers like Michelle Fielding and Lori Ladd (and others) have spoken about the darkness getting louder before it dissolves.  Well, it is very loud and in-your-face right now.  I am not ignoring it; I just choose not to engage with or against it.  I am truly an observer now, seeing the world through neutral eyes, not attempting to teach, instruct or guide anyone.  At this point, people have made their choices and are just going through the motions.  It is an interesting process to observe.

According to some recent reports coming from Simon Parkes and others, change is coming, is on the horizon, is happening, even as some of us observe the Arizona audit playing out, threatening the MSM and Deep State narrative that Biden actually won the 2020 election.  The dates are unimportant.  Just remember, no matter who you voted for, our freedoms are at stake and considering the side effects of the ‘jab’, the entire future of humanity is on the line, too.  The eugenicists who have it in for real humans are now being exposed.  The decades-long, even centuries-long held plans of the alien forces arrayed against humanity are being revealed, first to those who have done their research, but soon all Earth humans will know the painful truth – our world, this world was invaded by a negative alien force a very long time ago and only now has humanity matured enough to be able to handle the Truth, that they have been lied to by everyone and everything in their lives for centuries.  Welcome to adulthood.  It will get better… soon.

So, I just thought I would bring my readers up to date on what’s going on in my world… not much if you’re looking in from the outside, but quite a lot inside.  Welcome to my world as I travel on the inner planes of imagination..  It’s better than watching television – no ads and an unpredictable plot line.  I now find it almost impossible to watch old movies – they are so dumb.

Much love and thanks to all,

I AM Eliza

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Eliza: On Religion as a Tool of the Dark

Posted on May 21, 2021 by Eliza Ayres
Quan Yin, Goddess of Mercy

Eliza: On Religion as a Tool of the Dark

Note to Readers:  This piece was originally written by me in 2013 or so and has been added onto.  Soon, revelations will be coming to the masses of humanity that support my own intuitive understandings of how humanity has been lied to by the leaders of religion for thousands of years for no matter what religion we are talking about, they have all been infiltrated by the Dark to one degree or another…

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Oh, what kind of can of worms am I opening now? I realize that much of what I write is potentially upsetting to those who have found solace in the teachings of their religion. I’m not going to apologize, however, as some of the leaders of those religions have used those same teachings as weapons against peoples of other cultures, religions and races, as well as against women and children.

When the Sons of Belial succeeded in overcoming the followers of the Law of One in Atlantis, the continent sank beneath the waves of the Atlantic Ocean. Quite a judgment, and yet, everyone concerned managed to reincarnate and continue on with their little dramas for at least the last eleven to thirteen centuries. And there were survivors of both Atlantis and Lemuria, colonists who moved out to other parts of the world, taking their cultures with them and then intermarrying with the indigenous populations.

We see similar threads of light woven through the teachings of all the world’s major religions. It is these seeds of light that attract the unconscious light workers to those religions. Or perhaps one has chosen to embody into a family and culture that is deeply immersed within the traditions and conditioning of a particular religion.

I was born into a Christian family. We went to church when I was young. When I reached middle school, my mother gave me the option of deciding whether or not I wanted to continue going to church. I chose not to… for the simple reason that I was uncomfortable with some of what I was hearing. And as a young child, I couldn’t understand why a Sunday school teacher would insist on my learning to recite the books of the Bible. If I wanted to look something up in the bible, I would open it up and read for myself. For a while, my mother and I attended the adult services and then I decided to forgo attendance altogether when our favorite minister retired and the tone of the church abruptly changed towards high church.

The images that the new minister painted of hell and damnation for those souls who were outside of our religion didn’t sit too well with me. What a precocious youngster I was without realizing it. It didn’t help that the new minister’s son tried to drown me in the river when we were on a church camping trip, although no one believed me. I remember the unexpected depth of the river as I was pushed off my air mattress and into the cold water. The river was over 20 feet deep at that spot; I could have drowned, but instead I was angry. I held in my anger, but soon afterward decided to leave the church, because of one stupid young boy… or so it seemed.

What I discovered through the years with my meandering around, in and out of many different spiritual groups and even a few New Age churches, is that most people attracted to such a life style are ones who feel comfortable living within a system. They feel comfortable giving up their power and being guided by others on how to think and manage their lives. They allow themselves to be defined by that system and they become conditioned to see other people as being different and usually “less than” themselves. Puffed up by spiritual pride, they begin to look down on others as being at best misguided and at worst, as being doomed to hell fire and damnation.

{Mind you, you can substitute “politics” or a few other words instead of “religion” and encounter the same narrow-minded prejudices among illiterate, shallow-thinking, numbed-out and dumbed down people.}

Damned if I could never understand that phrase, hell and damnation. Those poor souls (IMHO) who were born into the Catholic religion got to hear from nun and priest alike that if they didn’t do what the adult standing before them demanded then they would forever suffer… blah, blah, blah. And it has been this same misuse of power that allowed for the abuse of children to occur. An air of superiority, spiritual piety and power over the flock (sheeple) has led to some horrific crimes done in the name of God. Whether the tenets of the church was used against so-called pagans, indigenous peoples, women (witch-hunts), children (sexual, emotional and physical abuse) or against people of other faiths, the Roman church has been a focus of great evil in the world.  In recent years, evidence has been unearthed to prove the Roman Catholic Church, the Mormon Church and others have been active participants in child abuse and even sacrifice.  Just look at the design of the new audience hall at the Vatican.

The Church has also been the focus of great good, but usually the church leaders have used it against those who stood outside the faith and those who were the weakest, whether it be the local herb woman or an indigenous tribe or children. Many have been mistreated, tortured and killed unfairly because they were different or because it was politically expedient to get rid of those who defied the church and its prejudicial laws.

As one who was a druid in several lifetimes, I personally experienced the hatred directed to those who embodied the teachings of the ancient Goddess religion, the Law of One, which passed down through the centuries in the misty corners of the British Isles. The reincarnated Sons of Belial and their hate-filled masters, 4th dimensional dark lords, hated anything to do with the old goddess religion so they sought out and destroyed all remnants of it (to the best of their ability) in Europe. The old war, started in Atlantis, then carried to Lemuria, was on again and the dark ones were carrying the power stick this time as the Kali Yuga (dark cycle) was in full swing.

The video below addresses some of the Pleiadian (I would add the Venusian and Arcturian influences, as well) influence on the ‘Christian’ Church:

I actually encountered much of the same tactics of divide and conquer being used within a so-called New Age church. Its followers were encouraged to see those outside the church’s teachings as less than enlightened. They were told that they were the Chosen Ones. It was the same “us” against “them” scenario that had worked so successfully in keeping whole communities, families and in some cases, countries at each other’s throats.

Why would someone hate with such ferocity the practitioners of another religion when the god of their own, the only Son of God, was allegedly a being of great love and wisdom? Frankly, it is due to the lower vibrational beings recognizing something that was a threat to their very existence… the Truth.

Truth exists in many forms. What is truth to one person may not be truth to another. Yet, to force your truth on to another person or an entire continent, such as was done in Mexico, Central and South America, is to commit violence against the inner divinity of that person or persons.

So, the Roman Catholic Church has committed great sins against humanity, all in the name of spreading the Word of God. And witness what is being done in the Middle East, today, in the name of God and religion… women killed for not following restrictive rules or for refusing to marry at twelve years of age, or for wanting an education and the opportunity to make a living outside of traditional expectations and so on. Freedom is a threat to those who want to continue to control the masses and so they seek to destroy those who step forward and risk all to free their people from prejudice and darkness of spirit.

Tell me, dear ones, how can you save someone as you are roasting their body in a fire, after hours of torture?

I admit that the Church has not been the only culprit, but has been one of the most outstanding ones. Still, violence has been committed against people in the name of many religions for centuries. Why? Because it is an effective tool in keeping people separated from each other and ultimately from God.

How so, you might ask? Well, if people hold hatred within their hearts towards others, the Universal Law of Reflection, turns that hatred, also, inward to the one sending it forth. And the dark lords know the laws well and so intentionally use them against an ignorant and fearful people that they have cowed into obedience. And in feeling the self-hatred, the self-loathing is projected outward even more, until the one sending it forth has become a very effective tool in the hands of the dark lords, all the while incurring a great deal of karma for doing so. Thus, control is assured for lifetimes as the individual attempts to work it out only to be ensnared again when they cannot break free of their bonds through their own effort.

This kind of behavior continues world-wide. In some countries where politics and the worship of celebrities have become the new religion, there are still attacks made on those who are different, don’t fit in, are of other cultures, poor, mentally or physically disabled and so on.

I stepped away from my Christian heritage years ago. After reading a huge tome on the origins of Christianity I began to realize that it was a fabricated religion that has been manipulated and adapted to suit the motives and plans of those who hold the true power within its secret interior. So cowed were the heads of countries, kings and emperors that they dreaded the threat of ex-communication… that is, unless they had the audacity to create and install their own pope, such as happened in the early years of the Renaissance in France. For a short time, there were two popes, which must have been confusing to the most literate of the population, primarily church-taught scholars.

It was events such as this that have convinced me that the church, while outwardly appears to be a light upon the dark world, is merely a tool used by skilled politicians and manipulators behind the scenes to keep humanity at each other’s throats. Divide and conquer has long been the way the masses of humanity have been kept in check and it is have been very effective, at least up until now… with the dawning of the Satya Yuga, the new golden age.

Even within the ancient and venerated religions of the East, there remains fear and its dark child, hatred, directed against those who are of other faiths or castes within their own countries. Fortunately, many great saints and yogis have been born into these ancient religions and have brought forth fresh insights on the universality of all truth. The teachings of these masters have been carried into the West and have brought comfort to those who were confused by the contradictory teachings and politics of the western religion, Christianity, in all its various guises.

The seeds of light planted by the masters in ancient times have blossomed and become leafy threads weaving their light throughout humanity. The time has come now when we need to leave off the old conditioning and built-in limitations of whatever faith we have been born into and come to recognize that humanity is one collective consciousness.

We may look different on the surface, but within our veins runs the same kind of blood. Our lungs breathe the same air and we share the same planet, our Mother who has graciously provided us with a foundation upon which we can learn about physical life. And see how we have treated her!

If I hold to any form of spirituality, it is the Law of the One, where all life is of divine essence. I regard Father-Mother God as my true parents and inner guides. I have met them within dreams and on inner planes. And their emissaries, in the guise of light beings and angels, are the ones who are my immediate teachers and mentors.

If you are one who feels upset at reading these words, it is time to do a little soul-searching. Why are you upset at one who thinks differently than you do? What is stirred up within as a result? Do you want to strike back at me by writing a rude comment on my blog (which will be promptly spammed and deleted!) or is it because you are now feeling an upwelling of self-doubt, self-hatred, and confusion and even shame…?

I do not expect anyone to feel as I do or to think as I do, but I would hope that mature human beings can accept that diversity is much more desirable than homogeneity. There is much beauty in having more than one religion, culture or set of traditions upon this planet than only one… And there is greater beauty in allowing people to live free of all outside abuse, control and manipulations.

I refuse to linger in the shadows out of fear for my life any longer. The days have long passed when the Church could seize my person and drag me bodily into a dungeon to be tortured by the Inquisition. I can speak out and though many may disagree with my words, I think they will be glad that I have the freedom and courage to write and speak them.

So, in sharing this piece, I am purging myself of the shame and self-hatred created when I became a victim (many times) of the fires of prejudice and the misuse of power under the guise of a patently destructive religion.

The saints and masters who gave the teachings that were later consolidated into various religious beliefs and practices never meant for people to be bound within cages of prejudice and hatred. They wanted to free mankind from darkness and so they have continued to reincarnate among us to lead us into the Light. Far from desiring to be idolized and worshiped, these beloved beings wish for all humanity to realize their own innate divinity.

Light (Divine Intelligence) and Love are completely neutral. They are the underlying foundation of us all, energy and frequency. We are truly one being, throughout Creation, even if some of us do not or do not want to realize this yet. The time will come when all humanity wakes up and becomes a part of the mass ascension of GAIA. That time is not yet and so we must exercise some patience. The cycles of planetary bodies are much longer than the current life spans of Earth humans.

Patience, tolerance, courage and love for oneself and each other will carry us far, together, into the light of the new dawn.

I AM Eliza.

Another article that supports my opinion below:

https://www.collective-evolution.com/2018/01/25/multiple-catholic-priests-expose-the-practice-of-satanism-within-the-vatican/

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Eliza: Law of Grace

Note to Readers: Inspired by one of the quotes below, I decided to write an essay on Grace, that lovely and mysterious dispensation that is sometimes granted to those who might feel they don’t deserve it, but who have surrendered and appealed to Heaven for help.

Merriam-Webster defines Grace in part as unmerited divine assistance given to humans for their regeneration or sanctification. Unmerited means ‘unearned’.  Hence grace gives someone something that has not been earned by their own works but by their surrender to something greater than themselves.

The Law of Grace

“The law of grace supersedes the law of karma. If at one point we realize that we have done wrong and have truly learned our lesson, we may find ourselves dealing with the intervention of grace. This is when we can ‘dodge’ the corrective action of karma because we have come to realize that what we have done is wrong, and we go to work fixing this. However, grace is not an excuse to avoid our responsibilities and make up for them later. It only comes to us when we have truly gained understanding, and we move to use that understanding in our lives.

Awareness of grace can come to us when we are facing a difficult situation and we call out for help. At that moment, it may feel as if someone has lifted an enormous weight off our shoulders, or we feel as if everything is going to be all right. It can come to us at a time when we feel down and suddenly, we find the strength to continue, or in a moment of inspiration. Opening ourselves to grace can make our paths easier to travel.” ~ Edgar Cayce

Grace is a Divine dispensation of mercy.  It dissolves karma, creates miracles and can change matter.  Our soul has accepted the opportunity to incarnate on this planet to learn about and experience emotions and a physical body.  We also have free-will in order to create our own life in a place where every thought, word and deed manifests.  We can invoke the Universal Spiritual Law of Grace to transmute our debts, change emotional feelings, heal relationships and the physical body – however, we must be ready to receive it.  We created all of our situations with our consciousness and we must learn the lesson/s before we ask for grace.  We can offer grace to others through our compassion, mercy, empathy, forgiveness and unconditional love.  Whenever we open our hearts to another, we too receive an inflow of Divine love. Compassion, empathy, mercy, unconditional love and forgiveness are Divine qualities which confer grace. Every time you open your heart with compassion, the love emanating from you grants someone else grace.  A change of attitude may take place or the release of a deeply held fear or even a physical healing. The more grace we offer, the more in turn we receive.  ~ author, Lorene Camacho, translated by: Joanne Walmsely, http://universalspirituallaws.blogspot.com/2010/09/spiritual-law-of-grace.html

The Law of Grace has similar workings to Forgiveness; it dissolves karma, creates miracles, and can transform your life.

From this perspective, I can recall an earlier incident in my life when I was suffering from the after-effects of getting a divorce from my husband.  I had moved clear across the state, took up residence in a strange town, was living in a dismal basement apartment during the Autumn and felt very alone, depressed, almost desperate.  I chose to attend a church service at the local Unity Church and heard a sermon from the minister suggesting that if you are in need to call upon God for help.  So, I went home and did just that… and almost immediately, I felt wrapped up in the energetic arms of an Angelic being.  I started crying and went on crying, releasing all the self-incrimination and judgment and let it go.  After a while, I climbed into bed and still felt the warm presence surrounding me like a warm blanket.  I went to sleep.  This brief experience helped me during the days, months, and years to come feeling like a golden moment when I knew and experienced the Truth that we are not alone.  I called upon God for help and help came.  It felt like Grace to me and gave me the needed strength to continue on with my own Path, despite what anyone else had to say about the matter.

Grace comes to us when we realize that we have stepped out of alignment, when we wish to redeem ourselves, where we can be honest enough to realize we may have made a mistake, or we simply need to face up to the circumstances that we have brought upon ourselves as a consequence of our decisions and choices.  Grace can grant us the necessary peace of the heart to give us strength to continue to rectify our lives, to forgive ourselves for making a difficult choice that may have upset other people.   

Grace can arrive in the form of a sudden insight, too, that clarifies and eases the mind, lifts the spirits, and creates a change in attitude, which will, in turn affect our outlook on other people or circumstances within our own lives.  Grace can arrive in the form of a change of heart… altering the possible outcome of an incident from something potentially severe to something more benign.  Grace can lend one strength and courage to face whatever is bothering them.

According to Tony Evans, the overriding Law of Grace… gives you the ability to either override or to work through adverse circumstances in your life? We all face things that seem difficult to overcome: problems, pain, frustrations, people. Sometimes, it looks like we are being overridden by that which appears to be out of our control. What grace does is it comes alongside of us either to override something or to take us through something that seems to be overwhelming. You take the law of gravity which holds us down, and you take the law of aerodynamics which lifts us up. It doesn’t cancel the law of gravity, but it does override it so that we can fly in an airplane even though the law of gravity is still working. ~ https://tonyevans.org/the-overriding-law-of-grace/

According to Christian philosophy or thought, Grace comes only when you have accepted Jesus Christ.  Not being a Christian or adhering to such a limited outlook, I would prefer to attribute the unmerited gift of Grace to divine intervention from one’s Higher Self or even Source energy.  Not everyone on this planet is a Christian.  Jesus himself wasn’t one, either, nor were his early followers, but that is a topic for another essay.

When you open yourself up to listen to something or someone other than your own ego, you allow the flow of Light to come into your world, Divine Intelligence, as well as Love, compassion and empathy, for yourself, your circumstances, your choices… and perhaps can begin to see there is an alternative way to perceive the world around you.

Most people outside certain esoteric circles do not know that to receive assistance from benign beings like Angels, you must first grant permission for such intervention to take place.  Angels and other benign higher dimensional beings follow Cosmic Law and do not interfere where they are not wanted.  Ignorance of Cosmic Law is not an excuse.  Once you have declared in humility your need, the help is there instantly.  Depending on your own sensitivity you may or may not feel the comforting energy, but you will begin to feel differently, more hopeful. So, in a time of need, spend a little time within, ask for help in getting through the difficult transitions that many people are facing these days with tremendous and often unwanted change being thrust into your life, especially if you are at all resistant.  Let grace soften your way forward when you have momentarily lost your way.

It is interesting that Christians feel it is necessary to accept Jesus the Christ as their Savior in order to receive the dispensation of grace within one’s life… only Christ Consciousness is Universal and not limited to Christians.

I send my love and blessings to all.

Eliza

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Posted on May 8, 2021 by Eliza Ayres | Leave a comment
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Eliza:  Evolution or Devolution

And now, to a more sobering topic, devolution or evolution… or?

👉 ‘That’s why there is no “middle path” and no “sitting in the fence” during this Time of Transition. As many esoteric and spiritual teachings have hinted at: “there is a way up and a way down” [Hopi]. The splitting of humanity is at full force which has also been prophesized. The choice is up to each human being. But it’s not just a verbal choice or choice by action. The choice is also determined by the level of being/soul embodiment of each individual.

It’s a choice on a soul level, yet not everyone has a soul developed enough to “move up” in this current cycle. The choice between people taking the jab and who doesn’t also reflects the level of soul embodiment, hence people’s “true colors” are being revealed even of so-called “spiritual teachers”. A truly embodied individual would reject the jab for obvious/common-sense reasons.

Every choice matters and has karmic consequences. Yet. there is no judgment for all there is are lessons over lifetimes and lifetimes.’ ~ Bernard Guenther

Perhaps to some readers, this seems a depressing or anxiety-inducing topic, yet it is a topic that is currently confronting the entirety of humanity thanks to the psychotic ultra-rich tiny minority who has decided to rid the planet of 90+ percent of humanity.  Yet, in the long view, these interlopers in the karma of the collective are acting as instruments of fate, allowing all members of humanity to make a choice, a soul level choice, whether to continue on evolving here on Terra or to be removed and taken to yet another third-density world, there to continue on with their soul lessons. The worst of the worst will ‘ascend’ to a negatively polarized fourth density planet there to work off their karma until they, too, are given an opportunity to fully return into the Light.

Mind you, this is not a judgment on my part, as each individual makes their own choices, despite all views to the contrary.  As an elder, I could be fearful of my own demise as I have had bronchitis in the past and along with it, very high fevers for an entire week or more.  Yet, during this entire nerve-racking ordeal for humanity, I have barely even had a cough or sneeze and it wasn’t because I chose to go around wearing a mask.  I only wear a mask when entering into one of my local grocery stores.  I do not and have not gone to many other stores except occasionally, like every six months or so to get staples like printing ink and paper.  I buy any clothes I need on-line from reliable sources.  I have only entered one restaurant during the past year and ate outside without a mask.  It has been, I must admit, a rather surreal experience.

From the beginning of the mass hysteria, that was purposefully hyped up by a captive (owned) and manipulated press and MSM, social media, et al, I felt this was yet another hoax.  I was correct although it took time for the evidence to come out and only did in drips and drabs for those who knew where to look – which did not include the majority of American people who were addicted to watching television and clung to their cellphones, being bombarded by negative energy waves 24/7.  Since I once worked in medical records and have lived on this planet for seven decades, I knew the ‘virus’ was not real.  The goal of the globalist elite who were pushing the false narrative was to frighten people into taking the ‘vaccine’.  The whole scenario was always about control; panic the lemmings – those who are incapable of critical thinking and feeling their own intuition – and boom, you have that portion of the human collective controlled, dominated, and manipulated by their own fear.

Why the fear?  When a body is dominated by the ego, the ego works overtime to protect it from all dangers, real and imagined.  When the soul is embodied, there is little to no fear of the consequences of dying in this world, for there is the sure knowledge of the continuance of consciousness even though the body vehicle perishes.  I have never had fear related to the ‘virus’ nor to the ‘vaccine’.  Utilizing my common sense, I know that if viruses are real, they are known to mutate and create variants – at least this is a narrative given out by scientists and medical ‘authorities’.  In my opinion, this is simply another narrative being put out to create more fear among those people who have not successfully embodied their soul essence within the course of this or other lifetimes. It is, after all, a process that takes lifetimes to successfully complete…

In the news that has managed to trickle down, it has been proven by both Russian and Italian doctors that there is no CV virus.  Rather, it is a bacterium that has been exposed to radiation. When it gets into a bloodstream, it begins to affect the proteins within the body, eventually causing blood clots to form, blocking the ability of the cells to obtain oxygen, and so the body dies of system-wide oxygen-starvation.  If the individual already has a body compromised by a pre-existing health condition (created by the inability of the individual to clear old trauma and pain) and they accept questionable treatments and control-driven narratives without using their ability to think on their own, they may succumb to the imagined threat, fear itself. The bacterium cannot harm those who have strong spirits, strong immune systems, and pay no heed to the ‘official’ narrative, but continue to heed their interior guidance system, the intuition and common sense. There are, also, inexpensive viable treatments other than the questionable ‘vaccines’ that are being offered to an unsuspecting and fearful public.

I am not a medical doctor or health provider.  Along with my training in medical records, I have used my own experience, common sense, and intuition to inform me that this whole virus situation was a hoax with an agenda.  It has been very successful for the perpetrators, at least initially, for a large percentage of various populations have either willingly chosen to take the vaccine or have been forced to by either their governments or their employers.  Whether one takes the perspective that a person had no choice and was forced to take the vaccine, i.e., they were ‘a victim’, doesn’t matter.  In the end, the person did make a choice by being in a country or situation that compelled the end result.  Of course, for the most part ‘the choice’ was unconscious, driven by fear of the unknown, fear of dying, and just fear.

Members of the Galactic Federation, have always known that a percentage of humanity would not be ascending at the end of the last Great Year (26,900 Earth years).  How?  They have the ability to look through the various timelines and the Akashic Records of each individual and the human collective on Terra.  Do they look at the Akashic Records of each individual?  No, it is not required; they can see the frequency and vibration of the individual through their actions. 

Many have chosen to be sheep, led blindly to the slaughter, bleating that they are victims and have been betrayed.  If anyone betrayed them, it was their own willingness to believe whatever was handed to them by outside authorities.  Those who have questioned the ways of the world since childhood or early adulthood, will inherit the Earth.  Those souls who are of tender-loving hearts, innocent… the Meek, will inherit the Earth.  Not the prideful, angry, vengeful, arrogant intellectuals… not they, despite their avoidance of the vaccine, for their frequency and vibration will determine whether or not they survive the rising frequency levels of the planet and the constant bombardment of cosmic waves of high frequency rays that penetrate all, including the depths of the planet. As James Gilliland has oft stated, only those who are in frequency resonance with the planet as she ascends will remain.

The betrayers have betrayed themselves through their hatred of humanity, their fear and loathing of the common man and the planet herself.  They mock God.  They close churches.  They lock people up in their own houses.  They cause small independent businesses to fail and go under.  They lie about everything and anything. They create draconian rules out of thin air to justify their hatred and willingness to abuse the innocent and vulnerable old and young of our people.  Their hate is their own self-judgment, hatred being the lowest vibration in contrast to unconditional love.  Every time they hate and despise the people, they are judging themselves, as we all act as mirrors for each other.  What they see in the mirror of consciousness is their own sorry selves; it is self-hatred and jealousy of the creative essence of true humans.  For the reptilian races are unable to ascend beyond the fourth dimension; so, they are jealous of the divine essence of humanity, the divine God seed that was placed into mankind long ago by your progenitors, the star races of the Sirians, Pleiadians, Lyrans, Vegans, Andromedans, and others.

Those persons who have embodied their souls (it is not automatic or achieved in one life) and have listened to the still small voice of their own intuition, who are grounded in common sense, and use critical thinking to determine their choices… they will do well, whether or not they physically survive what is coming.  Physical survival does not matter… which is, for some of my readers, perhaps a shocking statement.  I have conscious memory of at least four of my lives elsewhere and I am still here, present, conscious, and obedient to the inner Laws that guide my heart.

The Christian Bible, a much edited book, does contain certain jewels of wisdom:

 “Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, WORK OUT YOUR OWN SALVATION with fear and trembling. For it is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of his good pleasure. Do all things without murmurings and disputings: That ye may be blameless and harmless, the sons of God, without rebuke, in the midst of a crooked and perverse nation, among whom ye shine as lights in the world; Holding forth the word of life; that I may rejoice in the day of Christ, that I have not run in vain, neither laboured in vain.” Philippians 2:12-16 (my emphasis)

For all the dour prophecies, a portion of humanity will survive, whether it be the much-prophesied Solar Flash (that David Wilcox still insists will happen), the vaccination, climate change (a minor ice age is more probable than an over-heated planet), other earth changes, damage from space or whatever is in store for the survivors… humanity will endure.  It has always been so. 

Earth, Terra, has always been a crossroads, for individuals whether they be of the negative or positive polarity.  It is a place of choice: come into the Light (embody your soul essence) or remain in the Shadow (fear).  Until you have suffered enough to realize that only you as an individualized consciousness have the power to change your world, you will continue on the lower path.  Will you go to a dark planet at the end of this lifetime?  That is a question to which the answer depends entirely on your frequency level.  More like as not, you will simply go to another third-dimensional world that is appropriate for your level of soul evolution, there to repeat again (and again) the lessons failed in this lifetime… and every other one that you have lived upon this world.  For the frequency level of the individual depends on their entire karmic load, whether it be of Light or darkness, light or heavy.  Karma is neutral; what is unbalanced must be rectified and come into balance.  No personal judgment, from God or man is involved.  All is energy.  All is frequency.  All is vibration.  Tesla knew this; now, you know it, too.

When I first arrived here, I was appalled by the level, the very low level of frequency I felt emanating from many of the people here.  Since then, I have observed changes in some of the population, as people have continued to wake up. According to Michelle Fielding, an experienced spiritual coach, over 60% of humanity has successfully woken up (as of late September 2021).  Still, I have also observed the stubborn unwillingness of many to open their eyes to see that they have been lied to through every stage of their lives here, for centuries upon centuries.  Cognitive dissonance is not a new phenomenon for humanity, but something that has dogged the slave race created by the Anunnaki, the alien race who landed here over 250,000 years ago and managed to manipulate a portion of humanity, intentionally dumbing them down, limiting their genetic potential, with the intent to use them as slaves and as food.  If you are curious about the real history of humanity then seek it out.  If I can find such things on the Internet, so too can you.  Part of humanity are descendants of the slave race; the other part are descendants of some of the star races that sent migrants to this world through various spans of time.  You figure out what is what.  Many currently incarnated humans are actually a mixture of both, slave race and the descendants of the starry races. 

The energies support the continued evolution and soul embodiment of a significant portion of humanity, a fact that should gladden the heart of any spiritual seeker.

According to one unidentified source:

The energy has increased throughout 48 hours ‘window’, leading to further light waves in the planetary field, and bringing forth new breezes of the uplifting drifting Solar Diamond shine.

It can be called like ‘Tender emanation’, characteristic of May month energetic vibrational tone; it emanates and beams qualities of highest Universal love over the planet and into Hearts of those, who are traveling higher in their individual ascension.

The Ruby Ray of unconditional Love, and Divine (Source) Mother takes their infinite presence, playing notes and colors through ‘Tender emanation’, in order for Humanity to rise stronger in the Calling of Heart and Changes. We have Divinely beautiful background from work during this linear month.

It supports all areas of creativity, music, art, arts of the Heart.

It supports creations of the New, or in the way of shifted “thinking”, actions, dedications and more.

(from Telegram notation, source unknown)

Those who hate, those who lie, those who hold jealousy in their hearts will react with panic and dismay in the coming of these higher, purer, finer energies.  Seek thee the way of the true seeker and go within and make thyself right with God, with Source Energy, with yourself.  It is a choice.  It has always been a choice.  It is called free will, a gift from your Creator, but one that demands that you release the darkness, embrace it, accept it, transmute and transform the doubt and fear into Love and Light, returning back to balance and being willing to live in the NOW, without fear or expectation, just acceptance.

This interview addresses the quantum effects of the ‘jab’:

https://www.bitchute.com/video/TNqeW9XBmJz0

I realize that I have dumped quite a bit of thought-provoking material today, but it is what it is.  As always, if this material does not resonate, then go elsewhere.  I do not demand that anyone believe one word of what I manage to get out in my essays.  I am not an authority on life, spirituality, even on myself.  I simply observe, record, and write as guided.  Take it or leave it.

I will say this before I leave, be kind to yourself.  The energies are intense.  You may require more rest than ‘normal’.  You may require an energetic ‘vacation’ (permanent or temporary) from certain friends, family members, or even co-workers.  You may be undergoing tremendous change in your life.  Adjust.  Take care of your health.  Do creative things.  Spend time in nature. Ground.  And most especially, breathe! 

Go in Peace,

Eliza

P.S. For those readers who may disagree with anything I have presented and wish to make negative comments, I warn you in advance, those comments WILL be deleted by me, the editor and commander of this blog. Period.

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Posted on May 5, 2021 by Eliza Ayres | 3 Comments

Eliza: The Golden Hour

Posted on April 29, 2021 by Eliza Ayres
Tri-colored Heron

The Golden Hour

This morning I left before 7 a.m. to go on my morning walk. Now that my leg is healing up (strained/pulled muscle) I can, again, get in my normal walk. I got into the habit of walking in the morning as it is relatively quiet, with a few people leaving for work, the children have not yet gone to school. There are usually only one or two people running or walking their dogs.

The weather report claimed there was light rain in my area, but I only saw piles of rain clouds sitting off the coast and to the south. As the sun began to rise higher, the clouds were limned with a golden hue, eventually turning white or grayish white. Other than the distant clouds, the skies were a light Robin’s egg blue with a large waning moon lowering into the western skies.

The birds are quite active early in the morning, dominated right now by black birds, noisy Grackles, the occasional mud hen, white ibis, mottled duck, feral Muscovy ducks, loud geese, woodpeckers, Egrets, Anhingas, and the occasional Great Blue Heron. I even watch a pair of Black-bellied Whistling Ducks a couple of days ago, in one of our local ponds. Apparently, they have moved on.

I’m just going to put up some of my bird photographs from other forays into the various SE Florida wetlands; nothing is current.

Male Grackle
Black-legged Stilt
Great Blue Heron
Wood Storks

Well, I hope you all enjoyed that little foray into the secret lives of Florida birds. There are over 200 species of beautiful and unusual birds who make their home in Florida. Fortunately, feathers are no longer popular additions to women’s hats… the causal factor behind many birds being brought nearly to the point of extinction — fashion. Purely nonsensical in my book.

Anyway, Florida has many nature preserves, national forests, one national park (the Everglades), state forests and state parks that are preserving the last great open spaces of the peninsula. It is an interesting place that draws many people due to the mild climate and its beaches.

Years ago I would never have consciously chosen to live in Florida, yet here I am. The summer approaches with temperatures moving into the 80’s in late April. The start of hurricane season is just around the corner (officially June 1st) and Southern Florida is actually suffering from a prolonged drought. We could use a few tropical storms just for the water they bring. Hurricane season is also the rainy season… let it rain!

Enjoy your day/evening wherever you may be in the world.

Eliza

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Releasing Trauma

Posted on April 27, 2021 by Eliza Ayres

Eliza – Releasing Trauma

To ascend the spiritual seeker is required to release layers upon layers of trauma and pain stored up in the Light Body, stemming from ‘past’ lives and experiences. It is rather like taking apart the proverbial onion, with its thin skin and layers.

To release the trauma you need to be in your physical body and feel the uncomfortable energies as they come up to be examined, honored, and released.

It is hardly unusual to have layers of trauma to work through, yet there are people who refuse to work on their own ‘stuff’ and chose, instead, to project their pain on others, blaming, shaming, ridiculing others, seeking to work with the other person to heal what is theirs to heal within themselves.

Below, Lorie Ladd shares her insights that humanity as a whole is undergoing a massive clearing of trauma. You are not alone in feeling the pain and suffering. Until you decide to work through it, it will remain part of your daily life and will get louder yet until managed:

In the video below, Lorie Ladd shares an insight about using boundaries while you are doing your trauma work. If you are still being triggered around someone, then there is work to do, but not with the other person, with yourself. You are designed to be able to move through a crowd of people and not get triggered, as you are wholly yourself, Whole and Complete. Until that is accomplished, continue to use strong boundaries and do the work:

I present Lorie’s work as she puts out short, easy to understand insights and updates. She has a large body of work on YouTube. Look it up and learn. Know that you will also be led to other sources for insights as you clear your field and can resonate to the information.

During the process of writing my 90+ chapters on the life of Raphael Kantor-VaCoupe, I wrote quite a bit about processing trauma. One thing that caught my interest was the realization that as you are releasing the trauma, you are regaining fragments and portions of your soul essence that were left behind at the scene of the trauma.

As a walk-in finishing up her mission on Terra (which she was not consciously aware for most of her life) Tazjma found herself drawn to reading certain books, historical accounts, both fictional and non-fiction, that related events from certain time periods. Towards the end of her time here, she was given five names of historical figures to look up and study. One of them, Lady Clare of Assisi, surprised her somewhat, but she had always been drawn to learning about Francis of Assisi, the young founder of the Franciscan Order. After watching an Italian movie about their lives (non-dubbed) she cried for at least half and hour, releasing the ache and pain stemming from just that one life.

Since Tazjma and I have lived relatively isolated lives, it has been a relatively easy process to focus on ‘the work’ and release whatever came up into our consciousness to be felt, cleared, and released. It is not such an easy matter for those who are currently sharing their lives with family, friends, and co-workers. Still, since the lockdowns and social distancing dictates, being alone has been more possible for our single friends.

Late last summer, I had to make the decision to break off a relationship that I had come to Southeastern Florida. Since I had not seen this particular individual much or at all during the pandemic lockdowns, I had the necessary time to separate and review what I wanted in the relationship or whether I wished to continue it at all. I found myself triggered by even thinking about this person (not a romantic relationship, mind you) and wisely decided to step back and remove myself permanently from association with her. It was not a judgment of anyone else, simply my realization that I had to do this for my own well-being. Such decisions and moves may also take place in your world as you begin to focus on your self-healing journey. Long prior to this, Tazjma found herself isolated from her extended family as she independently followed her own inner guidance that made no sense at all to her conservative family members. She simply accepted that her path would be a lonely one and continued her deep commitment to the ascension path.

In the end, the being you become is the one you have always been, only more Whole and complete, needing no other to complete you, including the Twin Flame, mate, or friends. This is a path that demands you focus on you, dealing with all aspects of your four lower bodies as you begin to comprehend and align more closely to what is being communicated to you silently through intuition and inner guidance.

Individualization of the consciousness was the goal of the 5th root race. A certain percentage of humanity has reached that level. Before one can fully embrace unity consciousness, one must be wholly Oneself, a fully conscious fractal of Creative Source energy.

Below is a passage taken from my second book, The Starship Project, in which Raphael is about to undergo a process that shamans call soul retrieval, bringing back portions of his self to reunite in Wholeness:

With that, the priestess stood up and quietly left the room, leaving Raphael to meditate on what she had shared.  He recognized she had instructed him to bring in the loving energy of the Mother so he might forgive each part of himself for what he deemed as lack.  Intuitively, he blended the energies of the Father and that of the Mother to create another ray, the Violet Ray.  Utilizing this ray of transformation, he could focus on what energies needed to be dissolved within – especially those of a lingering sense of not being ‘good enough’ due to his difficult early life.  He began to recognize the pain and struggle he had undergone was a period of refinement of his essential nature.  All that was extraneous to his world had disappeared or had been taken away and yet all was given again and more.  He had had doubts he deserved the love he had found in the VaCoupe household, even in the arms of his beloved Julia.  And yet, now he began to understand that the purity that existed untouched deep within during the entirety of his trials, was inviolate, and the reality of his entire being.  So, he chose to expand the white light and to purify and cleanse whatever doubts and fears still lingered by applying the Violet Flame of transmutation to allow the energies to rise in frequency within.  All that was not needed was dissolved and what needed was strengthened and made more resilient. 

As he worked and purified his present being, he also expanded his mind and heart to welcome in the purified qualities of Rigo and Delos, their determination to serve and protect their people, to prepare for the future, to lay the foundations for those who would come behind him.  He joined these gifts and qualities into a new oneness within, and blazed the white light of purity as though he was forging a sword by plunging it alternately into fire and water, to strengthen, mold, and direct his reunited energies, intelligence, and will towards this new project.  He let go his concern as to how he would be judged by friends and family for he would be forever altered by this process, but it was for the good of all that he did this, not for himself.  He was needed; the gifts, knowledge, and experience of Delos and Rigo were needed. His own psychic gifts and sensitivities were required, developed out of a need to survive at all cost whatever afflicted his outer body.

Raphael plunged his three personalities into the crucible of transformation.  Like an alchemist, he began to reforge his personality melding together all that was desirable for the mission ahead and releasing what was no longer required for him to simply survive.  He went deep, deep within and when he emerged hours later, the priestess was sitting opposite quietly observing him.

I will write further on the topic of soul retrieval, but for now, know that when you suffer from trauma, whether major or minor, a part of your essence is left behind. During the process that Raphael was putting himself through above, he was regathering the essences from three different lives so that he would be empowered to face whatever came into his life, which proved to be a very challenging one.

When you realize what you have feared to confront and work through is actually the strongest parts of your being, you will be able to do this individual work, knowing that you will continue to grow in beauty, power, and love. Your sense of compassion will expand as you come to accept those parts of yourself that have been banished from your awareness. You will find yourself more capable of accepting yourself and ultimately others, for in your suffering you will recognize that you exist in other — there is no separation; that is an illusion. There is only One.

I encourage you to study the works of Patricia Cota-Robles and other Ascension teachers who have long strived to bring illumination into a darkened world.

The Violet Flame is the Ray of Freedom, brought to this planet by Lady Amethyst, the Divine Complement of Archangel Zadkiel, and anchored at their Violet Flame Retreat in the etheric over the Island nation of Cuba. Use the Violet Flame to transmute, dissolve, and transform all that continues to trigger you and you will become a master Alchemist of the Aquarian Age.

The present focus is on healing trauma. Deal with that aspect of your healing and you will find that life is full of beauty and joy. It always was; it was just that your pain and suffering prevented you from seeing Reality.

I send my blessings to all,

Eliza

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P.S. The book mentioned above has not yet been published.

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Peony (with some color enhancement), photo by Eliza Ayres

The Involvement (or not) of the Ego in the Ascension Process by Eliza

Here’s another great question from one of my readers:

Could you talk about how the ego evolves with our consciousness in our ascension process? Thank you!

Inelia Benz says: ‘The ego is a necessary “body” we need to wear in order to live in and survive in the world. It can get out of hand and is the main brake on one’s ascension process.’ — https://blog.ineliabenz.com/the-ego-and-ascension/

Inelia goes on to say: ‘A lot of awakened masters have huge egos. This is reflected in the us/them mentality, “my way of doing things is the only way” mentality, and a huge resistance to try or learn any other “modality”. They are often “healers” too, with a huge list of returning clients who “need” them.’

Read the page to discover more of Ms. Benz’s wisdom when it comes to describing ‘the ego’. (see above)

Some older spiritual teachings support ‘destroying’ the ego.  I tend to disagree.  I feel that the ego has a purpose and that is to act as a primary force to protect the body and its consciousness.  It is not here to protect the soul that is embodied within the body.  If the body consciousness lowers in frequency, the soul cannot remain, it will leave the body.  A majority of people go through their lives working from a basic programmed level, set on autopilot, refusing to feel or deal with their emotions, ignoring or going into denial if confronted with new information that does not resonate with their current set of beliefs or programming (cognitive dissonance).  Their soul essence is either half in or completely outside of the body.  To ascend, you must embody, drop your soul essence into the body and be willing to deal with the feelings and thoughts that require clearing, the old pain and trauma stemming from this and other lifetimes on this planet.

Just because you have awakened and are more aware of what is going on in the world behind the scenes doesn’t necessarily mean you have a balanced ego. 

I have personally been around or communicated with people who claim they are spiritual, meditate, eat vegan, and so on, yet they are highly judgmental and attack anyone if that person ventures to question their beliefs or presents another perspective.  And with that statement, I am not suggesting those particular practices create, in and of themselves, an imbalanced ego.

Whereas I feel the ego was originally designed to define the individual personality energetically, it became dominant in the psychology of Earth humans who were no longer connected in any way to Source energy.  They could not conceive of their own divinity, that they could access and connect to Source energy, but came to believe (through programming) that they required persons outside of themselves to do so, to act as mediators, go-betweens, to ‘talk’ or ‘pray’ to God on their behalf.

Due to being misinformed, lied to, programmed, dominated, and bullied for thousands of years, Earth humans came to believe that somehow, they were separate from Source, that ‘God’ and the Angels were ‘out there’ somewhere but did not seem to care about them, especially the little people, the common people.  As a result, the ego grew fearful and protective, acting out in defense of the individual separate body with its consciousness. 

Now, that there are persons on Earth, primarily starseeds, but also enlightened masters and yogis of various disciplines, the ego is being recognized as being vital for the survival of the body consciousness.  Most people do not accept the concept that the body has a consciousness, but I have experienced the phenomenon myself with the transfer of soul essence from my sister to me while Sunny walked in during 2017.  While most of my sister’s consciousness had left during her ascension ceremony in 2014, what was left felt like she was still here.  Tazjma sincerely believed it after not feeling any different or going anywhere.  The body consciousness or ego is that strong – something that was not initially taken into consideration by the teams working with their various walk-in volunteers like myself and far earlier ones.

The ego can act like a frightened child, but if you send love to it, it will begin to relax and come to understand you (your soul consciousness) are not here to hurt it. The ego is the wounded child within, but the embodied Soul is in the driver’s seat during the ascension process.

‘The Ascension process or experience involves the expansion of one’s awareness. If the ego is allowed to take over one’s mind, then it will cause one awareness to contract which will result in a block or setback in the ascension process. There are a few ways that we can tell if the ego is taking over or causing problems on our path towards ascension. We can become more limited in our beliefs and more judgmental. We might blame others for our problems and feel the need to always be ‘right’ by making others feel wrong. We might play the role of the victim. Often when we get hurt, or when we feel someone is stealing our energy, we tend to hurt others in order to receive the energy back. But all of this is the perspective of the ego and these traits or attitudes can’t exist in the higher frequencies of love and light. To continue on the path of ascension means to be in conscious control of one’s thoughts and actions so as not to let the ego take over. This means having a more expanded awareness of one’s self and their attitudes and actions towards others as well.’  https://www.dimension1111.com/ascension-and-the-ego.html

Ascension is an inside job.  You can receive teachings and understandings from various persons along the way, but ultimately, you are the one in charge for monitoring your thoughts, feelings, emotions, intentions, and actions.  If you find yourself defending your beliefs, acting out against another person, claiming to be a victim, you are acting out of an imbalanced ego, one that is set to defend ‘you’ (what it deems as ‘you’) at all cost.  Ego defense can be quite irrational especially if based upon false beliefs in the first place.

In my case, and I am certainly not an expert in such matters… I have found that constant self-observation, examination of one’s motives and actions is required.  Extreme and sometimes brutal self-honesty is required to weed out the straggling morning glory vines of unbridled egotistical judgment against self and others.  If you find yourself being judgmental or reacting negatively to a trigger, discover where the feeling originates within the body and then send love to it or better yet, utilize the transformational qualities of the Violet Flame, which is a combination of love and strength, a balance between feminine and masculine energies.  Take responsibility for your thoughts and actions… or you may have to deal with them in the future in terms of rebalancing the energies (karma).

The ego’s focus is the everyday world.  It is a tool, a ‘body’ that provides us with the means to survive in this earth plane.  I am no scientist or psychologist, but I would venture to say that the ego is the part of the body consciousness that identifies as “I”, the personality.  It is not part of the soul or spirit.  It will dissolve when the life essence granted to the body via the soul is withdrawn at death and cease to be.  Yet, your soul consciousness will continue to grow and expand beyond death, whether in or outside incarnation.

While you identify as only being the body, the ego dominates your awareness and acts out of fear of everything that is apart or separate from itself.  When you embody the soul within the body, the ego is comforted by the loving connection with Source energy, thus you enhance the health and well-being of the vehicle (body) that you wear while here on Earth as an incarnated being.

It does require a watchful but compassionate consciousness to keep the ego in check, something that many so-called masters and teachers haven’t yet quite… mastered for themselves, especially if they get stuck identifying too heavily in any one belief system or with any person, place, or material object.  Adaptability, the ability to adapt to new energies, constant expansion and exploration, both inner and outer, the ability to question, discern, weigh (but not judge) and listen will aid in keeping the ego pliable and supple, eager to assist in doing its part to keep the body functioning while you still have use of it.

Humility, a willingness to allow for self-examination, honesty and observation will inform you whether or not your ego is working with you or against your ascension process.  If you are falling into judgment, then look to see where the judgment is coming from within… without placing the blame on others or projecting your issues outward so you don’t have to deal with them or take responsibility.  You are fooling yourself if you act out in this manner and will only hurt your own ability to ascend in frequency.  Fear is the lowest of vibrations and will pull you downward, far from the path of return, which is ascension.  So, act with thoughtfulness and kindness towards yourself.  Seek to discover what still triggers defense reactions within and work to transmute that energy.  For whatever work you are willing to put in, will ease the control your ego has over your personality.  Gently guide your consciousness towards self-mastery, mastery over the personality, your interface with the physical world around you and within you.

The ego can be a helpmate and will give you the subtle information you need if you address the feelings and emotions, triggers, and attitudes that arise from ego hurt.  Pay attention, observe, and work to transmute and transform the energies tied up within your emotional (astral) body and mental body, which will lighten your load and assist you in rising in frequency (ascension).

I hope this little essay has assisted someone.  If you want to do further examination of this topic, please do your own research.  Be responsible for your own growth in coming to an understanding of you, what makes ‘you’ tick as an individual consciousness.  You are required to master your own consciousness before you can truly partake consciously in the unified field.  You are already a part of the unified field but only at an unconscious level.  The information you seek is within, available to be accessed through that unified field or quantum field, wherein all that you ever need or require in terms of knowledge and wisdom is there already.  Seek to balance this search with loving yourself and forgiving yourself for your perceived shortcomings. 

Life is an adventure, one that we all agreed at some level to participate in.  Gratitude, humility, a sense of responsibility, and self-awareness will go far to contribute to your success as an ascending human consciousness. 

Blessing to all,

Eliza

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